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Alt account for privacy. My wife and 2 kids and I live far away from both of our families - like, 6-9 hour flight far. The grandparents visit several times a year, usually a few weeks at a time. We get along well with all of them, tho there is tension between my wife and her mom & stepdad more than the others. She does, however, like their decorating taste, so she often rearranges stuff at our house when they're around. (It's led a fight before when she sorta used them to do stuff I explicitly said I didn't want, but we're over that now.) Our general agreement is that I manage my family and she manages hers, so we don't put each other in awkward situations of fighting with the other's parents.
Last time they were here, my wife and I took a multiday trip, since the only time we can do anything without the kids is when grandparents are visiting. After we came back, my in-laws had rearranged a few things in the house, of which one really made me angry. Our kitchen/dining/living room is an open space in the shape of a rectangle, except with a corner "cut off," so it really has 5 sides. I had our living room rug placed so it was aligned with the 4 major walls, because that way all the kids' play areas were soft. Because the kids mess with it and because toys kept getting under it and tripping people, I used loads of double-sided tape to get the rug where I wanted it - I mean, it was clamped down hard.
However, the couch is along the angled wall, and apparently they didn't like that the rug was at an angle to it, so they removed it, including all the tape, and angled it so it is aligned with the couch and nothing else. There were gaps where the kids play (so it's colder & harder), and one corner reached into the dining room, so the chairs constantly snag on it and people spill food or drink in that area. They said (as they always do) "oh if you don't like it you can move it back." Thanks for giving me a few hours of work, but I didn't say anything then. (My wife didn't comment, but that could mean she didn't want a fight with them...or with me.)
Before they left, they took a day trip with my wife and the kids while I had some work to do. Once I finished I realized that the only time I'll have the house empty for a few hours is now, so I moved all the furniture off, realigned the rug, and placed it where I wanted it. When they came back they were upset that I had changed it back, and my wife was mad at me for doing it while they were still in town. She agreed that there would never be a time to do it when they're not but said it could wait until the next grandparents visit us (which hasn't been scheduled yet, so it's probably months away).
I think I was entitled to take my ILs on the offer to put it back if I didn't like it, since they did this without asking and it was clear from the mass of tape that I didn't put the rug there lightly, but AITA for not waiting until they were gone?

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HI, id like to ask if by any chance anyone here know about brain damage, first things first, my history, when i was 5 i hit my head in the corner of my house, i hit my forehead on top, a little bit for the right, i dont remember it but i still have a small scar, then at 6-7 yrs old it happened again at school, i hit my forhead in the bottom, and in the middle, a little bit above the eyes and got another scar, then at idk 9 yrs old i hit my forhead again, but this was way, way, way more severe, i was running at the school really fast, and ill not explain exactly how but i fall down about less than 1 meter, this one hit hard my skull, wich still today is deformed and its above my left eye, with the scar being with my eyebrow, when it happened i passed out and some people started carrying me to the school board and someone from administration took me to my parents office and every time this happened i had to take a painful anesthesia, wich traumatized me for life, its not a general fobia, its more like a trauma, i cant stand needles in a hospital context for example, i start to get symptoms of a panic attack, but the point of this post it, should i consider a MRI? Because at the time my parents just didnt tought about it, and it hit my left frontal lobe, a very important part, like my uncle had a similar hit in terms of force and turned into a veggie, im pretty sure that something this did, since i reflected abt it ive been obsessed about researching about brain areas, i know by heart a few broadmann areas, more complex structures that i have more interest, and yes ive been diagnosed with aspergeautism 1. If you got curious and need any more info, feel free to ask. EDIT: Sorry for any english mistakes, i can comunicate but im still learning english, shoutout to my brazillian mates.

