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2023.05.28 07:37 Warriorofjustice22 My case
 | When I was 20 years old I was invited by Jesse Daniel King / vincenzo king to live with him at Mt.tam Ridge apartments (now called Bell apartments) in Corte Madera, Marin. The way we met is he would constantly DM me on instagram until I gave in. He told me was Sicilian but had a lot of medication in different language. He would inject himself with what he said were “hormones”. As I was in a vulnerable state,I complied, it was a new experience for me, I had never lived with a man that was my so-called “boyfriend”. At first jesse was kind, I helped him pay the apartment and gave him my full trust. I gave him roughly around 8k-10k. He told me his mother died and that he had cancer, as well that he was a private contractor for the army and that he had killed people. He showed signs of deep trauma in which I could relate to, I felt bad for him and wanted to offer a loving-kindness as I believe everyone can heal. I lived with him for two years. After the first two months that I lived with him he started to become aggressive, getting mad for every little thing (for example: I once clogged the kitchen sink because I was doing dishes) or he would get angry at his boss “Tom” from Sausalito California an old man that he took care of but heavily complained about. I was very understanding of his emotions and the most patient I had ever been with anyone as I wanted to offer my full empathy. I did love him at one point but that was before I learned the truth and how I was backstabbed. Fast forward a couple months and I got pregnant. It was my first time getting pregnant, he immediately started to become even more aggressive and told me he didn’t want me to have the baby. I became heavily depressed and even dependent on him as I was scared to tell my parents and felt I couldn’t tell them what was going on. I was trapped in that one bedroom apartment, he would go out but I would always be stuck there for the sake of being loyal. He would always express to me how loyalty was important to him and I respected that. While I was pregnant he would flirt and go out to meet other women. He told me about his ex girlfriend “Katherine” of 7 years and how her mom and dad are powerful in the Air Force. I texted her once to ask her if Jesse was good to her, in which she replied “in hindsight”. I had no problem with her and left it at that. Jesse and Katherine kept in contact afterwards, I didn’t complain as I was scared he would get mad at me and call me toxic. During that same time he expressed interest in a neighbor called “Alison”. He said not to worry about her as her husband was CHP, but he also said that he bet she “fucked like an animal”. Very concerning to hear but I ignored it so he wouldn’t have a fit. I was constantly walking on eggshells. After that, that is when Alison lindemann (lindermann, might not be her real name) knocked on our door. Jesse explained what happened from his point of view in the email screenshot attachments above. Alison was very aggressive towards me, after the altercation Jesse choke slammed me and strangled me for a minute before he “realized” what he was doing. I suffered a mild concussion. He then gave me a pill and that is when I lost my baby. I had no health care so I had to heal the natural way. I knew I lost my child because I had never experienced that pain before, he locked himself in the bathroom while I screamed in pain in the bedroom, not once did he ask if I was okay. I tolerated his behavior because I was scared and he blamed his anger on Cancer and his dead parents. After the lease ended he said he had no where to go so I invited him to live with my parents, my mom helped us move our things, he never said thank you. He had an anger fit towards my mom, and he was still being aggressive in my parents home. That is when I kicked him out, I didn’t want my siblings to witness his anger and get traumatized like I did. We then went our separate ways. Afterwards I found out that he never had cancer and both his parents were still alive. I knew because his parents would visit my job at chevron in Rockville road and intimidate me because Fairfield is their town/turf. I then found out that his “sister” was Stevie king and her husband Alex , people I worked with at in n out in Fairfield when I was 18. I found this creepy and sad as I didn’t expect it from them. I also found out that he had a child with Shelby Larkin, and named her Kennedy at the same time I lost my baby. After I spoke up, my family and I dealt with retaliation. I have multiple evidence, from stalking, harassment from his friends and subliminals from his best friend kiana Melendez. I suffered a deep depression. I was scared to tell my parents so I posted it online instead. Hoping they wouldn’t suffer from retaliation but they still did. All of the attackers were from Travis Air Force, in Fairfield California (Katherine’s mom and dad people) He had access to all money that he “kept” for me. As well as my social security. Im first generation and he used my information to attack members of my family that were undocumented. An auntie in my family in Mexico was robbed significantly. I also suffered a financial loss. Since they won’t stop I am forced to publicly my case again. I wish I wasn’t so stupid and never met him. The first king that bullied me was Caroline king, she followed me to a thrift shop and laughed at me with her friend group. Not one was a person of color. I didn’t know they were related until now. I was targeted. I hope my case helps others not be as naive as I was. Katherine and her mom followed me to Mexico to spy on me and Mexico City. Im pretty sure that’s illegal but I don’t know, they do a lot of “tours”. It’s sad to see the US government abuse their power on the innocent. I was robbed, a family member of mine was killed, I lost my baby by force,i suffered postpartum depression, I was then gangstalked by Katherine and Jesses friends, My parents were intimidated by the Travis Air Force to keep me quiet. I felt trapped in that town as their beloved Air Force are “heroes”. What did I do that started their interest in me ? I went to a peaceful protest advocating against police brutality and for women’s rights. I missed family events and he wouldn’t let me go to Mexico City, I didn’t deserve this. My family and I also experienced a in house C4 bomb “test” the day before my birthday. On my birthday I spent it in the 707 North Bay hospital, in which the Spaniard nurses there all seemed to have the same face as Katherine. They told me I was paranoid and agitated,they did an EKG on me but didn’t tell me why or what the procedure was. They also injected me with a shot when I told them not to, I am 23 and a “legal” adult now so I would assume the doctors would have to respect my choice. But they didn’t, after my stay I felt like a zombie and suffered from a urinary tract infection that I didn’t have before my stay at that hospital. I don’t know how long I was knocked out but I spent a day and night there. I pleaded to go home and that I was okay and tried my best to not seem so “agitated” but they declined and kept me still. I have video surveillance evidence of the C4 bomb “test” as my parents have cameras inside the house. What was the most heartbreaking is that my little siblings also smelled the smell of C4. No kid should know what that smells like. I hope this spreads awareness on how dangerous these people are and how they abuse their power. I can forgive what happened to me but I am angry about what happened to my family. On my little sisters birthday, “Katie” another of Katherine’s people inserted herself and did a pop-up on my families property, even went as far to call me a bitch. Now Katie’s and all the kats protect their identities by calling themselves Kat now, reminds me of kkk. Which is still active is the 707 Bay Area. It seems as though the Travis Air Force uses the kkk to install fear into the lives of people of color in “their” communities, they also disguise themselves under being MAGA supporters. These are my facts, my story from my point of view. I’m sorry for speaking my truth. submitted by Warriorofjustice22 to u/Warriorofjustice22 [link] [comments] |
2023.05.28 07:36 procrastinatador Realized why I love Rapunzel from Tangled so much and almost feel... happy for her that she's not as traumatized as I am? My nmom is literally so close to mother gothel it's scary. I know they're just fictional characters but this one hit too hard.
My mmom even looks like Mother Gothel. She didn't let me cut my hair. The pride in me that she had was that I was a girl... and the biggest part of it was my hair. I was locked up in the house most of the time outside school. With the things I wanted, she emphasized all the negatives/everything that could possibly go wrong and I'd be banned from doing that thing after she made me question myself and my choices. Everything was very "mother knows best." Love bombing. "I'm just trying to help." "Listen to your mommy" Always having criticisms about my appearance. Acting like whatever I did wasn't good enough, and that I wasn't good enough to do the things I wanted to do, despite my abilities being more than adequate. Every "good" thing she said to me had underlying negativity. The crazy amount of times I had to hear her say "I told you so" as soon as I was in a situation where I needed help and she did so performatively until we were home was insane.
She went out of her way to trick me into thinking she was a good parent, often manipulating others in order to do so. She used fear to manipulate me into sticking around and infantilized me to the point where I'm 23, have been on my own for a few years, and literally still have trouble with basic caring for myself.
Joke's on my mom though. I'm a man now.
Anyone else feel like they relate a little too heavily to Rapunzel or another character in the way they're treated by their parents?
