905 grams to pounds
2012.12.29 15:23 lachlanhunt Metric Cooking
Promoting the use of metric measurements in the kitchen, with recipes and discussions.
2013.06.23 21:40 seranikas My little Kitchen: where the secret ingredient is Friendship.
DO you like cooking? Do you like ponies as well? Why not have a place where you can share both. A safe haven from the aggressive areas that don't appreciate both. My Little Kitchen Is a place to safely share recipes, personal kitchen environment, favorite restaurants, and anything food related while keeping true to the magic of friendship. (/sp)
2014.08.10 09:19 News related to the gut microbiome and health
Tracking the progress of the understanding of our gut microbiome and its relation to health. Related health issues : IBD, IBS, immune problems, mental health, GERD, bacterial/viral infections.
2023.05.28 09:34 Which_Window_9418 My female budgie (5 years) is limping on her right foot, but from the outside? everything seems fine. Why?
Title. I greatly appreciate any insights. Mind that I have no access to an avian vet within 500 kilometers, sadly. She even lost 16 grams of weight (she was overweight) and she can fly fine (I trained with her daily and still do).
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2023.05.28 09:32 prefernot2ayyy how to stop feeling so paranoid/anxious when smoking?
(i know this has probably been asked a million times but i have to explain) I used to smoke super heavily, like 10+ grams a week, multiple times a day for years. In 2021 I decided to quit because I was spending just way too much money on it and what I was earning/spending was outrageous.
It was super hard to do so, took months to even be able to feel like I could live without smoking but I did it.
I would then occasionally smoke, and regardless of how much, how strong or what I smoked out of- I started to get really anxious and paranoid.
I now live with my significant other, and smoking is one of the things they do very often. They know about my stoner past and want to help me overcome my anxiety but I simply just cant without feeling really gross and anxious.
Have any of you gone through this? What did you do to overcome it? Did you just accept the fact that smoking again is just not possible.
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2023.05.28 09:25 iwaspoisoned-com Starbucks - Mesa, Arizona - Suspected food poisoning. Symptoms: Diarrhea Suspected source: Ice Tea or Lemon Pou d Cake from here. Onset: Less than 4 hours Duration: 4 to 12 hours Sick: Me Additional information: I had lemon p... r/starbucks/ #starbucks #cake #lemon
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Suspected food poisoning. Symptoms: Diarrhea Suspected source: Ice Tea or Lemon Pou d Cake from here. Onset: Less than 4 hours Duration: 4 to 12 hours Sick: Me Additional information: I had lemon pound cake from here and I keep having diarrhea, it's annoying. I had Black tea and lemon pound cake. I've been crapping ever since. 5 hours later. Read full report here
2023.05.28 09:24 Realistic-Zombie-967 2 years and counting
Title says it all. It started because of an incident involving a week-long bender, an ambulance ride to the psych ward, and a month-long inpatient rehab. The drinking finally stopped and I’m super grateful for that. And when he came home we had sex twice and it was good. He had a few relapses within 6 months of being sober but he got through it. I’ve been able to move on, and I assume he has moved past that incident also, and quit drinking for good. Started anti-anxiety meds and it made him put on some weight. I’ve been there myself years ago and stopped anti-depressants because I packed on 50 pounds and felt worse (this was before I met my husband).
Well, things are back to a kind of normal-everything but the sex, anyway. I work and he doesn’t (hasn’t for a long time, just has done side jobs to get by). He seems motivated to work and is actively looking. And I’m proud of him for that. Our relationship and marriage has been a roller coaster and sex started out normal but then became more of doing what he wanted and less of what I wanted. It became more of a chore for me because I knew it wouldn’t involve what I wanted to do. I wanted a baby and he seemed to be onboard, but we never did it enough to actually make a go of it. And now I’m too old for a baby. I haven’t brought it because I don’t want to make him feel bad about it. And I regret that I couldn’t hide my feelings on the way we were having sex on his terms and not mine but at least I felt desired.