hi! i, 18m had been dating J, 19m for about a year, we hit it off great, we met through my older brother and instantly clicked, we talked for about a month before i asked him to officially be my boyfriend, everything was amazing throughout our whole relationship, he was kind, understanding and loved me wholeheartedly and i did my best to be the same for him. i think i should note i have quiet bad anxiety and often overthink, so one day i had let my thoughts spiral and went to him for some comfort, he immediately welcomed me with open arms as he had done so many times before but once i had calmed down he started asking me some odd questions like “what would you do if we broke up?” “would you be okay if i was gone?” “how long would it take you to get over me?” stuff like that, i responded to them honestly thinking he was just looking for some reassurance that id be okay if he wasnt here, boy i was wrong. he sat me down and for around an hour explained to me that he no longer wanted to be with me, my jaw dropped. this was the man whos arms i had been crying in just an hour earlier due to paranoia of him leaving me and go goes and does the exact thing i came to him for help with. i did not understand at all why he was leaving me so i pressed and pressed and got the one answer i was hoping not to get “ive met someone else” now, i should have probably cried harder at this but the reassurance that he wouldnt be alone and hed be happy even if it wasnt with me did kind of help, i got up, told him i loved him and said goodbye. i didnt go back to my parents house where i live, i went to my brothers. me and my brother are incredibly close so after j he was the one i found most if my comfort in. i went there and it was him, his partner and his bestfriend B, i explained what happened and they were all sympathetic toward me and furious toward J, especially B, me and him were never super close but i would trust him with everything due to how close he was to my brother, B had also just got out of a long term relationship so he knew exactly what to say to console and comfort me and i am so grateful. over the next few months me and B got super close, he was flirting with me and i was flirting back, he was fun to hang around and complimented me all the time. i did start to develop a crush on him but i never planned to act on it at the time due to how close he and my brother were. a few months after my breakup with J its late and B is at my parents house to stay over, and i get a spam of messages from J, saying he made a mistake and hes been miserable without me, he cant stop thinking about me ect, it made me so happy to hear from him and after i argued on the phone with him for a while about what he did to me was terrible, i took him back. B was happy for me and hugged me tightly when i was done on the phone. its been about three weeks since then and J was just like he was before, but the spark we once had is long gone, atleast for me. i no longer blush and get shy when he sends me a goofy smile in public, when he calls me pet names i dont get that same flutter in my stomach and i find myself slightly annoyed with him at times. B has also tried sending messages to J saying how he doesnt deserve me and he left me once so he will do it again. and i do not know what to do, i do love J with all my heart but i dont think that love is romantic anymore. if anyone has been in this situation before and has some advice id appreciate it but i just needed to get this off of my chest, thank you!

Me (18f) and my now ex (19m) recently broke up. It wasn’t completely one sided, but it was mostly him.. lol. The reason was because the relationship had been stressful and we were arguing too much lately, he didn’t want to see me hurt and he wanted the best for both of us. After a day a half of not talking after the break up, he calls me to play a game, we stay on the phone for an hour and then he asks if I want to accompany him to watch a movie with some of our friends. Movie was kinda awkward. Afterwards, we talked and he said that he loves me romantically still, wants a future with me, but he doesn’t think we’re good for each other as of now. He said that he still wanted to be friends, since he loves me and wants me close, and he feels bleak without me around. I’m an emotional mess, very awkward. I said that I’ll think about it, and before leaving he tells me to text him when I get home. The next day, he texts me good morning, we chat for a bit, and I ask him to go out for a walk with me so we can talk. We talk about being friends, what it would be like. I get a bit sad, and he gets sad too. He says that he wants to eventually get back together, because he thinks I’m the one and doesn’t want to lose what we have. I agree to being friends. A bit after hanging out, I’m at my friends house and I feel like shit. I’m texting him like an emotional mess. I told him I was going back home and he asks to meet up again. We meet up and start talking. He says that he wants to be with and loves me but we need some time to heal. We both agree on not communicating for a month, and then meeting up again to try to have something romantic again. The mood is surprisingly positive, and he has his arms around my shoulders and is kissing my forehead while we talk just like he used to. Before leaving we kiss for a bit, and says the next month is going to be hellish. After leaving, he texts me “see you soon :)”. As a boyfriend, he was nothing short of extremely dedicated, caring, and just incredibly romantic. I’m hopeful and want this to work out, but I’m young and green when it comes to relationships. Is this the right thing to do? Is there hope? Has anyone successfully done this before? Is one month too long? Will he forget me? Should I have just tried to be friends with him? Any advice greatly appreciated.