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She went out of her way to trick me into thinking she was a good parent, often manipulating others in order to do so. She used fear to manipulate me into sticking around and infantilized me to the point where I'm 23, have been on my own for a few years, and literally still have trouble with basic caring for myself.
Joke's on my mom though. I'm a man now.
Anyone else feel like they relate a little too heavily to Rapunzel or another character in the way they're treated by their parents?
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2023.05.28 07:35 Thick-Key-1234 Family problems, dont read if you're sensitive to
My mom hates our family. Idk what to do anymore, I have tried so hard to be a good kid my whole life but my little brothers had to come in and ruin it. My mom told me how she dreeds my little brothers coming home. They're always fighting with eachother the moment they step through the door. I think my mom loves all of us because we are her children, but I don't think she likes any of us as people. I'm her therapist. I think it all went downhill when my grandpa died. He was the one person in my moms life she could rely on. My mom is a christian and before she goes to bed everynight she says she "leaves all her problems with God" so that she can wake up happy in the morning. I think she has some unresolved childhood trauma. Her family used her as the scapegoat, they treated her like she was useless and made her feel like she was fat & I think she's afraid to be alone. Her boyfriend (I'll call him C) is an asshole, he's never physically abused any of us or anything but he used to verbally abuse (make fun of my little brother I'll call him "B"). When he started making fun of B I guess it became a sort of popularity contest in our house, if you just go along with whatever C says then you wont be next. I remember once he was being an ass about something, I have no idea what it was, but I remember begging my mom to make him stop, I think my exact words were "mommy, please, make him stop" or something along those lines, and I just remember him mimicking me, a little 9 year old girl begging her mother to make the grown as man in her living rolm playing video games on the tv to stop making her upset. And in responce, my mom laughed with him. C is basically a man child, he's 15 years younger than my mom and had a messed up childhood so I feel like his relationship with my mom is almost as if my mom is his new mom, he always says stuff about my mom being his mom, I've always found it incredibly creepy but if I bring it up to my mom she'll just wave off my concerns. She does that a lot, she'll always wave my concerns off. Anyways, in my house B is the new scapegoat, I feel so bad for him, he the kindest, most caring, kid you'll ever meet. Idk why I make fun of him, I feel like it's almost a cooping mechanism. My mom sees herself in B and so she feels like we're (me and B's twin brother "A") just as bad as her brothers. Idk why she refuses to understand that the 35 year old manchild that does nothing but cause her problems, is an issue. I can't deal with being the tharepist anymore, she'll dump all her problems on me and then get mad at me if I'm in her personal space for too long. We never spend time as a family, my mom works a full time job as the boss of her branch of a large company, so she's very busy all the time. I get it, I love alone time, I just wish she would care about me sometimes, she so busy with her job and the twins I never get taken care of.
I guess I just wanna know if things will get better? I always had hope that when we all become adults we would become friends but her family (my uncles) have a lot of problems so likely mine will be too.
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I guess I just wanna know if things will get better? I always had hope that when we all become adults we would become friends but her family (my uncles) have a lot of problems so likely mine will be too.
2023.05.28 07:35 funkitin The most fun I’ve ever had on a 1st date.. that wasn’t supposed to be a full blown date. (My first date in 7 years too!)
Not long ago I (51F) met a fella (43M) while waiting for a flight to a work conference. I was on my laptop at the gate and he was seated directly across from me at the gate. He commented on the “SubPop” sticker on my laptop and we started chatting about music. He also learned that I was not a fan of the city we were headed to and our convo turned to him trying to convince me to try some food spots he highly recommended, because I LOVE to eat. We chatted for about 40 minutes off and on. I accepted his business card and said I would text him if I tried any of the eateries and boarded the flight. His group boarded after mine and he smiled and winked as he passed on his way to his seat. It made me giggle. I’d forgotten what it felt like to blush!
After the conference my original flight home was cancelled and I had to stay an extra day. I tried two of the spots he recommended and really enjoyed them. I texted him on my way home and we began texting here and there.. mostly meme’s and silly jokes. One of our frequent topics was my obsession with Home Depot (newish homeowner). I have zero DIY skills and since buying my home have turned in my high heels for combat boots and my long nails for a paint roller. I recently started a landscaping project, and am clueless as to what I am doing. Yesterday he jokingly asked me if I’d been to Home Depot yet this week. I told him no, I was going through withdrawals but would get a "fix" on Saturday, and mentioned my project. He said we should meet up there as he "coincidentally" had a project he was working on too and he was happy to offer tips on my project (he’s pretty handy). He also added it would be great to see my dimpled smile and hear my giggle again. I joked “wow, what a fancy first date!”.. He responded: “that’s right, nothing but the best for you!”.. It took me a minute as I wasn't really looking for romance, he was handsome and funny and we did have the commonality of working in the same industry, but I really wasn't looking for romance at all.. but then again, I did really enjoy my convo with him at the airport..and I enjoyed our text exchanges.. so why not give it a go?
Today we met up at.. yep.. Home Depot. And it was a blast. We laughed as we shopped (how do we already have inside jokes?). He gave me some fab ideas on my project too! Oh, did I mention I also had my dog with me? (I refuse to go to Home Depot without my Aussie!) After some time, he asked me if I wanted to grab some food.. I said yes, and in the spirit of our "no frills" "not a date" I suggested we walk over to Costco, grab some hotdogs and head to the park. (We'd joked previously about how Costco polish hot dogs are the evil food we love that we know we shouldn't love). He thought it was a great idea!
We ate and chatted (about everything from pop culture, to relationships, his daughter, our careers, all the things!) then walked my doggo around the park. I even showed off my Aussies awesome frisbee tricks. Several hours later.. it was time to go home.
Before we departed we made plans to meet up next week for drinks and a stage play we’d both heard about. We hugged and went our separate ways. (Holy lord he smelled good). He texted me later this evening to find out which dates worked best for the show. After he secured the tickets, he texted me to let me know and told me he had a great time today and was looking forward to our first official “fancy date” next week.
Where the hell did this guy come from? I have zero idea what is to come of this, as honestly, I’ve been single for a decade and have been quite happy in my single gal bubble. It's nice in there! But this guy is such a joy to be around. Just gonna let what will be.. be...chill and enjoy the process!!! Wish me luck y'all! Here I go!😉
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After the conference my original flight home was cancelled and I had to stay an extra day. I tried two of the spots he recommended and really enjoyed them. I texted him on my way home and we began texting here and there.. mostly meme’s and silly jokes. One of our frequent topics was my obsession with Home Depot (newish homeowner). I have zero DIY skills and since buying my home have turned in my high heels for combat boots and my long nails for a paint roller. I recently started a landscaping project, and am clueless as to what I am doing. Yesterday he jokingly asked me if I’d been to Home Depot yet this week. I told him no, I was going through withdrawals but would get a "fix" on Saturday, and mentioned my project. He said we should meet up there as he "coincidentally" had a project he was working on too and he was happy to offer tips on my project (he’s pretty handy). He also added it would be great to see my dimpled smile and hear my giggle again. I joked “wow, what a fancy first date!”.. He responded: “that’s right, nothing but the best for you!”.. It took me a minute as I wasn't really looking for romance, he was handsome and funny and we did have the commonality of working in the same industry, but I really wasn't looking for romance at all.. but then again, I did really enjoy my convo with him at the airport..and I enjoyed our text exchanges.. so why not give it a go?
Today we met up at.. yep.. Home Depot. And it was a blast. We laughed as we shopped (how do we already have inside jokes?). He gave me some fab ideas on my project too! Oh, did I mention I also had my dog with me? (I refuse to go to Home Depot without my Aussie!) After some time, he asked me if I wanted to grab some food.. I said yes, and in the spirit of our "no frills" "not a date" I suggested we walk over to Costco, grab some hotdogs and head to the park. (We'd joked previously about how Costco polish hot dogs are the evil food we love that we know we shouldn't love). He thought it was a great idea!
We ate and chatted (about everything from pop culture, to relationships, his daughter, our careers, all the things!) then walked my doggo around the park. I even showed off my Aussies awesome frisbee tricks. Several hours later.. it was time to go home.