But since the incident, it feels like living with a roommate. I’ve made remarks about that to open a conversation but he just laughs it off. So I’ve stopped bringing it up. He made mention a few months ago about not having any desire when I asked him if he was watching porn. I told him I didn’t have a problem with it but to remember I’m here. He said he didn’t have any desire. Another time I told him that maybe switching his meds would help. He agreed but hasn’t changed it. Instead he started sneaking edibles. So I quit making any attempt to talk about it and just try to focus on work and myself.
Honestly, I’m generally content. I’ve lost some weight. I’m not fit by any means but dropping some weight makes it easier to go for walks at least. I’m working on my self esteem, even though being a 46 year old woman in todays world makes me irrelevant to men in general. I mention this because I’ve had random men sneak in looks or make friendly conversation lately. I don’t read much into it, as I’m aware my vibe says “nerdy and friendly”, and it doesn’t have to mean anything.
Met a contractor around the same time of the incident on a job assignment. Worked on that assignment for a couple of months and after the first month of working there, he sent me a friend request on FB. I didn’t think much of it and accepted, as he’d done the same with another female co-worker. I figured he’s the type that likes to collect FB friends. Well then he added me on another app and we’ve messaged a lot on that one. Nothing bad- mainly sharing stupid videos and wise-cracking jokes, same as I would with regular coworkers.
Then, a few months ago my libido ramps up and I’m just aching. I masturbate almost every night now and it’s really bothering me because I know my husband won’t do anything about it. This contractor knows I’m married. He’s made a couple of comments though that could be taken as an attempt to flirt but i brush it off- he has an even number of female and male friends, and most are married or involved in relationships, so it’s not like being friends with him means anything.
Lately, my vibe must be inviting because I’m getting more male attention than usual. I chalk it up to the nightly alone time I have just makes me smile more. And I’ve worked with this contractor for the last couple of weeks. We are not closely working but i do see him at least once a day. We text all day too because the nature of the work is a lot of sitting around. And my attention has turned to him and i find myself fantasizing about having a purely physical relationship with him, as I’m sure he would be the type to have the normal kind of sex that i want to have. And its just so hard to resist the temptation. I’m sure he doesn’t see me as attractive, especially knowing I’m married. But I still think about openly flirting and just going for it. If nothing else it distracts me from the sad reality I find myself in. And i find myself really looking for a “green light” to make something happen, as much as I know it’s wrong. But not feeling wanted or desired is really messing with my head. I just want that fun, hot and heavy feeling that comes with having good sex.
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2023.05.28 09:19 brahh800 Coin valuation
2023.05.28 09:10 Arap5 looking for answers / advice / personal stories related to reductions because i think i want one
hi! i turn 18 in a little under a month, and i've been seriously considering a reduction since i was 14. i wear a 38G bra at the moment, but i am almost 100% sure that my actual size is different. i'm hoping i can find some people who have experience with some of my concerns, just because i'm kind of nervous about them and i don't know who to ask. i'm from the usa, by the way!
for almost all of 2020 and most of 2021 i attended physical therapy for back problems. i have some genetic issues that the doctors cited as the reason for the pain i experienced, but my mom is convinced that my breasts were also a factor.** would i be able to use this as proof for my insurance? also, how does the insurance thing work? **i've had x-rays done on my spine and they show that i have a partial lumbarization of the s1 bone - would someone be able to see this in my medical history and go "grr, you lied to us, your back pain isn't related to your absolutely ginormous bazonkers" and then, like, consider it cosmetic and force me to pay for it?
i've had the wrong band size for ages, but none of the stores in my area carry sizes with enough variety for me to see what would work best. because of this, i've been dealing with considerable pain around my ribs for years, and i feel like surgery would exacerbate that. has anyone experienced this??
i'm a competitive swimmer, and from what i've read on this sub, it takes a while for people to be comfortable moving around. if i wanted to return to high intensity training, how long would i have to wait? would a surgeon know the answer to that? i know that involves a lot of movement, so i wanted to check before committing.
my parents would definitely support me if i chose to get a reduction; in fact, my mom has been pushing me to get one for a few years. i know they would help me if i needed it, but i'm going to university in the fall, and i feel like that would be a bad time to get a surgery (like, at any time over the next four years). is it difficult to balance this kind of thing?
i've found that i have a lot of tension in my shoulders and upper back. is this somehow related to my boobs? did any of you feel generally more relaxed after getting a reduction?
i think i have a really low pain tolerance, and i've never had a surgery before. reading about everyone's experiences has me actually terrified. is recovery incredibly painful? how strong does the medication need to be? does it dull the pain or completely erase it?
i'm sorry for all of the questions, especially if they're common. i'm just a little bit stressed about this, even though i've discussed it a little bit with my mom and a gp. i hope everyone reading this knows that i admire them so much if they have had a reduction, because it sounds like the scariest thing on earth. pound of flesh and all of that. ty for reading
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2023.05.28 09:09 Dmk5657 Juiced Cross Current X or R1U LMT'D?
