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Stupid females deserve to be beaten and killed? Because she doesn’t know of the dangers lurking out in the world, she deserves to be killed? Because she didn’t know to not make eye contact with that one person, she deserved to be murdered? Because she doesn’t know a person way of life she deserves to be murdered. Stupid females who can’t keep those around from becoming angry towards her, she deserves to be murdered? Because she didn’t know they were concealing crimes, it ,makes her worthy of being on the receiving side of being murdered. Oh, don’t make eye contact with that police officer, he will murder you. Yes, he’s supposed to keep us safe, but not the dumb bitch. She gets murdered for making meaningless eye contact. Stupid bitches deserve to be murdered. This is the way Southern California is. Murder her because she’s making me look bad. Murder her because she possesses a sweet soul. Or murder me. My name is Angelia McCoy- Hutchinson. The CIA is investigating me. Yes, the CIA. They treat you this way. My options in life are limited. How do I advance my life when the CIA is mentally destabilizing law enforcement into committing an unprovoked assault on me? I deserve to be murdered by law enforcement for confiding in law enforcement. They are mentally torturing me at this very moment. Threatening and insinuating they will slit my belly wide open. Oh, look at that. They just threatened to stab my vagina with hot rod of iron. I don’t know what else to do. I have to get this off of my chest. Angelia McCoy-Hutchinson of Riverside County California.

Hey! I’m a 20m and have a dermatology related question. About a year and a half ago ago I noticed these small little red bumps cluster around my upper left thigh. I didn’t see it as too much of a problem until they started to spread i. that same area over the course of a few months. Just a week ago I noticed a small patch of the same bumps had appeared on the left side of my chest. I have no idea what they are and can’t find any reliable answers or photos on google. They are not itchy or painful and do not have any texture. When I put my finger over the area it feels like a regular patch of skin. Each bump is as tiny as I the tip of a needle is and there are hundreds of them covering about 5x5 square inches of my thigh. Some of them are darker and more defined than others. I don’t exactly know if I should be worried since their have been no real issues except it looks odd. If someone could maybe help me find out what they are that would be great! Thanks.

Before you read this, I want to apologize if this comes across as scatter-brained. These thoughts have been building for years and only recently did I suddenly have the urge to rant about this.
I have struggled with my identity my entire life. My father is white, and my mother is Filipino. However, my dad is very ignorant of culture outside the US (in a bigoted way) and my mother only recently started to push me to learn Filipino culture (about two years ago, but I am 22).
I have tried to make Asian friends from similar ethnic backgrounds, but they either ignore me or are enamored with American culture so its hard to really absorb authentic Filipino/Asian experiences.
I attribute this to a few factors; my physical appearance and where I specifically grew up.
I have probably struggled with my physical appearance my entire life, from both family and strangers. My father is full white, and my mother is Filipino; my appearance resembles more of a Hispanic person rather than Asian. I used to joke that I can’t fit in among white people, Asians, or Hispanic people, but unfortunately this feels closer to reality every day. Being raised in Texas (and among my white grandparents) I have always felt looked down upon based upon my skin complexion. When I worked in fast food, I once had an elderly white man order me to stop taking his order and have my white coworker complete it instead. Hispanic people often walk up to me speaking to me in Spanish and being shocked I am Asian (though I find this more funny rather than offensive).
What isn’t funny is the amount of disdain I see from Asian people. When I tell Asian people I am Asian, they often deny me or tell me I’m Mexican/Cuban and I don’t know it. I was bullied by a Chinese kid in middle school because my skin was so dark, and he would often call me “cholo” and other derogatory names. However, the worst case came from an ex-girlfriend that I once loved unconditionally and had plans to marry. She told me one night that she wanted “full-blooded Korean children” in her future, and it destroyed me to be judged by someone I cared for so deeply for something I literally could not control. Additionally, her mom once told me that Filipinos have lots of genetic diseases when I had dinner at her parents place. These two traumatic experiences are some of the biggest reasons I have struggled with my identity.
I’m not stupid, I see how both Asian and western culture fetishize fair and pale skin. It is so frustrating that people ignore racism among Asian subgroups. I know Indians and (for lack of a better word) middle eastern people suffer from being called “not really Asian.”
I have tried trendy Asian haircuts/outfits, but there is only so much I can do. And the other day (this is the reason for my post) one of my work acquaintances told me I should stop “trying to look like an Asian” and it really got under my skin.
It sucks when people deny the race that you actually are, it feels like screaming at a brick wall to move and nothing happens. I think because I don’t look Asian I am excluded from Asian events at my college. Asian people are usually dry in conversation whereas I honestly have no issues with college kids of other races. Because of this, I feel locked out from experiencing a huge part of my identity simply because I do not “fit the look.”
Another factor included in this is my geographic location, Texas. Aside from having very few Filipino people in my exact region of Texas, I live in a house obsessed with American culture. I have nothing against it honestly, but when we eat hamburgers three days in a row for dinner, I can’t help but desire some sort of variety with my food. I do my best to eat more Filipino cuisine, but a lot of the filipino food in America is really greasy and it upsets my diet/stomach. Food aside, the Asian community in Texas is obsessed with American culture with a splash of eastern Asian influence. For example, they are obsessed with KPOP and anime to an extent that they are mimicking their fashion style and looks. Everyone is wearing Uniqlo, streetwear, and a pearl necklace/chain. Everyone is drinking Boba or going to raves and it is honestly so tiring.
Additionally, my father is pretty racist when it comes to Hispanics and black people, but most of his insults are based on the color of their skin. These insults honestly feel like they could apply to me and any racist person could direct these slurs to me any day.
Because of this, I have almost zero connection to my heritage or cultural identity. And it is so frustrating to see people connect with others just because they are Asian because whenever I try it I am shot down.
Has anyone else struggled with this? I feel trapped that I will never truly experience my culture due to my dysmorphia and where I live and it makes me very depressed.