It’s been 8 months since I’ve spoken to or seen my real dad. I went no contact after my parents’ divorce made me finally accept that he is a narcissist and will never change. As someone who suspects they may have CPTSD, the divorce triggered me immensely and sent me into an emotional flashback. As a result, I became pretty much non-functional and lost my job. I had no other option but to move back in with my mother.
In the 6 months I’ve been at home, things have gotten continually worse. I am officially at rock bottom. I have sent out about 400-500 job applications, only to be rejected or ignored by every single one. Even food service and retail jobs that pay $8/hr won’t take me. Mind you, I have a degree, corporate work experience, and food service experience… I am officially out of cash or savings and am completely dependent on my credit card. Not to mention the credit card debt I’ve racked up…
Living with my mom has been a living hell. I am her parent and she is my child. She is emotionally abusive and never fails to tear me down. After 6 months of being abused like I was as a child, I’m at my wits end. I have finally realized that I will never have the parents I deserve — the only parents I’ve ever known have made me feel unlovable, selfish, lazy, and like a burden for my entire life. I’m ready to prioritize myself for the first time. I know I will never be happy as long as I live with her.
I am so lucky to have amazing friends. I finally opened up about my situation to them, and they wasted no time in helping me. Because of them, not only do I have rent money for this month and a place to stay, but also a possible job lined up as a server at a fine dining restaurant. Not only that, but I have met an amazing guy who makes me feel safe and is teaching me that I am lovable as I am.
Tomorrow, I am moving out of my mom’s house. Though I don’t have money or a job, I know I need to do this. I am so unsure of my future and incredibly stressed, but I will finally be free of the last toxic person in my life. Tomorrow is the start of living life for me. No more being responsible for mom’s happiness.
To my real dad, I wish you saw how special I am. To my mom, I wish you would just love and accept me for who I am. But now, I’m taking the power back that you have taken away from me. I am my own person with my own life to live, and I’m done bending over backwards to appease you. I hope you get help and realize the hurt you cause people, but I won’t expect that to happen.
I’m finally feeling hopeful for the first time in months. I guess I’d just like to hear some encouraging words. Thanks for taking the time to read — it means so much.

The dream started with me talking to this girl from work, she was telling me about how I should throw a party. Then I remember driving home at night and seeing like 100 people outside my house, waiting to be let in. I thought "wtf" in the back of my mind. I then make my way through the crowd to the front door. I remember saying something along the lines of "Do not slam into each other and break stuff, and "if you f*ck with my dogs, I will beat the sh*t out of you"
(I've never actually "beaten the sh*t out of anyone" but if I see someone hurting an animal that would change).
So I unlock the door and walk inside. The first thing I noticed was the sound of the microwave being on. I walk into the kitchen and see that there is food in it and it's been heating it. At this point I like recalled putting it in there before leaving that morning (I didn't actually dream that part). But it had like 6 number slots instead of the usual 3 so my guess is that I added too many zeros when I put it in.
Another thing I noticed was a TON of bubbles all over the floor outside the kitchen. I followed the bubbles and realized it was coming from my dog's room (they have their own room). I instantly panicked and opened their door. They were in there submerged in the bubbles. There was some kind of pressure washing thing that had been on that was producing the bubbles. I turned it off and noticed how easy the button was to trigger. I surmised that someone left it on the floor and the dogs bumped it and it turned on.
I pulled the dogs out of the bubbles. My beagle had shrank by like 50% and he looked SO SAD. I gave him a hug and inspected my other 2 dogs. They were seemingly fine.
The next thing I remember, I was in the basement listening to some band playing. There were tons of people. This security guard kept coming up to me and talking to me and I'd jump down from the ledge and accidentally land on his shoes every time. He wasn't talking to me about anything bad I was doing though. I'm guessing my dream self had hired him because he was reporting stuff to me.
The last time he talked to me he said something along the lines of "Hey you need to come with me man, someone is trying to diss you" (I don't think I've ever actually used the word "diss" so idk). Oh and he also told me to stop stepping on his shoes every time he talked to me.
As we walked up stairs he explained what he meant. He said that some people of the party claimed I would pay for anything, so they all went out to get food for themselves. Like they knew that's not what I meant and they tried it anyways.
I went looking around the party and noticed all the people I actually knew were absorbed into their own groups and having fun. I felt kind of sad by this because I had been standing alone in the basement. I felt abandoned in a way, if that makes sense. I thought at least surely the friend from work would hang out with me but no.
As I walked around, only one person acknowledged me. They patted me on the back as I walked by. The weirdest thing is that I think it was myself. Like a separate me. I didn't take an active look at them but I did notice they were wearing a shirt that I wear a lot IRL.
I made my way over to a makeshift bar. The seats were all full. I looked at the bartenders and they were talking about how something had finally arrived. One of them then excitedly held up what I think was a $3 bill. (yes I know that's not a real thing but still). I woke up pretty much after that.
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Honestly as I was typing this out I found some meaning in it. I think it related to my fears of being alone. The other night I had a dream that I was at work and everyone was a different person except 2. One of those 2 being the same girl from the post dream. The 2 who were the same were both telling me that they're leaving. And I was so scared of being the only one left. That everyone I knew was replaced.
I feel like the post dream ties into that a lot. That I feel like there is nothing about me that people want to experience. So I'm always witnessing the conversations but never a part of them.
And maybe I should just forget all of them because the only person who noticed me was quite possibly myself. Aside from the cool security guard.