There's a few old posts with people deciding between the two, but it was back when LMT'D was cadence. Now that it's torque again which would you choose? Both are $1,700 right now (after you add the racks/fenders to the LMT'D.)
LMT'D is 10 pounds lighter, better water resistance, wider tires, cleaner battery integration, higher torque (95nn)
CCX has 45% larger battery (may be annoying to carry though), UL certification, and has an integrated headlight.
Which would you choose?
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2023.05.28 09:09 Accomplished-Fun9325 Help getting my snake to lose weight?
So my snake is kinda chunky. On the chart he sits in the "overweight" category. He's approaching 900 grams and his rats range from 70 grams to 85 grams. I don't really want to order any different ones right now since I still have quite a few that size, which he gets every 2 weeks atm. How much farther should I space it out? For the future, should I downgrade on rats? Also, he's still quite far from being an adult, so I was wondering if switching him to like once a month will mess with growth at this point in an attempt to get him to lose weight? Thanks for any input!
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2023.05.28 09:06 ABeingInItself Beakl-HC - No more pinky and ring finger pain!
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TLDR - Beakl-HC is a painless, convenient and adaptable layout that focuses on comfort above anything else, which makes it perfect for users that lean towards ergonomic efficiency. Its features include: little use of the pinky and moderate use of the ring finger, ease of access to the most commonly used letter combinations in English, seamless implementation in other languages that use Latin letters as their writing system.
- The Beakl layout and its purpose
- Troublesome details in currently available Beakl variants
- Beakl-HC - painless, convenient and adaptable
- Beakl-HC and beyond
1) The Beakl layout and its purpose BEAKL
is actually an acronym for Balanced Effortless Advanced Keyboard Layout. Being yet another attempt to find the most efficient and ergonomic keyboard layout, the development of this experimental layout emphasises the use of our stronger fingers (index, middle and ring finger) to lead the typing rhythm in order to achieve an overall effortless typing experience. The reason for this is that they are faster, more versatile, and less prone to fatigue (exposed through Beakl's foundational effort grid
), which allows us typists to achieve high speeds with less effort when compared to layouts that disregard this point.
Since the start of its development in 2016, there has been plenty of iterations that have been born thanks to the continuous research made on the topic, as well as the unconditional support of the Beakl layout users. Some examples of the latest layout variants shared by the Beakl community are Beakl-15
(probably the most widespread among all others), Beakl-27a
. While it is true that it still remains being one of the lesser known alternative keyboard layouts out there, and that at this point in time it is a bit difficult to find information on it due to unknown circumstances, its merits are definitely something that we, alternative keyboard layout enthusiasts, would consider impossible to neglect.
2) Troublesome details in currently available Beakl variants
In the Beakl-27 unofficial release thread
here on reddit, one of the main concerns of Beakl-15
was pointed out in the open: the placement of H on top of I for the ring finger on the left hand, and of R on top of T for the middle finger on the right hand. They both are culprits of most SFR instances in the layout, as well as pain development (particularly of the left ring finger) due to their use frequency and awkwardness of their fingering.