I have always hated the idea of long distance dating or even cringed at the idea of even liking someone long distance, someone I have never even met in person and possibly never even will. But now I am conflicted, severely. After losing most of my real life friends, and further sinking further into developing closer ties with people online, I have found someone. Someone special to me for some reason. I’ve never even met the person before, hell they live in another country, but yet I think I may like them.
For context, I met a girl about a year ago online, let’s call her Anne. Anne is from a neighboring country, but very far from me, she’s a year older than me and very attractive. I loved her personality from the first moments that I met her, she was similar to me in a way, same kind of humor too. Never thought too much of her in the aspect of dating or whatnot due to the whole anti-long distance ideals. But yet here I am now, thinking about it more than ever. I highly doubt she feels the same sentiment towards me that I do her, and I know I will likely fail if I even try to pursue something. But I can’t get the idea out of my mind now.
Maybe something is just wrong with me, maybe I’m just fantasizing too much and should just try to let go of my own feelings. I’m lost now. Sometimes I find myself thinking “Maybe if she lived closer” or “Why can’t she just live nearby, or someone like her”. Who knows. I suppose I will just see what happens.

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I'm a medical doctor who has always wanted to do something related to technology. I"m doing CS50 and enjoying it but realise this is not necessarily SWE and is just the basics. Have not done any real DS/ML stuff. I would consider pivoting my career or using the skills in my roles.
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My questions are
1) What is the most efficient way to explore and know which I prefer SWE vs Data?
2) I don't fully understand the differences between data science, data engineering, data analyst. The ML engineer, according to AICore: "ML engineers manage the entire data science pipeline, including sourcing and preparing data, building and training models, and deploying machine learning models into real users’ hands."

This isn't a literal toolkit of course, but a collection of resources, plans, media and other items. Also it should be broad, from laid off with some notice, short notice, or none at all/fired - or if you had to switch jobs immediately for some reason. Here are some of the things I've thought of

• Contacts - The easiest way to get a job is through a connection so networking is important. I truly hate it though but I thought of the idea of creating a spreadsheet of my contacts: mostly old co-workers, but it could be friends, acquaintances, maybe a recruiter you spoke with before. I would include their contact info just in case, when I last spoke to them, where they were working when I last spoke to them, or currently are now, where that company is located. And any random notes or details including career stuff, but also maybe any personal life updates they told you about. That will come in handy because I will set a yearly reminder to go through the list and reach out to each person once a year. Just to keep in touch, and there's no doubt that if you speak with the person and ask how the puppy they adopted last year (even remembering the name) will make you like them more.
  