Before we departed we made plans to meet up next week for drinks and a stage play we’d both heard about. We hugged and went our separate ways. (Holy lord he smelled good). He texted me later this evening to find out which dates worked best for the show. After he secured the tickets, he texted me to let me know and told me he had a great time today and was looking forward to our first official “fancy date” next week.
Where the hell did this guy come from? I have zero idea what is to come of this, as honestly, I’ve been single for a decade and have been quite happy in my single gal bubble. It's nice in there! But this guy is such a joy to be around. Just gonna let what will be.. be...chill and enjoy the process!!! Wish me luck y'all! Here I go!😉
2023.05.28 07:35 PhilosopherOk221 Nice palliative care story
Had a pt who was actively dying in his 80s.
He had cancer, metastatic in a bunch of places, came into hospital as he didn't want to pass away at home and have that memory for his wife.
I was looking after him for a morning shift, doing my best to make sure he was comfortable, no pain and with dignity. Our assistants gave him a nice bed wash and he was all cleaned up and comfortable. Palliative care team reviewed him and they were happy with everything we were doing.
Just before handover he was sleeping with his wife and son present. I handed over to a lovely sweet nurse who I know would look after him properly.
I come to work the next day and he has passed away in his sleep sometime around midnight.
Exactly how he wanted.
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He had cancer, metastatic in a bunch of places, came into hospital as he didn't want to pass away at home and have that memory for his wife.
I was looking after him for a morning shift, doing my best to make sure he was comfortable, no pain and with dignity. Our assistants gave him a nice bed wash and he was all cleaned up and comfortable. Palliative care team reviewed him and they were happy with everything we were doing.
Just before handover he was sleeping with his wife and son present. I handed over to a lovely sweet nurse who I know would look after him properly.
I come to work the next day and he has passed away in his sleep sometime around midnight.
Exactly how he wanted.
2023.05.28 07:35 bigfatbusdriver Opinion: I would love for Nintendo to release little modular DLCs to expand on engineer and home building
Here are just a few ideas that could really expand on these systems and make them more interesting.
Home building
I would love to have the ability to do more than just the limited amount of room pieces available.
Some little QOL improvements and new items to create more interesting builds
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Home building
I would love to have the ability to do more than just the limited amount of room pieces available.
- More plots of land
- Something with coverage around all of Hyrule
- Different considerations for building depending on environment, need warm rooms and fire places for snowy areas, similar concept for hot areas, etc... homes in the depths, homes in the sky
- More building pieces
- Gardens
- Furnishings
- Garages
- Allows you to store a Zonai construction for when you return later
- Can respawn the vehicle at the garage by spending Zonai crystals
Some little QOL improvements and new items to create more interesting builds
- Zonaiball..?
- Capture a Zonai construction in a "Pokeball" style item so that you can transport it with you.
- Reduces your max battery capacity by a factor of the complexity of the construction while you are transporting one
- Capture a Zonai construction in a "Pokeball" style item so that you can transport it with you.
- Hinge
- When off, locks in one position
- When on, locks in a second position
- Each position able to be set individually
- Circuit
- Low profile, simple metal straight run piece (like a wire)
- Allows sending power separately from the main body of the construction
- For instance, you can place a steering stick on top of a circuit and it would activate only components on that same circuit
- Switch
- Allows applying power with "A" button press
- Able to be activated while using steering stick (camera position + A button)
- Integration with new weapon: Zonai Remote
- Controls similar to a magic wand
- R1 button press: Aim projectile, when projectile connects with a Zonai construction with a switch attached, remote is able to switch that circuit on/off remotely
- Normal attack: Activates switch
- Power attack: Removes connection
- Targeting Module
- Forces all components on a circuit (or main body) to target specific enemy
- Requires new weapon: Targeting Bow
- Targeting Module binds to the bow when shot
- When enemy is shot, targeting module will forcefully target that enemy until debuff expires, or enemy dies
2023.05.28 07:35 AyeshaSehar How do elderly caregivers in Dubai care for their loved ones? Home Nursing in Dubai HOME NURSING SERVICES IN DUBAI Home Nursing Dubai
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2023.05.28 07:34 ExtentImpossible4416 What are your recommendations for where to do with our financial plan from here? We are new to this.
Long post. My wife and I both grew up poor and have next to zero financial knowledge. I’ll give a little background about where we’re at, what we have planned for the next few years, and I would really appreciate advice and suggestions about where we should go from here.
Background of where we are at now: My wife and I are both 26 and have no kids yet but plan to within the next few years. I’m military (E-4, ~3k with my special pays after tax) and my wife is about to start a GS-6 with a locality pay that brings her a little below 50k/annually. We have 25k student debt in the government loans for my Bachelor’s and my wife’s nursing program, however, it would all go away if student loan forgiveness is upheld this Summer. Not really counting on that, though. We are about to start a $140-160k mortgage (still deciding down payment) on a property and home of about $250k in value. We got a big family discount and intend to hold on to this home as our family home once we get back full-time in 6-10ish years.
Both of our cars were paid in full with cash and are good for the foreseeable future.
We presently live in base housing so our housing and utilities are a set amount each month and removed from my check. The home that we are in the process of inheriting/buying will have a house payment around $1,300-$1,500 for 15 years depending on the home insurance we’re able to find and if we’re able to get the property tax discount. It will have a mid 5% APR. We would like to pay this down quickly and we estimate we could probably do so in 7-10 years. In addition to my wife living in the home while I’m on deployments and such(she will take a leave of absence from her main job, will likely do short term contracting for a higher wage during this period) a sibling of mine will be staying in the house full-time as a caretaker until we return in a few year and they will be paying around half of total payment plus utilities. Raising the rent any higher for them is not something we will consider.
I’ve recently started receiving TSP match for my military retirement account and only recently began contributing meaningful amounts for my portion. I’ve got it going with 5% Roth and the government matches 5% (which goes into traditional I believe) so I have 10% (~$300) of my pay going into TSP each month. To date it’s about $2.5k. My wife is beginning her federal job soon and will also have access to starting a TSP.
We will have around 15k left in a MMSA account that has 1.1% APY after our down payment for the home.
After taxes, my Roth contributions(wife hasn’t started her TSP yet), and all of our bills are paid we’ll have between $6,000-$6,500 extra each month. That doesn’t include home owning costs which will start in late Summer. After including my sibling’s rent ours will be ~$750 per month at the highest.
Where we see the next few years: I have a little less than 3 years on my current contract but I’m considering a 3 year re-enlistment if the proper conditions are met. I’ll be promoted to E-5 in less than 2 years and then E-6 if re-enlist. I then intend to switch over to the reserves as an E-5/very close to E-6 or commission if the timing allows. It would depend upon unit location, school start, and healthcare costs. It will be hard to give up Tricare with a family, plus I’m content staying in the military until reserve retirement or until I get my professional career up and running.
Once I get out I intend to go to medical school (I’ve been accepted to one in a low COL area, will immediately commission into the reserves in a program specific to medicine with this option) or law school (will only consider the top few schools and they are mostly in high COL, will most likely stay reserves until around graduation). We intend to buy a home in whatever city I do one of these programs in. The GI bill has a good housing allowance(E-5 BAH at school zip code) and the entirety of tuition for all of the schools that I’m considering. I plan for us to have a significant amount of savings by this point and my wife plans to work at least part-time (if we have kids by then) while I’m in school and she might be around a GS 7 or 8 by this point, or she might switch back to contracting. She wants to take off a few years after I finish professional school to stay home with the kids when they are young. I absolutely support this and it’s possible that she never returns to work. I’d like to switch down to part time work in my late 40’s/50’s. We are not extravagant people. We plan to see a financial advisor on base within the month for a short term plan but I’m interested in a variety of recommendations and outlooks for our long term plan.
Where to we go from here?
What are some benchmarks for savings that you recommend for our situation?
What do you recommend for our TSP contributions?
What timeframe do you recommend for paying off the house?
What extra investments do you recommend?
What are your recommended financial literacy resources?
Basically, where do we go from here?