As you can see in the Beakl-27a
layout, the solution for the HI pair was to sacrifice pinky finger comfort with the placement of H instead of Y in the pinky home position. The problem with this is that H is used much more frequently than Y, and this, although not as extreme as placing A there, leads to an overload of the left pinky, which is something that was tried to be avoided since the very beginning. As for the TR pair, STR are re-arranged to the home row, but N is displaced to be used on top of R with the right ring finger. With N being one of the most used letters in languages that use the Latin Alphabet, this leads to an awkwardly-fatigue-prone situation similar to the placement of H on top of I in Beakl-15. Beakl-35
solves the issue with the placement of N by leaving it to the right middle finger, which tends to be much more resilient than the ring finger. However, the H is left at the left pinky home row in spite of its frequent use. The other major change is a re-arrangement of most consonants on the right hand on the basis of their frequency of use and reachability. Even though these changes are for the better, L is kept at the middle finger bottom row despite knowing how frequently it is used and the toll it takes on the middle finger when taking into account the effort grid
at the basis of the layout. Moreover, some common English bi-grams that involve L are quite cumbersome to pull-off due to the placement of L, such as CL, SL, DL, PL and LM.
3) Beakl-HC - painless, convenient and adaptable
Pinky finger overload, low fatigue threshold for the ring finger when compared to the other two strong fingers, overlooking some letters's frequency when placing them on the board and the awkward finger movement caused by it; these are all lingering issues that have surprisingly persisted one way or another since even earlier versions than Beakl-15. In my personal attempt to address these points, I hereby share with everyone my custom alternative in the Beakl development: Beakl-HC
Q P O U X G L S M Z Y I E A H C T R N B J , ; . / K D W F V Beakl-HC layout. The placement of symbols, numbers and other useful stuff is up to you and your daily driver.
Beakl-HC takes its name from the placement of the letters H and C at the inner extremes of the home row rather than some arbitrary number. The reason for this is that the official site is offline most often than not and it is becoming harder to track which is the latest officially recommended layout and its alternatives. Beakl-HC focuses on comfort above anything else, which makes it perfect for users that lean towards ergonomic efficiency.
The reasoning behind the key placement comes from a mix between the letters frequency of use, the effort grid and the reachability of letters in practice. This approach gives us a most symmetrical layout when comparing the right and left hand in terms of consonant and vowel frequency (the hands have "mirrored" each other in terms of letter frequency by placing similarly frequent characters at each spot). Additionally, we get a layout that prioritises the use of the least taxing spots to achieve a low effort typing experience. Lastly, it keeps in mind the most common bi- and tri-grams in English in order to make them accessible.
In short, Beakl-HC is:
There is minimal use of the pinky fingers by leaving on the pinky column the least used letters in English, the same keys used in Beakl-15. It takes additional consideration on the use of the ring finger by leaving a highly frequent letter at its home position, but placing seldom and rare characters at the top and bottom rows respectively. Most intense work is done by the index and middle finger on each hand at the top and home rows, which makes typing on Beakl-HC a comfortable and painless experience.
Placing as a top priority the ease of access to the most commonly used letter combinations, Beakl-HC conveniently puts letters at spots that encourage seamless rolls, reduce LSB instances mostly to those paired with H and C, and keeps SFB and SFS cases at a minimum. The hand balance from Beakl-15 is preserved, allowing the use of a highly convenient layout that won't make you awkwardly bend your hands nor reach too far when typing "exquisite", "subjectivized" or "esternocleidomastoideos".
Since it keeps a similar spread of letters, it is, at the very least as optimal as Beakl-15 when using the layout to write in other languages that use the Latin alphabet as its default writing system. I've personally used the layout for the last couple of months to write emails on various Romance and Germanic languages, and I haven't had any deal breakers or awkward situations when typing in them. Even though the layout has been customised with English in mind, Beakl-HC adaptability is simply outstanding.
4) Beakl-HC and beyond
Beakl-HC is by no means the philosophers stone in terms of layouts, and I by no means claim it to be the best of all layouts in the world. This simply is a product of my eagerness to tackle the very specific problems I had to deal with when looking for a layout that fits my needs. The Beakl layout has always been somewhat eclipsed by the usual suspects when it comes to alternative layouts, and it's been getting buried into the depths of the internet due to the volatile nature of the official website, as well as the very little information on it spread across the few blogs that dare to mention it.
My intention with this post is to introduce new people to the Beakl world, to share my own customisation of it that has made my typing experience an enjoyable walk at the park, and to encourage others to keep experimenting with new alternative layouts that bring something interesting to the table. And if you're wondering about it: yes, I did type all of this with Beakl-HC!
Stay safe everyone!