• Keep an updated resume - my least favorite. Most guides don't seem applicable to R&D engineers like myself who usually don't get to see the success of a product because of the long time from concept to production. Basically I have to be a lot more qualitative and that's hard. Maybe updated it once a year? Twice a year? A work journal to track your accomplishments is super helpful with this. Each week I will write down any accomplishments I had that week. It's a lot harder to remember such things when you're looking back on the last 3 years, of your career for example.
  
• New skills learned/projects outside of work - This is somewhat related to the above but if you work on studying and learning something on your own time which you know is a valuable skill to know if your field but you aren't getting it at work. For example I'm working on learning python.
  
• Emergency fund savings - This ones a hard one for me due to my circumstances but you should try your hardest to save up 3-6 months of living expenses. I would say just ignore the possibility of severance or a significant PTO payout, or the amount that unemployment pays (barely enough to cover my rent).
  
• A plan - Might be good to make up a plan ahead of time of what you'd immediately do after said firing or layoff. Maybe the contact info for a lawyer you could call if fired unfairly. Any medical needs you'd want to get taken care of while still on the companies insurance, so a list of things like general checkup, refill prescriptions and try to get as much as possible like a second or thirds month amount prescribed. Maybe look into what insurance options you have ahead of time and if not make a decision save the information or sources where you got them from. An email template to send out to your network notifying them that you are looking for a new position. Links to websites with information you found beforehand about what you should do in this situation. Which contacts you will reach out to first. Other things like I would ask my landlord for a temp rent reduction. Maybe you have to pay them back later or maybe they won't mind keeping you as tenant for a bit less money and just agree to lower the rent for short term.
  

Any good ideas that I'm missing or ways I could improve and refine the above? What would your tool kit look like? For reference I live in a HCOL major American City and I'm single and on the younger side, so that's why you don't see a mention of family or a partner.

I would like to start off by saying, that calling Prehistoric Planet anything short of incredible would be a crime.
That being said, I can’t shake this lack of immersion that I feel, nor my disinterest. I think that I can attribute that to two things that i’ve noticed from the show: The seemingly conflicting style of filming, and the, for lack of a better term, lack of information given.
With the first point, I’d like to make a comparison with Chased By Dinosaurs, with Nigel Marvin and his camera crew. Like the other Walking With documentaries, as well as PP, filming took place in real locations. This along with the Crocodile Hunter style of the show, made it feel grounded. However the big thing that Chased By Dinosaurs and the other Walking With series, was that it was filmed in a way, that was very human and grounded, with camera angles in places that only a human could film, like a real nature documentary. PP does have these, with some episodes displaying this style more than others, but I feel like it switches from a cinematic stlye, to a documentary style, and to me, it’s somewhat mismatched. Granted, there are some very incredible shots and scenes, with helicopter and drone shots mixed in with low to the ground and zoomed in shots, very reminiscent of the Planet Earth documentaries. This makes it all the more jarring when it switches to a floating camera reminiscent of a dinosaur film rather than a documentary.
On the opposite spectrum, is Planet Dinosaur, which has a CGI environment, as well as CGI creatures, also narrated by Davit Attenborough. Planet Dinosaur was filmed in a primarily cinematic fashion, which also worked as it stuck to it’s style. Planet Dinosaur will also serve as my segue into the next point; Information segments.
The information segments at the END of the episodes are so fascinating, and I wish that they were spread out through the episodes. This is a critique i’ve seen a few times, so I won’t go into detail further than; I wish there was a greater balance of story and factoids.
A final nitpick of mine, would be that some of the creature models in certain places seem to be mirrored, which relly takes me out of it when i do notice it.
All in all, I think Prehistoric Planet is an incredible and beautiful documentary, that deserves all the love it gets, however I feel unimmersed, and unfortunately uninterested. I’d like to hear what you all think, and to see if anybody may feel the same way!

But I didn't get it. Now prom season kills me every time it rolls around. If Jesus loves me he'll let me go peacefully tonight and let me go to prom in heaven. I'll wear the dress and I'll be beautiful. Why did I have to feel so fucking ugly instead? Why did I have to live in the dirt or some ant-infested shithole? WHY? WHY? Do you understand how ugly that made me feel? Nobody cared, nobody loved me enough, this cash cow is done. I'm dried up. I hope you all feel good about yourselves. Because I feel so fucking ugly. You don't know what it's like to carry that with you. The cold and heat and piss and blood and ash and dirt, all the fucking dirt. It buried itself deep inside me and that's why I feel so fucking ugly. I wish I could have experienced prom. Why wasn't I good enough?