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Background of where we are at now: My wife and I are both 26 and have no kids yet but plan to within the next few years. I’m military (E-4, ~3k with my special pays after tax) and my wife is about to start a GS-6 with a locality pay that brings her a little below 50k/annually. We have 25k student debt in the government loans for my Bachelor’s and my wife’s nursing program, however, it would all go away if student loan forgiveness is upheld this Summer. Not really counting on that, though. We are about to start a $140-160k mortgage (still deciding down payment) on a property and home of about $250k in value. We got a big family discount and intend to hold on to this home as our family home once we get back full-time in 6-10ish years.
Both of our cars were paid in full with cash and are good for the foreseeable future.
We presently live in base housing so our housing and utilities are a set amount each month and removed from my check. The home that we are in the process of inheriting/buying will have a house payment around $1,300-$1,500 for 15 years depending on the home insurance we’re able to find and if we’re able to get the property tax discount. It will have a mid 5% APR. We would like to pay this down quickly and we estimate we could probably do so in 7-10 years. In addition to my wife living in the home while I’m on deployments and such(she will take a leave of absence from her main job, will likely do short term contracting for a higher wage during this period) a sibling of mine will be staying in the house full-time as a caretaker until we return in a few year and they will be paying around half of total payment plus utilities. Raising the rent any higher for them is not something we will consider.
I’ve recently started receiving TSP match for my military retirement account and only recently began contributing meaningful amounts for my portion. I’ve got it going with 5% Roth and the government matches 5% (which goes into traditional I believe) so I have 10% (~$300) of my pay going into TSP each month. To date it’s about $2.5k. My wife is beginning her federal job soon and will also have access to starting a TSP.
We will have around 15k left in a MMSA account that has 1.1% APY after our down payment for the home.
After taxes, my Roth contributions(wife hasn’t started her TSP yet), and all of our bills are paid we’ll have between $6,000-$6,500 extra each month. That doesn’t include home owning costs which will start in late Summer. After including my sibling’s rent ours will be ~$750 per month at the highest.
Where we see the next few years: I have a little less than 3 years on my current contract but I’m considering a 3 year re-enlistment if the proper conditions are met. I’ll be promoted to E-5 in less than 2 years and then E-6 if re-enlist. I then intend to switch over to the reserves as an E-5/very close to E-6 or commission if the timing allows. It would depend upon unit location, school start, and healthcare costs. It will be hard to give up Tricare with a family, plus I’m content staying in the military until reserve retirement or until I get my professional career up and running.
Once I get out I intend to go to medical school (I’ve been accepted to one in a low COL area, will immediately commission into the reserves in a program specific to medicine with this option) or law school (will only consider the top few schools and they are mostly in high COL, will most likely stay reserves until around graduation). We intend to buy a home in whatever city I do one of these programs in. The GI bill has a good housing allowance(E-5 BAH at school zip code) and the entirety of tuition for all of the schools that I’m considering. I plan for us to have a significant amount of savings by this point and my wife plans to work at least part-time (if we have kids by then) while I’m in school and she might be around a GS 7 or 8 by this point, or she might switch back to contracting. She wants to take off a few years after I finish professional school to stay home with the kids when they are young. I absolutely support this and it’s possible that she never returns to work. I’d like to switch down to part time work in my late 40’s/50’s. We are not extravagant people. We plan to see a financial advisor on base within the month for a short term plan but I’m interested in a variety of recommendations and outlooks for our long term plan.
Where to we go from here?
What are some benchmarks for savings that you recommend for our situation?
What do you recommend for our TSP contributions?
What timeframe do you recommend for paying off the house?
What extra investments do you recommend?
What are your recommended financial literacy resources?
Basically, where do we go from here?
2023.05.28 07:34 AyeshaSehar 12 Tips for elderly care in Dubai Home Nursing in Dubai HOME NURSING SERVICES IN DUBAI Home Nursing Dubai
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2023.05.28 07:34 Sebalou622 Insane 15$ Garage Sale Haul
 | My dad found this all at a garage sale for 15$! It wasn’t even out for sale. He asked if they had any video game stuff as he was leaving, and the seller grabbed bags of stuff from downstairs. He wanted 60, but my dad somehow haggled for 15. Best score of my life. submitted by Sebalou622 to gamecollecting [link] [comments] Included: Console stuff: Wii (cables in box) with sensor bar Xbox 360 S (cables in box) with Kinect Controllers: 2 guitar hero guitars 2 Xbox 360 3 Wii Games: 14 Wii complete in case Wii sports (cardboard thing) Just dance 2 Wii (only disc) 8 360 complete in case 2 360 and 1 Wii missing discs (standing up in the back) Accessories: 2 Wii controller skins 3 Wii wheels (2 official, one knockoff) 1 nunchuck 5 random other Wii accessories 32 gb usb drive (for Wii I think) Carrying case (I’m back) Other: Pitch perfect dvd Tv 2 input switcher (in box) Feet for Wii balance board (in box) Tv remote (in box) Massage chair remote? (in box) Lg tv instructions (in box) 10 batteries from the controllers (not tested, not pictured) TL;DR Holy shit, that’s a lot of video game stuff |
2023.05.28 07:34 NewGuyNotHereForLong Shrinking is a pretty terrible show.
Every episode craps on white people, somehow Taco Tuesday is even racist now, the father has to APOLOGIZE to his foul-mouthed daughter (that no adult EVER corrects) for telling his teenage daughter that she can't drink alcohol..while he also tells the man living with him to stay in his home AFTER the guy made his daughter skip class to hang out with him.. It's white people this and white people that probably 2-3 times PER episode. I'm gonna watch the rest of this BS so I can make a compilation video of the absurdity. A neighbor even gets called racist for telling a stranger that he shouldn't be digging in her neighbor's garbage can! Good looking out, Pam? No, it's "F Pam"! Every single show made today seems required to crap on white people now. Seriously, what the hell is going on?
I'm so tired of media, all media, hell-bent on keeping racism alive and fueling the fire of whatever division they seem to want to create these days. It's time people started calling them out RATHER than letting this stuff slide!
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I'm so tired of media, all media, hell-bent on keeping racism alive and fueling the fire of whatever division they seem to want to create these days. It's time people started calling them out RATHER than letting this stuff slide!
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2023.05.28 07:34 AyeshaSehar 12 Tips for elderly care in Dubai Home Nursing in Dubai HOME NURSING SERVICES IN DUBAI Home Nursing Dubai
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I have Iman Gadzhi - Agency Navigator.
Iman Gadzhi - Agency Navigator course is one of the best products on how to start a marketing agency.
Iman Gadzhi - Agency Navigator includes over 50 hours of step-by-step training covering EVERY aspect of building an agency from scratch. This is almost a plug & play system with enough success stories to back it up! Signing clients, running Facebook ads, building out your team, on-boarding clients, invoicing, sales... this course has everything covered for you.
The topics inside Iman Gadzhi - Agency Navigator course include:
- Agency Navigator course Core Curriculum
- Custom E-Learning Platform For Agency Owners
- Financial Planner, Revenue Calculator, Outreach Tracker & More Tools
- Websites Templates, Funnels, Ads & More
- Template Contracts, Sales Scripts, Agreements & More
- Starting Your Agency
- Finding Leads
- Signing Clients
- Getting Paid
- Onboarding Clients
- Managing Client Communication...
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2023.05.28 07:33 RareChip6689 My wife is pregnant and addicted to heroin
Where do I even begin?
I’m 32, my wife is 30. We’ve been married for 3 years but together off and on for 11 years. The “off” periods were always due to her drug use but during those periods I still made an effort to be in her life and support her as a friend when I couldn’t handle being with her.
She has a long history of addiction to pain meds and heroin. She had never used drugs when we first met and started dating. She did have a previous history of serious depression that was not being treated. When she was about 21 her mental health took a nosedive and she started using pain meds at the urging of a friend. By the time she was 22 heroin had became her drug of choice. For the record, I’ve never been a drug user and it was never something we did together. Eventually I had enough and couldn’t deal with it anymore so I broke up with her but I stayed in touch with her. She spiraled, tried to quit a few times, technically died a few times, and eventually she got serious about getting clean and went to rehab when she was 25 and she was truly clean and just seemed to have a totally different attitude about life and seemed to be doing better mentally than I’d ever seen her. I have no reason to believe that she wasn’t clean that entire time since then, up until about 6 months ago. I had noticed major changes in her mood before then. I feared she’d crash and I tried to get her to see a professional but she downplayed it.