2023.05.28 09:04 BriefProphet "Not a good place for a free spirit:" I feel suffocated by bureaucracy and a toxic environment
I just finished my second year of a PhD program (out of ~5 years). I wanted to get my PhD because I used to be a group tutor & SI leader and I learned that I love to teach and make people think. I am passionate about what I study and I find teaching fulfilling, the type of "work" that doesn't feel like work. I knew that grad school would be difficult, but I thought that it would be a great place to learn, connect with other people who like to learn, share ideas, and think. These things have made up about 10% of my experience as a PhD student. The rest has been ridiculous amounts of pressure, unreasonable demands from professors and ultimately being told in so many ways by various people that I am not good enough.
I struggle with ADHD and bipolar disorder, and I feel as though the workload in graduate school is unrealistic, even for someone without these conditions. I have gained 35 pounds from eating takeout (I feel like I don't have the time or energy to cook) and I feel like I am up every night until 3am. I used to go to the gym every day and now I spend 12 hours a day on campus trying to finish assignments. The professors I TA for are usually fine, but some give unclear expectations and then get upset when I don't read their mind. I have been asked to regrade sets of 60 assignments multiple times for nonsensical reasons, such as putting essay comments at the end of a document rather than annotating them. A few days ago I was chastised for showing up to a zoom meeting at 9:02 instead of 9:00. One professor spoke so harshly to me about the quality of my work that I cried in her office. I really do feel as though I am doing my best, but multiple professors spoke up about me during a department meeting and said I was irresponsible (paraphrase).
I love my advisor, who is super supportive and has made an effort to understand what ADHD is and why it presents unique challenges. However, I feel like a lot of the PhD program is a toxic contest to see how perfect everyone can be. There is so much emphasis on getting published and overworking and very little emphasis on sharing ideas and actually making the world a better place. It feels like people brag about how little sleep they get, and no one seems to care about undergrad/graduate students' well being. I am tired of being talked down to and asked to do useless tasks. I don't want to put up with all of the unrealistic expectations and abuse anymore. There are multiple instances of hazing and discrimination that I think could be reported to the school, but of course there is nothing to prevent professors from retaliating against students for reporting. I feel miserable and I wonder if I should stop with my masters degree.
I am wondering: Is this just my department, or are all PhD programs this toxic?
Is it possible to find work-life balance as a professor (does it get better after grad school, is it worth sticking it out)?
How can I cope with (what I perceive to be) rampant injustice?
Have any of you ever felt these things, and what did you do?
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2023.05.28 09:00 Live-Summer-7876 Can anyone tell me more info about this? Japanese or Chinese room divider (United States)
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I was given a beautiful all wood 6 panel divider that is over six feet tall. Person who gave it to me states that it is early 1930s. I cannot tell if this is Chinese or Japanese, what the actual name of a piece like this is, or what the value might be. It weights close to one hundred pounds and is all solid wood. Very few marks on it despite its age. Appears to be all hand painted with great detail. Panels are all fully functional. submitted by Live-Summer-7876 to Antiques [link] [comments]
2023.05.28 08:58 DifficultyHot7524 40 more pounds and im happy
I lost 40 pounds last year summer going from 261 to 218. Then I got super lazy during winter but now that its warm i started my journey again. Already lost the 7 pounds of winter weight and im back at my pb.
It's crazy that for years i never thought id be able to lose weight, always scared of the gym, ordered delivery everyday, just so unhealthy. But this summer my life is going to change
I DONT CARE IM DOING IT NO MATTER WHAT
SO EXCITED FOR THE DAY I SEE 199 AS WELL
THANK U GUYS FOR TEACHING ME SO MUCH
READING SUCCESS POSTS IS SO MUCH OF MY MOTIVATION
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2023.05.28 08:50 Sufficient_Bid4293 Would you rather use rupee or gold for money?
Atta price/kilo 1947 = 12 paise; 0.022 grams of gold
Atta price/kilo 2023 = 65 rupees; 0.011 grams of gold
Price of atta has increased 500 times in terms of INR, but has halved in terms of gold, and has probably decreased even more if you use the retail price of gold instead of the spot price. Same is true for most other asset classes, and in fact, many, if not most, goods have fallen in price in terms of gold's spot price. This is true all around the world.