I think that although the question is pretty broad, it's worth starting a discussion about.
In my opinion, we can't use reddit's votes as an objective metric of how good a given post is. Personally, I've seen a lot of posts that I consider kind of boring soar to the top of the month with over a hundred votes, and a lot of posts that I think are pretty great sink with ten or twenty.
Maybe the number of comments a post has is a better metric because it directly reflects how many users found the post interesting enough to comment on, but of course bots can be a confounder and sometimes there's threads where users comment specifically because they don't like the post.
What I'm getting at is that this is all going to be wishy-washy and subjective, and I'm not going to crunch the numbers to see what posts perform best or anything like that. I'm also not trying to indict or call anyone out in particular, so I'm not going to link to any examples of good or bad posts.
Here's the traits which I feel that good posts share:

1. On-topic

This is pretty standard stuff. Formatted like a town forum post, follows the rules, doesn't stretch into any weird territory that makes people uncomfortable.

1. Detailed & Original

Look, it's probably possible to make a good post that's two sentences long, but I think you have to be a master minimalist poet or something to pull it off. Otherwise, you're just vague-posting. If you're inviting everyone to a barbecue and just write, "Barbecue at my house on Sunday," you'll probably just receive a couple comments along the lines of, "I'll be there," and it's not much fun for anybody.
With a bit of effort, you could absolutely flesh that post out a little more. You could give a reason for your character to be throwing the event in the first place - maybe she just graduated and got a new job. This is a start, but it might just lead to people adding "Congratulations!". Then you just have a couple of comments that read, "Congratulations! I'll be there," and it's still not much fun for anybody involved.
Take it a step further and give people a hook to grab on in their comments. Including more details can absolutely stir up more interesting questions and anecdotes from other users. Is anybody excluded from the invitation? Was anything left behind in the house after the last party you threw? Are you going to return it? Will you be showing the big game? How's your team doing? Did anything funny happen during your first day at your new job? Is there anybody you'll miss because you're splitting ways since you both graduated? Are you trying any new recipes? Is your dad jealous that you're using that recipe from the internet instead of his?

1. ...

I don't want to be one of those weird internet nerds who goes around calling things "je ne sais quoi," but I genuinely don't really have a word or phrase that encapsulates this last one. I guess the best way to summarise it would be, "the ease with which other users can interact with a given post without having any additional context beyond that provided in the post or in your user flair". Wikipedia tells me that "interactability" is a real word, but one too many professors have told me that I can't cite it as a reliable source.
Look, some of us get really deep into the process of creating a character with a whole backstory. If you're one of these people, it's easy to accidentally get into the habit of going into too much detail with your posts and starting long-running storylines in which each post doesn't make much sense without the information provided in the ones preceding it.
If I need to know the names of your character's second cousins twice-removed, the muzzle velocity of an artillery round, and the political history of a 15th-century eastern-european duchy to understand your post, it's probably time to step back and reflect on whether your post makes sense to other users. The goal is to have a collaborative experience that other people interact with. Don't write a novel bit-by-bit under the guise of posts.
Thoughts? Again, I don't want to indict or call anybody out. I'm not perfect and I've probably made several terrible posts too, even by my own standards.