This is a follow up to my previous post.
The NDP campaign wasn't horrible. Danielle is reduced to a very small majority. If this was any other province with multiple parties this would likely have been a minority government. But because it was two it's a very tiny majority government. But it was also a missed opportunity. They didn't win in an election they could have won.
If you take a look at the polls there was a moment in the second week where the NDP led. That in my opinion is where things derailed.
Successful Campaigns are actually very formulaic:
Incumbent have it easy. They are the default choice because that's who people voted in last time and you really don't have to demonstrate what a government under you looks like peope see it. Incumbents can generally follow two paths:

1. Promote all the good things they've done and how the challenger poses a risk to the good they've done. Think Trudeau Bus Ad or Morning Again in America.
   
2. Things are bad but they could get way worse if you elect the opponent. The UCP used this strategy and Liberals used it against Harper in 2004.
   

Challengers have it harder:

1. Convince people that we need change
2. Convince people that change must be now and you're the change we need.

The problem for most challenger campaigns is that they make a great case for why we need change they often forget to tell people why they should be the that change.
That's where the NDP failed. The NDP campaign successfully convinced people that we need change in Alberta. But they failed to convince people that the change should be them and now.
Comparable campaign
Imagine it's the day after the election. The incumbent party is plagued by scandal and infighting. You're the challenger and you're running against the tide of jurisdiction ideology. The incumbent won re-election but is significantly weakened.
If this sounds like I'm talking about the NDP campaign it would be safe bet but I'm actually talking about Harper after 2004. He faced many of the same challenges as the NDP did. The only difference was he came from the right and the NDP from the left.

1. Canadians were generally more Liberal and comfortable with liberal policies
2. Harper was saddled with the legacy of George Bush and neo evangelical social conservatism
3. Harper was saddled with his own support for Iraq war and anti - same sex marriage policies

The 2004 and 2006 case studies for anyone looking to unseat the Tories from the left in Alberta. So what can be learned from it.
Define or be defined
This is where I think the NDP campaign went wrong.
The entire campaign was digging up dirt on Danielle. They focused so much on attacking Danielel they failed to define people what an NDP government would look like.
But it inevitably overshadowed any other message the NDP has especially about what an NDP government looked like.
This opened the door to the UCP defining what an NDP government would look like. Their solution was effectively to scare Albertans into thinking the NDP was a genuine threat to the province.
Nothing represents this better than the Danielle Smith Weather Vane sign. It was great initially as it softened the support for the UCP. In the first week we saw a shift towards the NDP in the election. But in the second week replace it with a positive message like this is what we'd do in healthcare, third week education, fourth week cost of living.
Keep it as simple and easy to understand messages. For example healthcare:

1. Picture of a torn up healthcare cards and the large phrase healthcare should not look like this
2. Side this what the NDP would do on healthcare: replace cards with one on your Alberta driver licence or Alberta ID, new money for healthcare, hire more doctors and nurses, etc.

One of the impacts of defining yourself is that it negates the impact of your opponents attacks. Good example look at Harper in 2004 and 2006:

1. In 2004 he ran a campaign which tried to convince people the Liberals were corrupt and you saw halfway through he pulled ahead but he forgot to tell people who he was and what he stood for.

Liberals in turn defined him as being a threat to our civil liberties, with a hidden agenda which included send troops into Iraq.

1. 2006 Harper ran a policy a day campaign. Focused entirely on demonstrating what an CPC government would do. This allowed Harper to define himself before the Liberals had a chance to define him.