Which monetary unit would you prefer to store and transact in? Is fiat currency only beneficial for politicians to make them wealthy, because they can print it out of thin air, but cannot do so with precious metals? I think so.
In my opinion, we need to stop blaming capitalism, and blame fractional reserve banking, with only paper money as legal tender. India has the highest household holdings of gold out of any country in the world, and we should use that to our advantage and make gold and silver legal tender.
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2023.05.28 08:50 TwoSalamander Thanks, I hate whatever the fuck this is.
2023.05.28 08:49 Papka_Bear Noob alert, and medicine interactions question
I've been wanting to experiment with these mushrooms for a while, and finally starting the research.
Got some questions though that I would appreciate some help with.
First and most important one: I'm on wellbutrin and effexor and want to make sure that there will not be any interactions with my meds? The medication I'm on is literally life saving for me and I will not risk any interactions.
And now the fun questions. For drying: I just want to use my oven, just need to know what temp to use and for how long to dry them for.
After they are dry, the pinned post mentions how many grams to use, but doesn't specify the amount of water.
For those who do this often, how many grams of dry mushrooms do you use with how much water and how long do you boil it all for?
I know that you can boil them twice, and then safely eat them, has anybody tried eating them after the first boil?
I also read that people add citric acid or vinegar to the pot, again, would like to know the amounts please!
I'm planning on foraging them myself, so don't have any yet... just need to know the how first before I go out into the bush.
Thanks for all the help!
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2023.05.28 08:46 fourfrenchfries My favorite part of having a baby with cancer
is not giving a single fuck about people's feelings anymore. Nurses, old people at Costco, whatever.
Background: my baby's cancer makes him off the chart in every metric at 18 months, PLUS gives him teenage hormones (precocious puberty) in a baby body. He's a regular 18m baby in terms of development, but he's the size of a 4-year-old with the approximate rage of a 14-year-old.
ALSO he is deaf and the chemo intensifies his existing hearing loss! Did I mention he has some sort of chemotherapy-related neurological dysfunction causing his eyes to be asymmetrical AND that he broke his leg from being insane? How about that we almost got kicked out of the Ronald McDonald House because of his insatiable desire to clog toilets, likely due to his underveloped prefrontal cortex compared to his weight/size/strength?
"How old is he?! Wow, he's gonna be a big boy!" Yes, he has a rare type of cancer that comes with a growth disorder! Thank you for noticing. We are trying to slow it down with hormones and literal poison that we inject directly into his body!
"His signs are so good!" or "I can't believe he tolerates those hearing aids!" Yes, that's all he has to communicate.
"I'm praying for you/him!" Okay cool, to the same God that gave him cancer?
"What are you feeding him? Whatever it is, I need to tell my daughter-in-law!" Maybe if she simply births one million children, she, too, could have a child whose cancer presents as a growth disorder!
"Well, you look great," gesturing broadly at me because I've lost 50 pounds in 4 months. Who knew that all along, all it would take is stress and hospital food! If only I could sell the "Oncology Mom" diet!
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2023.05.28 08:44 Looorenn Relapsed for 3 days - WTF
I've been out of active addiction for around 8 years, I moved myself to a remote rural part of the US where its either A) Really expensive, or B) Really annoying to do anything, and that seemed to help since once I'm actually not in active addiction I prefer having a job and retail therapy-ing my money away. I never denied my doctor for surgery or dentists etc, but I stumbled across "some fentanyl mixture" legitimately maybe 1/10th of a gram. I did 1/15th of that at once and was completely gitty and not fully functional.
Boy it was not the same, massive headaches afterwards, nose was bleeding passively entire time, felt like it was mixed with an upper even though I fell asleep standing at my kitchen counter. Long story short- I made that tiny amount last 3 full days and the withdrawals were GNARLY. Its been almost 6 days now and I'm barely getting full functionality back, I'm up right now at 230am, 3 hours before my work alarm today because I had horrific chills and just shot out of bed. Is this how fent works?, rapid physical addictiveness and way worse side effects (aside from the potency)?. I was just taken back by how hard the WDs were after that tiny amount over such a short time period.