I'll probably take this post down after a few days because it's really personal to me (us?), I just want some reassurance I guess
TRIGGER WARNING: SA and sexual talk (?), grooming, incest (?), suicide, self-harm etc
I'll never feel like my trauma was enough to cause this... I don't remember most of my life. anything before the ages of 12-13 is a blur and I have only some flashes or information of our traumas or random memories...
we had some stuff going on in our early childhood I didn't consider trauma because I kept forgetting about it
— constant fights with our sister, physical specifically
— our parents being absent most of the time because of work and also because they were on the verge of divorce, so dad would be absent because he moved away for some time
— hearing my parents doing sexual activities and even seeing it a few times
— possible SA. one from my sister when I was really young. I don't have any memories of it but only a faint memory of her saying she did that. I can't tell if it's real though. the other only a flash of the position I was in and saying it hurts and crying. i dont know who it might've been from. I remembered this during summer on a bus ride but I have heavy doubt it was SA
— isolation
— specific memory of my dad spanking me (it was only one hit though) while he was drunk that I think might've been a dream instead
— exposure to sexual stuff which lead to hypersexuality now
I don't remember anything else. we did act like we were traumatised, as I remember we had really bad anxiety even then and were scared of making mistakes, scared of being punished, scared of our mum, etc. I think it might've been because my sister was the one to get punished for misbehaving so I knew what not to do and tried to be a good kid. we were also a very sensitive child because of autism
and then after we moved away, when I was like 8 years old — a distant family member I'll be calling (unnamed). he would often disrespect my privacy and come into my house without being invited and without knocking, would lay in my bed with me when I was wearing a sleeping lingerie, would slap my ass, use me for homework and when I didn't want to do it he'd throw a fit and make me feel bad. would wait for me while I was showering, almost kissed me. he'd also hide my important belongings and then cry when I told him not to do it. comment on my weight...
—> I remember two specific memories from that. one where he got really mad at me and starting throwing my things out on the street and then locked himself in my house. I don't remember what happened then and I don't remember why he got mad. the other one was during summer when at the time my best friend (we'll call her (redacted)) and I were at my place. we didn't want him around because we didn't like him and he kept hiding our stuff so we kicked him out and locked ourselves in. he started kicking at the door until my dad came home and made him leave, while I was panicking and crying and my (redacted) called my mum
my parents didn't do anything. they didn't know the amount of stuff that happened and only knew a bit like the homework part and the last part
— I was really isolated and had only one friend (redacted). noone in my class really liked me but they didn't bully me. they'd like my art but wouldn't really talk to me or would ignore me
— (redacted) and I were very close friends of up to 6-7 years until she started ghosting me which completely ruined everything we built. there's only a few things I remember that could've been "traumatising"
—> exposing me to inappropriate content, I remember we watched a girl commit suicide on a video for some reason. a memory of her wanting us to "connect" through blood via ritual. at the time we both struggled with depression and self harm, but whenever I'd be the one to do it she'd yell at me and only make me feel like I shouldn't have told her or like I deserved it
I don't remember much unfortunately. she started to ghost me and gave me empty promises on hanging out or catching up, we never did. she doesn't look at me anymore when we see each other on the bus or tram, or on street
— at the time of (unnamed) and (redacted) I was also on amino and you already know where that goes. I roleplayed a lot of nsfw and had to save a lot of people from suicide or bare with their struggles. there was a specific drama in one amino that stuck to me because it completely ruined my sleeping schedule, worsened my depression and anxiety, made me s/h in the first place, etc
all that was from ages 8-11 I think..(redacted) and I stopped being friends a year or two later because of her ghosting
and then from 11 to 13 years old: — we met someone from the drama above again but with a different identity because we wanted a new start. we would role-play but soon it would turn into having some romantic feelings towards them and them towards me
—> tldr, they ended up cheating on their partner with me even if I told them I didn't want to do it, emotionally manipulated me and others, would lash out at me whenever I got jealous/upset but god forbid they were the one jealous. talk to me sexually despite them being 3 years older than me while I was 12, hurt MANY other people during it as well. forced their ex to send them nudes, drew nsfw of their partners who were minors, etc
ofc there's a lot more to it but that's just the basics
then the most recent a SA and other stuff from my ex, an important group in my life falling apart, drama with an ex friend, drama with the current class group
writing this down makes me realise how none of this was really normal, but I still don't know if it would qualify as enough trauma, especially because I don't remember everything and because I don't remember if we dissociated early in our childhood. what I know is we dissociated somewhere from age 8 up til now, not sure about before..it makes me question a lot wether or not we're actually a system

greetings! so i am in a situation where i am selling my car and i have to transfer the car to a saudi citizens name who is in kuwait right now and he wants to take the car with him to saudi,i have his saudi civil id and passport copies how to go around the paper work and insurance? and what is tasdeer? im an expat if that matters.