Liberals still ran attacks again which failed miserably and the Liberals had to even pull one.
Another example was Obama 2008. He denied himself early as a post racial candidate which protected him when his pastors sermons came out and the picture of him Kenya came out.
The pastor sermons could have doomed his campaign but because he had already defined himself early he successfully distanced himself in his race speech. A speech most people never watched but narrative of a post racial candidate existed it was already set so just saying he gave a speech on race wa enough to give him credibility on it.
Don't run away from yourself
One of the moments that made me cringe was seeing Rachel Notley in Blue next to Danielle Smith in blue in the debate. The visual was effectively hey we're the same. Which isn't the message you want send when you are saying Danielle is crazy.
You are the NDP deal with the fact it comes with some bagge. Being the UCP also comes with baggage.
Baggage can be overcome look at your cousins in BC. In 2017 they had the baggage of NDP govrement of the 90s and now are effectively a stable governing party.
Better option would have been to stick to a message which defines your government in light of your ideology. In other words play up the positives of your brand don't run away from it.
Running away from your brand actually gives credit to the incumbents attacks. It paints a picture of a group of people with a hidden agenda who cannot be trusted.
Again I point to Harper in 2006. He didn't run his campaign like he was a Liberal. Instead his policy announcements were from the right but not threating:

1. GST cut
2. Child Daycare tax credit
3. Transit tax credit
4. Fitness tax credit
5. TFSAs
6. Child sports tax credit

Find the equivalent from the left. Albertans want positive change too. They want something done about cost of living, state of healthcare or education. Some ideas to play up:

1. Regulating auto insurance rates and electricity rates
2. Building schools or hospitals
3. Improving transit
4. Deal with impacts of climate change
5. Fund public services

Two major oversights in this campaign here. The back drop to this campaign was literally massive forest fires. Which could be balme on climate change and were made worse by UCP cuts.
The other one as the spike in auto insurance and energy prices in Alberta. This campaign ad writes itself:

1. When UCP came to power Alberta had lower auto insurance rates than BC. While British Columbians have seen their cost for auto insurance fall albertans have seen year over year increases while insurance companies deny our claims.
   
2. Under a new NDP government we will bring back auto insurance regulation and ensure that Albertans are protected and pay their fair share.
   

This great message:

1. Everyone knows BC has an NDP government and if their rates are falling the NDP can take credit for it
   
2. It offers a genuine plan which Albertans are requesting.
   

Don't expect people to find your policies
Because they will not.
Most voters want your vision and policies to be given to them. They want them communicated to them in a way that is simple and easy to understand.
The idea is that they will go to your website to find the policies is ludicrous. You need to put those front and centre.
Best idea take the signs you saw on the street. Fine week one focus on attacking Smith. But week 2, 3 and 4 turn them into a policy a week idea;
For example week 2: picture of torn healthcare cards message healthcare shouldn't look like this and list of the things you'd do in healthcare like tying healthcare cards to driebes licence and Alberta IDs
Week three could be education week four could be cost of living. Etc.
Positive messages do work
Think back to most campaigns where a challenger took on an incumbent. The ones where you are successful you tend to have a message of hope and forward looking:

1. Masters of our own house - Quebec Liberals 1960
2. Choose forward - Liberals 2019
3. Stand up for Canada - Conservatives 2006
4. Hope. Change. - Obama 2008