She hid the relapse from me for as long as she could. Even managed to maintain her job for a while. She’s was successful in her career, excelling, well respected. Her drug use and it’s toll on her life seemed to just accelerate so quickly this time and shortly after I found out what was happening she quit her job and ultimately became a full time junkie. She has destroyed our house. I’m currently paying all of the bills, do all the cleaning, all the cooking. I had to go out of town for work for a few weeks and when I came back she had turned our home into something that looked straight out of an episode of Hoarders.
I have met with a lawyer and drawn up divorce papers. I informed her of it, but haven’t served her yet. Why? Because I’m an idiot, I don’t know. I let her beg and plead and tell me she’ll get clean, we put whole plans together about what she’s going to do, we make agreements, and she did actually make a big effort and a noticeable changes ensued and she became like a real living person again for about 2 months but she is currently using again. I still care so much about her and I have a hard time abandoning her even though I know it’d probably be best for her if I left her. I’m just enabling her now.
This brings me to the present. She was rear ended recently and I made an appointment to take her car in for repairs. She had let her car become a filthy pigsty and I was way too embarrassed to drop it off somewhere in the condition it was in so I was cleaning it out. I found all sorts of crap in there, rotting food, trash, tons of mail that had never been opened up, and and empty, crushed pregnancy test box. No pregnancy test to be found I immediately went in the house and asked her what that was about and she said oh she bought it for a friend. I went straight to the bedroom and bathroom and started rooting through every drawer and cabinet. In her underwear drawer or what used to be her underwear drawer but is now filled with random bits of clothing, melted cough drops, drug paraphernalia, and her collection of miniature ceramic figurines, I found a used pregnancy test and a bottle of prenatal vitamins. I exploded. She was crying. She said she found out she was pregnant but didn’t tell me because she didn’t know what she was going to do and she knew I’d be mad. She “just needs time to figure things out.”
She has the weekend to “figure things out” before calling a doctor on Tuesday. She has no idea how far along she is and she can’t remember when she had a period because she swears she was still taking her birth control this whole time.
I just don’t know what I’m going to do and legally I’m very limited as far as what I have the right to do at this time. I take responsibility for the pregnancy happening. It would have happened during the few months she was better but even then I never should have trusted her to be taking her birth control.
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I’m 32, my wife is 30. We’ve been married for 3 years but together off and on for 11 years. The “off” periods were always due to her drug use but during those periods I still made an effort to be in her life and support her as a friend when I couldn’t handle being with her.
She has a long history of addiction to pain meds and heroin. She had never used drugs when we first met and started dating. She did have a previous history of serious depression that was not being treated. When she was about 21 her mental health took a nosedive and she started using pain meds at the urging of a friend. By the time she was 22 heroin had became her drug of choice. For the record, I’ve never been a drug user and it was never something we did together. Eventually I had enough and couldn’t deal with it anymore so I broke up with her but I stayed in touch with her. She spiraled, tried to quit a few times, technically died a few times, and eventually she got serious about getting clean and went to rehab when she was 25 and she was truly clean and just seemed to have a totally different attitude about life and seemed to be doing better mentally than I’d ever seen her. I have no reason to believe that she wasn’t clean that entire time since then, up until about 6 months ago. I had noticed major changes in her mood before then. I feared she’d crash and I tried to get her to see a professional but she downplayed it.
She hid the relapse from me for as long as she could. Even managed to maintain her job for a while. She’s was successful in her career, excelling, well respected. Her drug use and it’s toll on her life seemed to just accelerate so quickly this time and shortly after I found out what was happening she quit her job and ultimately became a full time junkie. She has destroyed our house. I’m currently paying all of the bills, do all the cleaning, all the cooking. I had to go out of town for work for a few weeks and when I came back she had turned our home into something that looked straight out of an episode of Hoarders.
I have met with a lawyer and drawn up divorce papers. I informed her of it, but haven’t served her yet. Why? Because I’m an idiot, I don’t know. I let her beg and plead and tell me she’ll get clean, we put whole plans together about what she’s going to do, we make agreements, and she did actually make a big effort and a noticeable changes ensued and she became like a real living person again for about 2 months but she is currently using again. I still care so much about her and I have a hard time abandoning her even though I know it’d probably be best for her if I left her. I’m just enabling her now.
This brings me to the present. She was rear ended recently and I made an appointment to take her car in for repairs. She had let her car become a filthy pigsty and I was way too embarrassed to drop it off somewhere in the condition it was in so I was cleaning it out. I found all sorts of crap in there, rotting food, trash, tons of mail that had never been opened up, and and empty, crushed pregnancy test box. No pregnancy test to be found I immediately went in the house and asked her what that was about and she said oh she bought it for a friend. I went straight to the bedroom and bathroom and started rooting through every drawer and cabinet. In her underwear drawer or what used to be her underwear drawer but is now filled with random bits of clothing, melted cough drops, drug paraphernalia, and her collection of miniature ceramic figurines, I found a used pregnancy test and a bottle of prenatal vitamins. I exploded. She was crying. She said she found out she was pregnant but didn’t tell me because she didn’t know what she was going to do and she knew I’d be mad. She “just needs time to figure things out.”
She has the weekend to “figure things out” before calling a doctor on Tuesday. She has no idea how far along she is and she can’t remember when she had a period because she swears she was still taking her birth control this whole time.
I just don’t know what I’m going to do and legally I’m very limited as far as what I have the right to do at this time. I take responsibility for the pregnancy happening. It would have happened during the few months she was better but even then I never should have trusted her to be taking her birth control.
2023.05.28 07:32 TheBlackDragon22 FYI to anyone considering quitting or cutting down alcohol, please consult a doctor beforehand
I, 23M did the fatal mistake of attempting to cut down gradually due to alcohol withdrawals. I was drinking on average anywhere from 10-15 drinks daily with occasional binges over 20 on the weekends. I thought I would be smart and reduce my consumption gradually from 15,12,10,8 etc. but on the third day after 5 drinks I started having horrible chest pains and borderline seizures. I had to be rushed to the ER via ambulance. En route I honestly felt like I was about to die and it was by far the scariest and most painful experience in my entire life. I eventually got to the hospital and was given an IV along with several other medications to alleviate the alcohol withdrawals. I was sent home later that day and detoxed at home via the Benzo Librium which really helped with the anxiety, racing heart and shakes. I have just recently successfully completed detox and now have to confront many of my past demons I chose to avoid with alcohol. This experience I would not wish upon my worst enemy especially the DT hallucinations which were terrifying combined with the lack of sleep. I just wanted to make this post in the hopes I could at least save one soul from the hell I went through as Benzos such as Librium finally made me quit alcohol. I am very proud of myself yet I still hold very much shame,embarrassment, guilt and generally feel like a failure for this whole ordeal. I really hope I can help someone as alcoholism is one of the worst stages one can go through and it’s something few can truly comprehend.
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2023.05.28 07:32 ellalop26 I have no one to vent to, I’m to embarrassed
I’m so embarrassed with myself. Everything I do ends up in a chaotic mess. I still don’t understand how I have a bf, friends, or why family puts up with me. I can’t vent to anyone so I’m posting on here.
My parents always tell me how I don’t spend enough time with them. I’m not helping them as much as once was. They are so loving and I’m barely doing the minimum. They deserve the world and I can’t even begin to give any part of it. I feel horrible, I’m a horrible daughter.
My friend is getting married tomorrow and because of bad planning and not doing my research I can’t make it to the wedding. I cried on the way home. I can’t even do that. One of the most important days in her life and I can’t even go. Plus, my bf came along and even though he had a rough week, and was so tired. I wasted his time, and probably put more stress on him. I get now why he cheated, I deserve it. I couldn’t even keep his attention sexually, I can’t even do that right.