This is the first time I am doing this. Please be gentle.
I (26M) am in a (long distance)relationship with Selena(not her real name of course) for almost a year now. I have known her for 5 years and we had dated for a few months in the past but I broke up with her cause I was unable to picture a future with her.
When we started dating again it was going quite good for the first few months and everything was quite love-dovey and tbh it felt right. She convinced me that we would have a future together and she still love me a lot. It felt like everything was now fitting in place and this time it would last. But things have started to fall apart and I really don't know what to do about it, how to react.
A bit of back story about her - before me she was in a serious relationship with a guy called James. James was also quite serious about her and he gave her all the attention and was always good to her. But she feels she took him for granted and would always fight with him, and he used to beg for her love. She even told about him to her family and they liked him. Since she wasn't able to reciprocate the feelings for him and didn't treat him right, one day he left her.
Now coming back to our relationship, a couple of months back she came to know that James is seeing someone else and apparently he started bad mouthing her. This news got to her family and they started blaming her for losing such a nice guy. All of this I guess is what shook her and right now she is feels low and disappointed in herself. (when all this happened I wasn't aware about it)
During that time I used to talk to her and ask her what is wrong cause she started talking less, stopped expressing her love. She would say sorry and she knows she is doing wrong but asked me to be patient. I told her I understand and I am right here whenever she wants me. But things haven't been improving much, she says she wants to be with me and loves me but to me it doesn't look like she is trying. Her behavior is still the same, most of the time it's just me who tries to initiate a conversation. I asked her if she is losing interest in me and I reassure her that I would understand if that was the case but she says she loves me and wants be with him.
Yesterday we had this conversation again but this time it was her who initiated it. She told me she thinks she is toxic and could never be able to comfort her partner. She doesn't feel comfortable around me cause she thinks if she opens up fully in front of me I will notice the ego, attitude she has and she is only showing the good side of her. She even told me that she doesn't think we have a future cause her family would not approve (I asked her about this before getting together but at that she thought she would be able to convince her family but now after James incident she doesn't think they will agree). She told me again she doesn't want to leave me and hurt me. I kept on trying to convince her that I here to stay for the long run and even if we fight and if we care about each other we both will try our best to make it work. I quoted her this (which I believe in) - "There is no perfect, there will always be struggle. You just have to pick who you want to struggle with". I gave her reassurances and she said she is having this conversation cause she thinks I am a good guy and she doesn't want to lose me.
tbh, at this point I don't know what I am doing wrong and (or) what are the right things that I can do to make things better.
p.s. - It was a long post but it feels a bit better writing it all out.

Man, I don't know any better way to say it other than feeling like I am too much for anyone. My mind gets stuck on things, and all I can do is fixate and talk about them, and I see the people around me rolling their eyes. I see my wife exhausted with me.
I find myself being so mad at my parents because all they ever told me was that I was too excitable or too predictable, and instead of taking me to a therapist when I was having trouble adjusting or showing depressive tendencies, they just took me to more church. I could have been further down this path.
I don't know; I wish I weren't me. I hope I can be anyone else. I even hate that I am doing this post. When I got on here, I told myself I wasn't like those who post about how bad it is. I have been managing this all my life, so why would it change anything? But now that I know what is going on, I feel like it has gotten worse. Being able to name hypomania or Depression has made them worse. Maybe it is the meds right now.
Thanks to whoever reads this, I find so much solace in knowing there is a group of people going through what I am that I can message.