so I (f, 20) lived with my great grandparents for about 5 years on and off throughout elementary. a couple of my uncles also lived with us as well, one of them, we’ll call him Chris was a weirdo. I didn’t realize it until years later when I told my sister “yeah i don’t think i’ve been a victim of grooming” and she said “you never know🤷🏻‍♀️” and then i remembered my pervert uncle. I was around 10-12 from all that i can remember. He had a habit of singling me out and inviting me into his room to talk or show me random things in there. He would randomly buy me snacks and sweet stuff. I wasn’t really allowed to have a bunch of sweet stuff when i was a kid cause i was thinner and they wanted to keep me that way. so it was easy to just accept it. i remember liking conversations we would have and the attention. he was never allowed to close the door though. if i came in his room everyone else would check on us and keep the door open. i wasn’t allowed to be in the kitchen when he was in there and i remember one day he tried to talk to me and i started screaming at him to leave me alone. i don’t know what triggered this. i don’t know if he touched me or anything i just can’t remember. this happened when we were in the living room just me and him. he walked away fast and we didn’t really talk after that. some time later a huge fight broke out and another person in the house revealed that he molested them when they were around the age i was and called his mom out for defending him. he also had a habit of coming in the room when i tried to get dressed/waiting by the open door until i got dressed or when i would use the restroom. it made me feel disgusted with myself. i would have trouble showering cause i was so disgusted by my body. it obviously affected me but is it grooming if i can’t remember if anything sexual happened to me? like i don’t remember him molesting me it’s like a blackout in my brain. nothing. i don’t really know what classifies as grooming. i think it still effects me cause a guy once put his hand on my thigh and it gave me a panic attack for like 30 minutes when i was in public. i couldn’t stop crying until a family member came to get me. i felt uncomfortable for a long time whenever i was around older men. i would get sick to my stomach and panicky. Again, was this grooming he was doing to me or am i dramatic? i feel dumb asking.

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No this isn’t a sad post more of a realization post. Recently I’ve come to terms with the fact that my mother likes to gaslight, manipulate and lie to get what she wants. Everyone in her side of the family is the same and idk maybe it’s some generational trauma. Recently I’ve been doing a lot of healing work to get to the root of my issues and it’s opened my mind on how many toxic traits I had and how I needed to acknowledge them as well as change them to be a better person. If there’s anything I’ve learned, a lot of people liked to use me because I was so easily accessible and now since I’m not people have a different perception of me. I’ve stopped helping my mom do a lot of things because I was always her “reliable” one which actually means “you make my life easy because you put me first and yourself second”. The other day I mentioned it to her that I wanted to buy myself a little promise ring just as like a nice treat for myself because, why not? Immediately she starts saying (I currently live at home with my parents which works cause my dad has dementia and I help my mom out only SOMETIMES now and not all the time like before) “Do you plan on living here forever? I don’t think that’s a good idea. Aren’t you trying to move out?” I didn’t understand this response because it’s only $600 (and I do work full time). I was confused why she was being so negative when I’m just trying to do something nice for myself which I rarely do. She ASSUMES I’m talking about a diamond ring and I clarified that had she asked about the ring first I would’ve told her it’s a moissanite(wayyyy cheaper than diamond) but for now I’m getting the even much cheaper option of white sapphire. Then she changes her tune “oh when I re-do the basement you can live down there and pay rent” I was baffled. Then when I try to call her out on why she’s being so negative and why she made such a nasty initial comment she gaslit me and said she never said that. Then when I tried to confront her about her tone she made the excuse “well that’s just the way I talk”. But when I brought up how she made a fucked up comment like “you’re gonna live here forever” when she allows her son to come and go as he pleases and always has a bed for him yet he never helps to take care of my father or the house she asks “why do you always bring up your brother?”. Clearly ignoring how she treats us so differently. I’ve come to the point where I realize all this bullshit is her own unhealed trauma and I just had to walk away. As usual she blamed me for being difficult but I told her she needs to go to therapy. At this point when I do finish college and have the stability to move out she is never going to see or hear from me again.