I wish I would have slit my wrist last year in the lake. Then I would stop disappointing everyone. I’m waste of space. So many good and talented people, and here I am fucking everything up.
I’m sorry, thank you for letting me vent.
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My parents always tell me how I don’t spend enough time with them. I’m not helping them as much as once was. They are so loving and I’m barely doing the minimum. They deserve the world and I can’t even begin to give any part of it. I feel horrible, I’m a horrible daughter.
My friend is getting married tomorrow and because of bad planning and not doing my research I can’t make it to the wedding. I cried on the way home. I can’t even do that. One of the most important days in her life and I can’t even go. Plus, my bf came along and even though he had a rough week, and was so tired. I wasted his time, and probably put more stress on him. I get now why he cheated, I deserve it. I couldn’t even keep his attention sexually, I can’t even do that right.
I wish I would have slit my wrist last year in the lake. Then I would stop disappointing everyone. I’m waste of space. So many good and talented people, and here I am fucking everything up.
I’m sorry, thank you for letting me vent.
2023.05.28 07:32 Aggravating-Bit2692 Coparent with schizoaffective need advice
I apologize in advance as this is going to be very long. When I was pregnant with my son, his dad had to go to the psych ward because he went to a party and he was convinced someone stabbed him him in the neck with a needle to poison him…he went to the ER and they suggested he check into a psych ward to be assessed. He was just diagnosed with alcohol dependency, anxiety. Depression but didn’t share a lot of his paranoias with them. He got out and was on a myriad of medicine. One evening, he took a bunch of pills and drank like half a fifth - he was acting really erratic. He pushed me and grabbed me by the neck and his friends asked me to take him somewhere else because of the way he was acting. He passed out and woke up in my car yelling that I was trying to kidnap him and was trying to steer my car off the road and unbuckle himself and threaten to jump. Things progressed and he always thought there was s white truck following him, that a terrorist used to own his cell phone and the FBI was after him, that he bought a toolbox where someone has murdered someone with a tool from it and the cops thought it was him, that my family was hacking into his electronics ETC.
He wasn’t really around after the baby was born. Eventually he got his diagnosis after one time he stole his stepdads bike and tried to drive it to Mexico with a burner phone because people were after him. After that particular situation and him being gone for so long / knowing clearly something was going on I said I wouldn’t send my son out there but he could visit him at my home or we could meet places. Eventually his mom reaches out after months and asked to meet. She begrudgingly notified me of his schizoaffective diagnosis and accused me of discriminating against him. We decided that he could still go visit as long as when he was there someone else was also home. This worked for awhile until one night I went to pick him up and he wasn’t home. His mom ( sons grandma ) was at the bar and she left my son alone with his dad and he took off and nobody could find him. I ended up having to call the sheriff and eventually he returned after multiple hours in the middle of the night. My son was crying and confused ( he was 5) and he said he don’t eaten or drank anything all day- he has him in multiple layers of clothes with the heater on and he was very hot. My son said his dad told him people were after them and following them in the creek in the woods and they were up there selling firewood…it was the middle of fall in oregon in the rain. After this they told all their family I was exaggerating ..I didn’t show up to her my son and so he has to take him to run errands.
Fast forward and he has gone off his meds multiple times but I’m always kept in the dark about it. Once he showed up to my home on drugs running from someone who had just been with him and robbed a store. My son is almost 10 now and he made the big decision to go on vacation with his dad and his grandparents for spring break to AZ. Last minute this destination is changed to vegas and I’m very worried. My son called me crying day three FaceTimed me and his dad was drunk passed out on the couch holding his beer. He binge drank for three days straight and terrified my son. One evening he didn’t come back to the room and the next day the family was out and he FaceTimed them from the room with a random man he met on the streets that was showing him around he says. My son said the guy looked really scary and he was worried about his dad and the decisions he was making. My son has not seen his dad since the vacation two months ago because it’s spiraled into a big situation. Today I tried to speak to him to understand what’s going on and eventually he told me he hasn’t been on his schizoaffective meds for two years and he blames the therapist for diagnosing him incorrectly when he was just in a what he says psychosis from being on Ritalin for so long- he says he is managing fine and I don’t know what to believe about everything? I tried to convince him to attend a therapy session with my son but he thinks the therapist is out to get him and prove him unfit / ruin his relationship with his son and he doesn’t want my “ drama.” Does anybody have opinions on this situation or advice ?
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He wasn’t really around after the baby was born. Eventually he got his diagnosis after one time he stole his stepdads bike and tried to drive it to Mexico with a burner phone because people were after him. After that particular situation and him being gone for so long / knowing clearly something was going on I said I wouldn’t send my son out there but he could visit him at my home or we could meet places. Eventually his mom reaches out after months and asked to meet. She begrudgingly notified me of his schizoaffective diagnosis and accused me of discriminating against him. We decided that he could still go visit as long as when he was there someone else was also home. This worked for awhile until one night I went to pick him up and he wasn’t home. His mom ( sons grandma ) was at the bar and she left my son alone with his dad and he took off and nobody could find him. I ended up having to call the sheriff and eventually he returned after multiple hours in the middle of the night. My son was crying and confused ( he was 5) and he said he don’t eaten or drank anything all day- he has him in multiple layers of clothes with the heater on and he was very hot. My son said his dad told him people were after them and following them in the creek in the woods and they were up there selling firewood…it was the middle of fall in oregon in the rain. After this they told all their family I was exaggerating ..I didn’t show up to her my son and so he has to take him to run errands.
Fast forward and he has gone off his meds multiple times but I’m always kept in the dark about it. Once he showed up to my home on drugs running from someone who had just been with him and robbed a store. My son is almost 10 now and he made the big decision to go on vacation with his dad and his grandparents for spring break to AZ. Last minute this destination is changed to vegas and I’m very worried. My son called me crying day three FaceTimed me and his dad was drunk passed out on the couch holding his beer. He binge drank for three days straight and terrified my son. One evening he didn’t come back to the room and the next day the family was out and he FaceTimed them from the room with a random man he met on the streets that was showing him around he says. My son said the guy looked really scary and he was worried about his dad and the decisions he was making. My son has not seen his dad since the vacation two months ago because it’s spiraled into a big situation. Today I tried to speak to him to understand what’s going on and eventually he told me he hasn’t been on his schizoaffective meds for two years and he blames the therapist for diagnosing him incorrectly when he was just in a what he says psychosis from being on Ritalin for so long- he says he is managing fine and I don’t know what to believe about everything? I tried to convince him to attend a therapy session with my son but he thinks the therapist is out to get him and prove him unfit / ruin his relationship with his son and he doesn’t want my “ drama.” Does anybody have opinions on this situation or advice ?
2023.05.28 07:32 likeeyedid I moved to a neighborhood where the people are too welcoming
It wasn't simply normal in the beginning, it was fantastic. I knew it as soon as the bus reached the neighborhood, as we passed all the roads with the coffee shops and streets so narrow I thought we might get stuck.
The apartment I looked at was rather small but enough for me and most importantly cheap. My workplace was only a twenty-minute bike ride away but I would never go there. Everything seemed right and I immediately signed the contract, I moved in a week later.
The best argument was that it felt like home. I'd recently gone through a rough breakup and some other stuff, I needed a fresh start and this was the perfect place for it.
This city had around a million residents but the neighborhood made you feel like you were in a small town or village even. Very rustic and charming. And with all sorts of quaint traditions that my neighbor Linda would teach me.
--
The apartment came furnished so I only had to carry in some boxes which I decided to do on my own. I knew it was time for me to become independent.
Linda greeted me as I walked in and took the box I was holding from my hands.
"Oh, you don't need to do that! I got it," I smiled at the old lady.
"Nonsense! We are neighbors and neighbors help each other. I'm not rotten yet, dear."
"Oh no, I didn't mean-," I paused and smiled instead. If she wanted to help, I'd let her help. Having a good relationship with your neighbors is always important as they can make your life hell if they want to.