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Technology has changed the way that businesses are run and had a significant impact on the Noida commercial property market. Different technological advances have improved efficiency, increased connectivity, and offered innovative solutions for businesses to adapt. Explore some of Noida's key commercial projects that use these technological advancements.
World Trade Tower
World Trade Tower, located in Noida Sector 16 is an iconic project which epitomizes a fusion between technology and modern architectural design. WTT's state-of-the-art infrastructure offers businesses a conducive work environment. The tower is equipped with advanced security and smart features that provide a safe and seamless work environment. WTT Noida Sector 16 is a center for innovation and collaborative work thanks to the integration of advanced technology.
World Trade Center (WTC)
The World Trade Center, located in Noida's Sector 132 is another landmark. WTC Noida Sector 132 is a project that has benefited from technological advances to create a dynamic ecosystem. The project integrates advanced networking and communication infrastructure to enable seamless connectivity with international business networks. Noida WTC is a popular destination for international business and trade collaborations because of its advanced technology and strategic location.
Bhutani Cyberthum
Bhutani Cyberthum in Noida Sector 140A is an excellent example of commercial property harnessing the power of modern technology. This project features futuristic offices with the latest amenities. Bhutani Cyberthum Noida has awe-inspiring architecture including the largest rooftop infinity pool and helicopter pad. The project is a sign of modernity and technological innovation in the commercial real estate market.
Bhutan Experience
Bhutani Experience, located in Sector 32 is a property for businesses that meets their evolving needs. This project integrates intelligent technologies such as energy-efficient systems, and intelligent infrastructure to create a productive and sustainable work environment. Bhutani Experience Sector 32 Noida is a mix of convenience and innovation that attracts businesses seeking modern commercial space.
Bhutani 62 Avenue
The Bhutani 62 Avenue in Sector-62 Noida and offers an array of retail shops, office space, and other commercial facilities. This project is aimed at creating a connected and vibrant workspace by incorporating technologies like automated systems and fast internet. Bhutani 62 Avenue Sector 62 Noida is a popular destination for companies looking to rent modern, well-equipped office spaces.
Bhutani Techno Park
Bhutani Techno Park Sector 127 Noida, a project which embraces the latest technological advances is a model. This project provides commercial spaces designed to encourage innovation and collaboration. Bhutani Techno Park Noida is equipped with smart infrastructure and state-of-the-art amenities, such as advanced security and energy-efficient systems. Businesses looking for modern workspaces have made it their first choice.
Bhutani City Center
Bhutani City Center is located in Sector 150 and offers a combination of technology and convenience. This project provides a seamless business environment that is well-connected and integrates smart technologies. Bhutani City Center 150 Noida offers a variety of facilities and amenities, such as smart parking systems and automated management systems for buildings.
Spectrum Metro
Spectrum Metro Mall in Sector 75 Noida is an innovative commercial project which integrates the latest technology for a better shopping and business environment. Spectrum Metro Sector75 Noida is equipped with smart retail areas, interactive digital signs, and advanced safety systems. This project redefines the idea of a mall, incorporating technological solutions that attract both visitors and businesses.
Sky Bhutani Alphathum
Sky Bhutani Alphathum is located in Sector 90 Noida and offers a variety of innovative co-working spaces. This project boasts a futuristic design and high-speed elevators, as well as an intelligent building management system. Sky Bhutani Noida is a popular destination for companies looking to rent flexible, tech-enabled office space.
Bhutani Cyber Courtyard
Bhutani Cyber Courtyard is an innovative commercial project located in Noida that blends aesthetics and technological advances. This project provides technologically advanced offices designed to improve productivity and collaboration. Bhutani Cyber Courtyard Noida offers high-speed Internet connectivity, digital infrastructure, and smart meeting rooms.
Bhutani Cyber Park
Bhutani Cyber Park is located in Sector 62 Noida and caters to technology-driven companies. This project provides advanced office space with the latest amenities and infrastructure. Bhutani Cyber Park Noida is a popular destination among IT companies, startups, and other businesses looking for an innovative workspace.
Bhutani Etherea
Bhutani Etherea in Noida offers modern office spaces with a focus on technology and flexibility. This project is geared toward businesses that are looking for custom-made office solutions. These include co-working spaces and serviced offices. Bhutani Etherea Noida uses technology to provide a tech-enabled and collaborative workspace.
The conclusion of the article is:
Technology integration has had a significant impact on Noida’s commercial real estate market. Businesses now have access to state-of-the-art amenities and infrastructure. Sky Bhutani Alphathum (Sky Bhutani Alphathum), Bhutani Cyber Courtyard (Bhutani Cyber Park), Bhutani Etherea, Bhutani 62 Avenue, and Bhutani Techno Park are some of the projects that have used technology to transform commercial space into something innovative. The projects not only changed the look of Noida, but they also gave businesses the necessary tools to succeed in this digital age. Noida is a great destination for businesses and investors alike, as the advancement of technology continues to influence commercial real estate.
You can reach +91 9009009728 for more information about Noida’s commercial real estate market, and the projects.
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I've even gone as far as to say one reason I'm looking forward to dying is because I won't have to hear that sad music anymore. Especially 80's music. It's upsetting my mom has to play that music considering that sometimes it literally makes me want to hurt myself it makes me so sad

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long story
Just today I had realize that there are Hundred of close encounters with aliens. And some of them talks about people talking to this beings and to the port of making whole ass religions around them. To conspiracy theories, spirituality, to even the whole ass origin to our own planets!!! I have find some list that shows some alien species, but I find some that has the same aliens but with different name (like grays being called zeta). Also even though I believe in aliens and the supernatural, I can't deal with or believe that there are aliens that are just people but pretty, tall. they are just too unrealistic and unscientific. (sorry to all who believe in that.)