and i'll have the new moped (that i'll pay with my money anyway, through a loan) thanks to my parents; so i'll restart also rider's work, to the utmost of a month. i don't know if somebody can relate, obviously, it's the least amount of hours a week, like 3h, ill clean an office and a shop for the same corporation because there's not so much request of work around in my country... but they did a 3 months contract with the potential to be extended to indeterminate 🥹 (obviously i know hoe these things go... i won't put my faith in it. if it happens it's good, if it doesn't, i expected it.) "it ain't so much but it's my life" (cursing a bit the meme, cause actually, it ain't neither a hard one. 😅 it's a lot harder to bond with people as a work) ... i feel instantly relieved. i pass too much time on social, i think i need a mission to function well because otherwise i do short circuit in a vicious circle. without the moped i can neither stick properly to my workout program so i did it with my equipment in my homegym... but the resistance profile of free bars it's not the same, homegym works better for powerlifting. anyway don't know i anyone relate but.. voices were haunting me again, both while awake that when falling asleep that when waking up 🫥 and it's been terrifying. especially because now i can still distinguish them... but the step from sanity to insanity is close, and usually i'm not aware of being out of the border so i feared for the worst outcome. i yelled only like.. thursday, because the child insistently repeated every word i taped on the phone, i was drawing... i searched for an image to get ideas of the lines to reproduce a certain thing... the child repeated like a broke cassette the same browser research like 10 times and i howled (im not motherlanguage... but i mantained my voice deep and well spelled during all the vent, is it the right term for this kind of yelling?) blaspheme and i said "shitty children"... but i said only once. at a high volume. then i took big inhale-exhale because i was really tempted to pay her with the same card and howl for an hour, continuously, blasphemes and "shitty child!" giving it a melody like rap. but i stood silent and i contained myself. luckily, my parent's weren't home to hear this scene, and i also was at a single day of distance from therapy with the analyst... we're going little steps deeper to understand these mechanisms.
in short: signed new contract, ill restart having a mission,
"this house is clean babe, this hous is cleeean... am i who i think i aaam? ✨🌚 "
aaand i hope to stay better cause lately i even had fear to fall asleep: saturday i dreamed people who "cured" me during my e.d. mandatory treatment at eight, laughing as i fell off the bed, and staying around me on the floor in an actually threatening/ scary position, they had complete power on me, everything was tingling, fizzing, i couldn't move, like after the crash with the moped... they watch me and say "this is not an illness, nono..." in english. with melody. in a terrifying, both threatening and mocking way. and then i heared "dam" of system of a down... but i remembered "ginger". my conscious mind covered "dam" with "ginger", or something similar happened because hours after i woke up, it was ginger to sound again in my head, but at a first sight i wrote dam to my analyst. my problem with these songs is that they have a low low audio quality 😩 and i like them, but... it was like somebody put the phone at the highest volume possible, right in front of the hole of my fucking ear, and it's been terrifying especially because waking up there was no fucking body in the house, no fucking eventual people on the street with high volume music, no alarm from my phone at that hour, i was alone, it was blatant that i created everything on my own, and so because of that, even more scary.
... and also... last night, it was sunday... somebody whispered in my ear "you believe it, don't you?" but i actually don't know how to explain it in english... it was a sort of rethoric question, or a statement like "you believe it"... i am undecided how to interpret it, but it wasn't in good faith towards me. it was a sort of way to discourage me to think something i consciously believe, because it doesn't reflects the truth, apparently.
#apparently because sometimes unconscious tries to deviate investigation, so chances are is the straight opposite of what they state ... 🤕 what a mental gymnastic.
i'm sorry i need someone to tell this. 🫂🫂🫂 i hope for everyone to find their way to function because to me, having too much free time is a poison.

Heyo! 24 year old female writer here. I’m eighteen plus so please please please ensure you are before writing to me! Now a little about me, I do work but on a part time basis, quick fire would be nice but I can’t always be here. So you may see me post more depending on what ideas I’ve got and what cravings I have. But with my time off you can guarantee I’ll be posting more! Just a heads up I’m looking for clean roleplays! I do prefer discord to conduct roleplays purely for the purpose of being able to keep things more organised!
So I’m looking for those of you who can use third person, past tense and lots of detail. I say this not to be mean but because I do consider myself to be advanced literate, I expect potential partners to be the same! I’m looking for oc (me) x male canon characters from the above movies but I will enclose further fandoms and movies with in the post! I use third and past tense and would be grateful if you do too! Please note I do have dyslexia. I’d love to get some aus going as well as some love triangles. Doubles are welcome! But please note ALL my roleplays are doubles. I will be prioritising those of you who don’t want to double and are happy to play canons. I have also just finished S4 of you so I could kill for a Joe Goldberg right now!
I’d love our roleplay to be something of comfort to us both. Something to cheer us up and keep us engaged in the story! If you’ve got any wild ideas you’ve been dying to do for the below fandoms send them my way if it’s doubles I’ll do my best to accommodate them!
Fandoms I seek include: Bridgerton and Queen Charlotte, Pitch Perfect, The Office (us), House of the Dragon (Daemon), YOU, Death in paradise, Top Gun, Riverdale, MCU, Wuthering Heights, Supernatural, Pirates of The Caribbean, Narnia, Buffy, Hunger Games, Divergent, Riverdale (early seasons), The Outsiders, Pretty in pink, Heathers and Grease. If you enjoy musicals or eighties films and are able to write as the canons from the movies please do dm me! I’d love to hear from you.