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2023.05.28 08:43 twinmamab Long post. Cheating advice. 32F and 34M together 7 years and have 3 kids
Look, this is a long post. I am a stay at home mom with no friends and no one to talk to. So if you wanna read all of this and just be kind to me or talk to me or whatever, I would appreciate it more than you probably know.
Background of my relationship: 32F with 34M for 7 years in July. We have kids together. Not married but one day we planned on it. He came to me last night and told me he had downloaded a dating app last week and had been talking to some women. He said he did it because he wanted to “see if he still had it”. He had been texting two women, so he had enough conversation with them to give him his number and was texting them probably in the same room as me sometimes. He only told me bc one of them found out his real name, he was using a fake, and called him out on it bc she found his Facebook, which is covered in pics of us and our kids. So he only told me bc he got caught. He swears it’s only been a week that he was doing it. Swears he never intended on meeting up. The girl messaged me, which I would have seen before he told me if I check fb often but I don’t. She sent me screen shots of all of their text conversations, from when they first got numbers (since they had been talking some before that on the app) and all the way to when she busted him and him apologizing and everything and her going off on him for all of it. When he told me, he asked me what I wanted him to do or if I wanted to see the app, and out of pure anger and sadness I told him immediately to delete the app. Well, now that he deleted the app all of the messages are gone, on her end too. I don’t think I wanna read anymore anyway, bc the texts made me feel sick. But part of me wanted to know everything he was saying to other women. We have been less intimate lately, but we have talked about it and he knows I try, but we have just been busy. I have twin toddlers and an older son and he works long hours, so I’m tired or he’s asleep by the time I settle down for the night. But when he straight up comes to me in bed and says he wishes we could have sex soon, I literally say okay let’s do it now and we do, bc I want to as well and obviously we need to take every opportunity. Sure I’ve turned him down sometimes, but he’s turned me down sometimes as well. So anyway…..I’m a lonely stay at home mom. Who became a full time mom to his son, who’s mom is not around, when he was barely 4 (he’s 9 now). Then we had twins together who are now 3. This man is my best friend. I straight up moved to his town where all of his family lives and he has lived his whole life, to be with him and his son. Closest family I have is an hour away, everyone else is even further. I have no friends here besides his friends, but no actual friends. I’m alone. I do everything for him and our kids. We have a special needs daughter as well and I go to therapy for her 3 times a week and deal with a lot just with her on my own, plus two other kids. I’m lonely. But I’ve never thought about doing what he did. I love our family and would never wanna ruin us. He says he knows he needs to work on himself. He says it was a mistake and he loves me and I’m his soulmate. He said a lot of things. But when I asked him what would have happened if he didn’t get caught? How long would he have let it go on? He says he doesn’t know. I asked if he ever thought about actually meeting up with anyone. He swears he never wanted to do that, that it was all mental/emotional. It was all just fun and exciting apparently. Which, that obviously hurts so damn much. But in the texts I read, they both talked about possibly meeting up and flirting about it and stuff like that. He says he just said everything on there to keep the conversation going. The texts were not totally sexual, but not innocent either. A lot of things he said to her seriously instantly broke my heart and made me wanna throw up. I feel numb.
He’s just walking around the house pouting. I feel sick. I can’t even look at him when I have to talk to him about something about the kids. He keeps trying to have normal conversations with me about random stuff and I just can’t look him in the face or keep up with what he’s wanting to talk about. I want him to feel bad. I want him to regret it to the deepest part of himself. I want to punch him in a lot of places, and then call my dad and tell him, so he can come here and do whatever he feels is necessary. I want to call his sisters and tell them. I want to do a lot of things. But mostly I just want it to be a nightmare and wake up to find out none of this is real.
I don’t know what to do or what to believe from him.
What’s worse, my ex did this exact same thing to me. And he knows that. My ex was messaging other girls, flirting with them, and one of them found out about me on Facebook and messaged me. Again, I am not huge on Facebook and never saw the message from her til after he told me. But if I checked it every day then I would have found out from her first, exactly same way as what’s happening now. That man ended up dumping me and dating my little sister a year later, who had lived with us when we broke up. So you can see how this just cuts even deeper than it normally might, even though I know it’s pretty deep regardless.