Besides, she stopped helping after the first box. She sat down at my kitchen table and watched me carry the rest in. After I brought in the kitchen boxes, I made us some tea. Moving my boxes to the second floor took me less than an hour so I sat with her and chatted some more. That's when she told me about the first thing I had to do in the new neighborhood.
"Alright, listen dear. After you've settled in a bit, you get a long branch from a tree. You can buy it in one of our flower shops or get a fallen one from a real tree. After you remove all the leaves, you write your name on it and glue the branch to the door. The neighbors who wish to do so will write you little letters or glue small presents to the branch."
I'd never heard of anything like it but it sounded sweet.
--
After walking through the streets for a day, finding a grocery store, a pharmacy, and of course the flower shop, I noticed a few things.
For example, many of the houses had at least one window with black glass. It made little sense to me, why not simply use a curtain? But I would ask Linda about it later.
Everyone was insanely friendly. People waved at me and smiled as soon as they saw me. A young woman with a little boy in her arm even came up to me and asked if I'd put up my branch yet as she had a present for me.
"How do you know-" I started asking and she immediately interrupted me.
"Oh, I'm a friend of Linda's and, well, word travels fast here."
I smiled.
"Well, you don't need to get me anything, I already feel very welcome, everyone is so nice. My name is Maria, by the way."
I extended my arm to shake her hand.
"I know," she looked at my open hand for a moment but didn't reach for it. "You know, we have another new neighbor just on this street. A young gentleman named Julian," she pointed at an old, narrow house across from us with a branch taped to its door.
"I should get going. My other son is home alone. It was lovely to meet you, Maira. Welcome, again."
--
I decided to have a look at the new guy's branch, to get an idea of what I was to expect.
People had glued some notes on it. Some said "welcome", or "nice to have you hear", others were more strange.
"Count yourself lucky."
"Welcome to hell."
I reached for some of the presents when my hands touched something weird and slimy.
When I saw what it was, I instinctively jumped back.
An eye.
I can't say if it was human or from an animal as I'd never seen one out of its socket but it definitely looked real.
No matter how much I rubbed my hands against my pants, I couldn't get the feeling off.
That's when I noticed a guy watching me from a window next to the door.
He said something which I couldn't hear through the window but he looked angry. I got ready to leave quickly when the door opened.
"Wait!"
When he passed the branch he looked at it with disgust in his face.
"Are you Julian?" I asked.
He nodded and came dangerously close. I couldn't help but notice that his eyes had the same brown color as the one I'd just touched.
"You're new," he said.
"Yes."
I looked around and tried to think of a reason to leave. While he looked normal, nice even, he was giving me an off vibe.
He came even closer and started whispering in my ear.
"It's too late for me but you should try and leave."
I stepped back.
"Yes, I was just about to. See you-"
"No, leave this neighborhood. Try and see if you can. Most of us get stuck here."
Now I was getting really nervous.
"Listen, buddy, I really gotta go and-"
"Do you remember your life before coming here?"
I laughed.
"What kind of weird question is that? Of course, I remember."
"That's good. I guess."
He got a cigarette out of his back pocket and offered one to me.
I shook my head. From the things he was saying felt as if he was scared of something but he spoke in such a calm way.
"Do you see the window above mine here? With the black paint? They have someone trapped in there. He cries all night long. The other day I went up to check on the people there. I really shouldn't have."
"Why?" Now I was really asking out of curiosity.
"It's hard to explain to normal people. They are broken humans, or something like that."
He was talking like a crazy person but the weird thing is that he seemed really genuine. Maybe a little traumatized.
"Okay listen," I was speaking with a really loud voice now and people started looking out of their windows.
"No, you listen," Julian interrupted me again. "Is there an attic in your house? Or a basement? If there is, you might wanna look at it. Or not. Might be better to stay delusional, makes it easier."
--
I'd just moved here and had already met three eccentric neighbors. Still, nothing could have prepared me for what I was about to discover.
The following afternoon, I went down to the basement of my house.
The door was locked but one of my keys fit the lock which eased my mind a little. There couldn't be anything that bad waiting for me if I was allowed down there.
In reality, though, it was absolutely horrific. Linda simply didn't care if I saw it.
When I opened the door, I looked into the darkness but quickly found a light switch at the top of the stairs. Still, the light was quite dim and it took my eyes a bit to get used to the light.
The basement was one surprisingly big room. Twice the size of my apartment.
And filled with at least a dozen fridges. The big ones that you see at the supermarket with glass tops.
And inside of them were organs.
I almost wished that this was about organ trafficking but it got so much worse. I walked up to one of them and inspected it. There was a heart inside which I swear was beating. And yes, I realize that's impossible.
But that's not even the worst part. The heart had all these flesh lumps, some small and some really big.
My stomach started turning and my brain was shouting to get the hell out when I heard someone coming down the stairs.
"Not everyone comes to live here, some come to die," I heard Linda say.
She laughed when she saw my frightened face.
"Oh, not you dear. You belong here."
I was freezing and sweating at the same time.
"What are- I don't understand. Why... are they growing?"
"Well humans sometimes die and when they are still fresh, we take whatever we can from them. We can make new ones out of the individual parts," she grinned like a proud child.
"New ones?"
"New humans."
My stomach kept turning, I wouldn't be able to keep it in for long but I also didn't want to puke in the room of growing organs. I had to look away.
"But how?"
She frowned.
"There are many different ways to make a human, it's not all sex or science. We make sure all conditions are right and then we pray. We do it our way, the way we were taught."
I swallowed.
"Taught by whom?"
She rolled her eyes as if I just asked the stupidest of questions.
"The one who takes care of all of us. He is our leader and the leader of many more communities. Don't worry, you'll meet him soon enough."
That's the last thing I wanted. This was entirely and absolutely absurd but she seemed so sure. This woman was insane, she probably killed people and experimented with their organs. Of course, no humans grew out of that. I knew I needed to get out of here but I couldn't let her see how freaked out I was, so I kept asking questions.
"But how does it make sense? You kill one person and make a new one out of them? Why not use existing people and-"
"This way we can make more. A brain makes a new one. A heart makes a new one. And so on. The more substance we have, the more different creatures we can create. They all serve different purposes. You see that by their looks. Some look just like you and me, others are far more uncanny. Usually, the one made out of hearts or livers, don't ask me why. But don't worry, we keep them hidden."
She shrugged.
"Anyway, you don't need to know every single detail. You know, I almost feel like you're using me. Pressing information out of me because you know I am lonely and like to chat. It is very cheeky and manipulative, I don't like it one bit. Being used."
"No! I'm just curious, that's all. I believe you are a very important part of this community."
"Sure as hell I am," she looked away but I could tell that she was slightly flattered. "You know you don't need to act all high and mighty just because you forgot."
"Forgot what?"
Linda smirked.
"That you came to life here, grew out of a magnificent brain. One that our leader brought us himself. You are one of our most excellent copies, Maira. And we are so glad you found your way home."
I stayed silent.
"You can go now, girl. I can tell that you're too much of a princess to help with my work."
--
I didn't need to hear more. I jumped up the stairs and went through the door. As soon as I stepped out, I started running.
Out of the neighborhood, I thought but I didn't even try. Instead, I ended up at Julian's doorstep.
He saw the look on my face and knew immediately.
"You can't leave. Not as long as they don't want you to."
"Yeah, figured that one out." I bit my lip and looked around. I almost didn't dare to say those next words.
"Is it odd that I don't feel bad about that? I mean, I kept trying to get out but when I couldn't, I wasn't really disappointed. It's like I belong-"
"I know," he interrupted me. "I feel the same way."
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The apartment I looked at was rather small but enough for me and most importantly cheap. My workplace was only a twenty-minute bike ride away but I would never go there. Everything seemed right and I immediately signed the contract, I moved in a week later.
The best argument was that it felt like home. I'd recently gone through a rough breakup and some other stuff, I needed a fresh start and this was the perfect place for it.
This city had around a million residents but the neighborhood made you feel like you were in a small town or village even. Very rustic and charming. And with all sorts of quaint traditions that my neighbor Linda would teach me.