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Asking for help after a long fall from grace.
I’m not the type to ask for help. I’ve never actually needed help until now. But after a long fall from grace, it’s time to put my pride aside and ask for help.
When I was 17, I joined the US Army. I didn’t join to serve my country or any other patriotic reason, I joined because I came from a super poor family, and I knew that I wanted better for myself. And boy did I get it! I traveled the world, and on my 2nd tour in Iraq, ended up severely injured, and ended up getting out on a medical discharge. I was last stationed at Fort Knox in Kentucky, and I liked the area so much I decided to stay. With no idea what to do with the rest of my life, I started looking into joining the medical field. I became a CNA. It didn’t take long for me to realize that I was working too hard for too little money, especially since I already had a bad back injury. So I used my GI Bill and went to college. Eventually, I ended up with a Masters in Nursing. Took 5 years, but was definitely worth it. I ended up moving to New York and stayed up there for about 12 years. I made amazing money, and had a great life. If there was something I wanted, I bought it. I went on vacations, cruises, had several vehicles I paid cash for, and owned a beautiful home that was paid for. I shared my wealth when able. If someone needed help, I’ve always done what I could. I worked as a Director of Nursing in a hospital up there. When Covid hit, I was one of the first to volunteer to go to NYC to help on the front lines. I loved my job and helping other people. One day at work, I hit my head on a metal box that was mounted to the wall. I was sent for a MRI. The doctors found a lesion on my brain, unrelated to me hitting my head. A few months passed, and I started experiencing some intermittent confusion, and extreme fatigue. Then the pain started. It would hurt my feet and legs so bad to walk, that I could barely stand. I started seeing a neurologist. After tons of testing, a spinal tap, MRIs, you name it, I was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis. I was supposed to go to the neurologist to get started on something for it the following Monday morning, but tragedy struck that Saturday night when my entire house burned to the ground while I was at the grocery store. The entire house was a total loss. Not being from New York, I had no family to stay with, and ended up having to move back to North Carolina with family. After getting here, my MS progression sped up. I started seeing a neurologist here, and was told that my MS is the Primary Progressive type, which is bad news. Unable to work, I filed for Social Security Disability. A year passed, during which I used up all my savings, and ended up moving in with my mom. They denied my claim without ever obtaining my medical records from New York. I submitted an appeal, and they denied that as well, without ever getting all my medical records. So I collected all my medical records myself, and contacted a lawyer. I have a hearing coming up, and I will be approved once I see a judge solely based on my rapid decline since applying. I can’t walk without crutches anymore. I can’t control my bladder, the fatigue has gotten so bad that I can sleep 16 hours without a problem. Now, I’m always in severe pain because I’ve got neuropathy throughout both feet, legs, hands, and arms. I’m going blind. My feet are contracted and I wear special shoes and see a specialist just for that. My pancreas decided to stop functioning right, and I have a insulin pump now, with a implant that monitors my sugar every minute and makes sure I don’t drop or spike. I see a specialist for that as well. On top of that, I’ve got rheumatoid arthritis, so my joints and bones are affected, while the MS screws with my muscles. I have severe muscle cramps and spasms all the time. And they hurt. Bad. The muscles in my legs are atrophied to the point where I have no reflexes anymore. As I said, it’s been a long fall from grace for me to end up here. I went from having everything, including great health, to having nothing and being completely crippled in 3 years. All while waiting for disability to approve me and pay out. They now owe me 2 full years of backpay. I qualify for full benefits from the Army, and I have more than enough work credits for fill retirement. But I still haven’t worked or had any income since I’m unable to. I’ve been basically living off my mom, who is also disabled and can barely take care of herself. Food stamps helps with food a little, but it never lasts all month. I have medications that I have to have and even with Medicaid, I still have a copay. I’ve borrowed from everyone I can, which isn’t much because as I said above, I came from a very poor family, and even though that had changed for me, it didn’t change for them. I’m right back where I started.
I typed all this to show that I am a actual person, with a legitimate reason for being in this situation. There’s nothing I can do about it at this moment, except ask for help. If there’s anything you can do to help, please message me. If you can donate anything, anything at all to help, I’d appreciate it more than you know. Transportation to appointments, medication copays, food, things needed to survive, are all too expensive for someone with nothing.
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