I keep looking in the mirror and telling myself how unattractive I am. What’s crazy about that is, I’ve lost about 60 pounds in the last year, I had gained a lot when I had the twins, and gained more after. But I have been feeling so good about myself lately with the weight loss, I get compliments all the time about it with people I know. I actually thought I was pretty. Now I hate how I look. Now my self confidence has disappeared. Which took me a long time to get back in the first place. So with everything, he broke that in me as well.
I know this is a long post. If you made it this far, then thank you. I literally have no one else to talk to. I am afraid to talk to my sisters or parents bc they will lose their minds on him. So I came here and made a brand new Reddit account to post this and get some people to talk to me.
Have you been through something similar to this? If so, how did you handle it? Did you stay together? Did anything else happen down the road if you did? Just any advice or shared sympathy or similar stories would be helpful.
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2023.05.28 08:38 posy_pot Smfh
2023.05.28 08:33 toclosetoquestionit My neighbor is insane and is finally getting evicted from the landlord, however it seems like everyday will be a living hell until she leaves. Please help with some advice.
Please help with some advice if anyone’s been through this. Basically 3 months ago I moved into a rental next to a likely drug addicted insane women. To make a long story short, she yells at me and my fiance she hates that we garden behind our which we were given permission from the landlord to do so. Her "highs" include her yelling out the window at us, blasting music, yelling outside to her self about murder-rape how she hates men. Making a pentagram in our garden, playing music from her phone in front of our door from 11pm-4am some days till 5am or 6am This past week after 4 days of being gone from our home, rrived home late. A handful of packages in front of V loor were pilled up so we think she knew we were gone- We walked from behind our house to get to our front door and caught her red handed looking into our back window. She stood there stunned and made a weird statement like "oh the mushroom on the ground is cute" to pretend she was actually on the backside of our window to look at mushrooms, all the while this was at 1am. Unfortunately our cameras don't reach to the backyard, although they are back there now after this event. Since we were fed up of living in this situation, we told the landlord. She was already aware of the other things that happened and she finally decided enough is enough. She sent her a 3 day warning if her behavior doesn't change she would be evicted. The landlord told me to try to turn all my outdoor cameras on and if anything happens in those three days she's out, since she's been made aware to back off. One hour later she's pounding on my door refusing to get off the porch and ordering me to open the door. After her knocking for 5 minutes she went to my front window to then again look inside and she was staring at me from the inside telling me I'm a awful person- I have ruined her life and she won't be leaving etc etc. This lasted for about 10 mins, while all our other neighbors to hear. I was able to record this for the landlord and I made sure to call her and let her know and she said "call the police, get a restraining order, l'm now evicting her and send me the recordings for evidence." So I did. This was a week ago and ever since her harassment had gotten MUCH worse. She's yelled at me on my way to my car- tries every time I leave my home to make a scene - I make an noise she retaliates with loud music and V g about how I'm a bitch and how she's going to be Suing me now. I have never not ONCE said a word to her. Our landlord has claimed that we are currently begun the eviction process but if she chooses to not leave we will all go to court and I will need to testify. And honestly this is all so incredibly frustrating and awful. I really just want her gone already but I don't think she will go willingly. She's got screws loose in her head and she actually wants to stay dispute everything and is willing to make my life hell every day till it's time for court, she even brought over her elderly parents over today, I think they could be building a case. I think they all want to see that she stays. Has anyone been in a similar situation and if so how did it go? What I'm wondering is this, what will the next month look like for her and I? How long is this process? If she takes this to court and she wins, disputes it being a small chance since what will happen afterwards? What till testifying for my landlord look like? What advice on what I can be doing now to make sure we will win and she has to finally leaves us alone.
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2023.05.28 08:30 EpicNate4968 What drone is next?
I recently bought the DEERC D40 as a beginner drone and was wondering what to go for next. I did some research and thought about the DEERC D10 but I felt like for the price I don’t get many additives. So what do I get?
I’m looking for a suggestion of two different drones:
A medium beginner drone around 100 pound that has more features, longer range, 2k camera and possibly gps but it’s not a need.
A small professional drone around 150-300 pound that has gps and tracking as well as a 4k camera.
I don’t know if I should go medium to small professional or go straight to small professional. Please leave your experiences and suggestions.
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