--
The apartment came furnished so I only had to carry in some boxes which I decided to do on my own. I knew it was time for me to become independent.
Linda greeted me as I walked in and took the box I was holding from my hands.
"Oh, you don't need to do that! I got it," I smiled at the old lady.
"Nonsense! We are neighbors and neighbors help each other. I'm not rotten yet, dear."
"Oh no, I didn't mean-," I paused and smiled instead. If she wanted to help, I'd let her help. Having a good relationship with your neighbors is always important as they can make your life hell if they want to.
Besides, she stopped helping after the first box. She sat down at my kitchen table and watched me carry the rest in. After I brought in the kitchen boxes, I made us some tea. Moving my boxes to the second floor took me less than an hour so I sat with her and chatted some more. That's when she told me about the first thing I had to do in the new neighborhood.
"Alright, listen dear. After you've settled in a bit, you get a long branch from a tree. You can buy it in one of our flower shops or get a fallen one from a real tree. After you remove all the leaves, you write your name on it and glue the branch to the door. The neighbors who wish to do so will write you little letters or glue small presents to the branch."
I'd never heard of anything like it but it sounded sweet.
--
After walking through the streets for a day, finding a grocery store, a pharmacy, and of course the flower shop, I noticed a few things.
For example, many of the houses had at least one window with black glass. It made little sense to me, why not simply use a curtain? But I would ask Linda about it later.
Everyone was insanely friendly. People waved at me and smiled as soon as they saw me. A young woman with a little boy in her arm even came up to me and asked if I'd put up my branch yet as she had a present for me.
"How do you know-" I started asking and she immediately interrupted me.
"Oh, I'm a friend of Linda's and, well, word travels fast here."
I smiled.
"Well, you don't need to get me anything, I already feel very welcome, everyone is so nice. My name is Maria, by the way."
I extended my arm to shake her hand.
"I know," she looked at my open hand for a moment but didn't reach for it. "You know, we have another new neighbor just on this street. A young gentleman named Julian," she pointed at an old, narrow house across from us with a branch taped to its door.
"I should get going. My other son is home alone. It was lovely to meet you, Maira. Welcome, again."
--
I decided to have a look at the new guy's branch, to get an idea of what I was to expect.
People had glued some notes on it. Some said "welcome", or "nice to have you hear", others were more strange.
"Count yourself lucky."
"Welcome to hell."
I reached for some of the presents when my hands touched something weird and slimy.
When I saw what it was, I instinctively jumped back.
An eye.
I can't say if it was human or from an animal as I'd never seen one out of its socket but it definitely looked real.
No matter how much I rubbed my hands against my pants, I couldn't get the feeling off.
That's when I noticed a guy watching me from a window next to the door.
He said something which I couldn't hear through the window but he looked angry. I got ready to leave quickly when the door opened.
"Wait!"
When he passed the branch he looked at it with disgust in his face.
"Are you Julian?" I asked.
He nodded and came dangerously close. I couldn't help but notice that his eyes had the same brown color as the one I'd just touched.
"You're new," he said.
"Yes."
I looked around and tried to think of a reason to leave. While he looked normal, nice even, he was giving me an off vibe.
He came even closer and started whispering in my ear.
"It's too late for me but you should try and leave."
I stepped back.
"Yes, I was just about to. See you-"
"No, leave this neighborhood. Try and see if you can. Most of us get stuck here."
Now I was getting really nervous.
"Listen, buddy, I really gotta go and-"
"Do you remember your life before coming here?"
I laughed.
"What kind of weird question is that? Of course, I remember."
"That's good. I guess."
He got a cigarette out of his back pocket and offered one to me.
I shook my head. From the things he was saying felt as if he was scared of something but he spoke in such a calm way.
"Do you see the window above mine here? With the black paint? They have someone trapped in there. He cries all night long. The other day I went up to check on the people there. I really shouldn't have."
"Why?" Now I was really asking out of curiosity.
"It's hard to explain to normal people. They are broken humans, or something like that."
He was talking like a crazy person but the weird thing is that he seemed really genuine. Maybe a little traumatized.
"Okay listen," I was speaking with a really loud voice now and people started looking out of their windows.
"No, you listen," Julian interrupted me again. "Is there an attic in your house? Or a basement? If there is, you might wanna look at it. Or not. Might be better to stay delusional, makes it easier."
--
I'd just moved here and had already met three eccentric neighbors. Still, nothing could have prepared me for what I was about to discover.
The following afternoon, I went down to the basement of my house.
The door was locked but one of my keys fit the lock which eased my mind a little. There couldn't be anything that bad waiting for me if I was allowed down there.
In reality, though, it was absolutely horrific. Linda simply didn't care if I saw it.
When I opened the door, I looked into the darkness but quickly found a light switch at the top of the stairs. Still, the light was quite dim and it took my eyes a bit to get used to the light.
The basement was one surprisingly big room. Twice the size of my apartment.
And filled with at least a dozen fridges. The big ones that you see at the supermarket with glass tops.
And inside of them were organs.
I almost wished that this was about organ trafficking but it got so much worse. I walked up to one of them and inspected it. There was a heart inside which I swear was beating. And yes, I realize that's impossible.
But that's not even the worst part. The heart had all these flesh lumps, some small and some really big.
My stomach started turning and my brain was shouting to get the hell out when I heard someone coming down the stairs.
"Not everyone comes to live here, some come to die," I heard Linda say.
She laughed when she saw my frightened face.
"Oh, not you dear. You belong here."
I was freezing and sweating at the same time.
"What are- I don't understand. Why... are they growing?"
"Well humans sometimes die and when they are still fresh, we take whatever we can from them. We can make new ones out of the individual parts," she grinned like a proud child.
"New ones?"
"New humans."
My stomach kept turning, I wouldn't be able to keep it in for long but I also didn't want to puke in the room of growing organs. I had to look away.
"But how?"
She frowned.
"There are many different ways to make a human, it's not all sex or science. We make sure all conditions are right and then we pray. We do it our way, the way we were taught."
I swallowed.
"Taught by whom?"
She rolled her eyes as if I just asked the stupidest of questions.
"The one who takes care of all of us. He is our leader and the leader of many more communities. Don't worry, you'll meet him soon enough."
That's the last thing I wanted. This was entirely and absolutely absurd but she seemed so sure. This woman was insane, she probably killed people and experimented with their organs. Of course, no humans grew out of that. I knew I needed to get out of here but I couldn't let her see how freaked out I was, so I kept asking questions.
"But how does it make sense? You kill one person and make a new one out of them? Why not use existing people and-"
"This way we can make more. A brain makes a new one. A heart makes a new one. And so on. The more substance we have, the more different creatures we can create. They all serve different purposes. You see that by their looks. Some look just like you and me, others are far more uncanny. Usually, the one made out of hearts or livers, don't ask me why. But don't worry, we keep them hidden."
She shrugged.
"Anyway, you don't need to know every single detail. You know, I almost feel like you're using me. Pressing information out of me because you know I am lonely and like to chat. It is very cheeky and manipulative, I don't like it one bit. Being used."
"No! I'm just curious, that's all. I believe you are a very important part of this community."
"Sure as hell I am," she looked away but I could tell that she was slightly flattered. "You know you don't need to act all high and mighty just because you forgot."
"Forgot what?"
Linda smirked.
"That you came to life here, grew out of a magnificent brain. One that our leader brought us himself. You are one of our most excellent copies, Maira. And we are so glad you found your way home."
I stayed silent.
"You can go now, girl. I can tell that you're too much of a princess to help with my work."
--
I didn't need to hear more. I jumped up the stairs and went through the door. As soon as I stepped out, I started running.
Out of the neighborhood, I thought but I didn't even try. Instead, I ended up at Julian's doorstep.
He saw the look on my face and knew immediately.
"You can't leave. Not as long as they don't want you to."
"Yeah, figured that one out." I bit my lip and looked around. I almost didn't dare to say those next words.
"Is it odd that I don't feel bad about that? I mean, I kept trying to get out but when I couldn't, I wasn't really disappointed. It's like I belong-"
"I know," he interrupted me. "I feel the same way."