Heyo! 24 year old female writer here. I’m eighteen plus so please please please ensure you are before writing to me! Now a little about me, I do work but on a part time basis, quick fire would be nice but I can’t always be here. So you may see me post more depending on what ideas I’ve got and what cravings I have. But with my time off you can guarantee I’ll be posting more! Just a heads up I’m looking for clean roleplays! I do prefer discord to conduct roleplays purely for the purpose of being able to keep things more organised!
So I’m looking for those of you who can use third person, past tense and lots of detail. I say this not to be mean but because I do consider myself to be advanced literate, I expect potential partners to be the same! I’m looking for oc (me) x male canon characters from the above movies but I will enclose further fandoms and movies with in the post! I use third and past tense and would be grateful if you do too! Please note I do have dyslexia. I’d love to get some aus going as well as some love triangles. Doubles are welcome! But please note ALL my roleplays are doubles. I will be prioritising those of you who don’t want to double and are happy to play canons. I have also just finished S4 of you so I could kill for a Joe Goldberg right now!
I’d love our roleplay to be something of comfort to us both. Something to cheer us up and keep us engaged in the story! If you’ve got any wild ideas you’ve been dying to do for the below fandoms send them my way if it’s doubles I’ll do my best to accommodate them!
Fandoms I seek include: Bridgerton and Queen Charlotte, Pitch Perfect, The Office (us), Game of thrones (tv verse), House of the Dragon (Daemon), YOU, Death in paradise, Top Gun, Riverdale, MCU, Wuthering Heights, Supernatural, Pirates of The Caribbean, Narnia, Buffy, Hunger Games, Divergent, Riverdale (early seasons), The Outsiders, Pretty in pink, Heathers and Grease. If you enjoy musicals or eighties films and are able to write as the canons from the movies please do dm me! I’d love to hear from you.

Heyo! 24 year old female writer here. I’m eighteen plus so please please please ensure you are before writing to me! Now a little about me, I do work but on a part time basis, quick fire would be nice but I can’t always be here. So you may see me post more depending on what ideas I’ve got and what cravings I have. But with my time off you can guarantee I’ll be posting more! Just a heads up I’m looking for clean roleplays! I do prefer discord to conduct roleplays purely for the purpose of being able to keep things more organised!
So I’m looking for those of you who can use third person, past tense and lots of detail. I say this not to be mean but because I do consider myself to be advanced literate, I expect potential partners to be the same! I’m looking for oc (me) x male canon characters from the above movies but I will enclose further fandoms and movies with in the post! I use third and past tense and would be grateful if you do too! Please note I do have dyslexia. I’d love to get some aus going as well as some love triangles. Doubles are welcome! But please note ALL my roleplays are doubles. I will be prioritising those of you who don’t want to double and are happy to play canons. I have also just finished S4 of you so I could kill for a Joe Goldberg right now!
I’d love our roleplay to be something of comfort to us both. Something to cheer us up and keep us engaged in the story! If you’ve got any wild ideas you’ve been dying to do for the below fandoms send them my way if it’s doubles I’ll do my best to accommodate them!
Fandoms I seek include: Bridgerton and Queen Charlotte, Pitch Perfect, The Office (us), Game of thrones (tv verse), House of the Dragon (Daemon), Game of thrones , YOU, Death in paradise, Top Gun, Riverdale, MCU, Wuthering Heights, Supernatural, Pirates of The Caribbean, Narnia, Buffy, Hunger Games, Divergent, Riverdale (early seasons), The Outsiders, Pretty in pink, Heathers and Grease. If you enjoy musicals or eighties films and are able to write as the canons from the movies please do dm me! I’d love to hear from you.

I moved out of an old rental house with two roommates a few months ago and one of said roommates the entire lease was extremely destructive to the property. I took photos of things they broke and messes they made throughout our tenancy in preparation for something like this happening. It’s now two months after moving out and I just received an email a few days ago stating that our landlord was given a fake updated address from our problem roommate and that this was our official notice that within 14 days we owe them about $2,000 for repairs to the one bedroom and bathroom. I haven’t heard from problem roommate since the lease ended and I reached out for reimbursement for their portion of the last months utilities and the landlord and third roommate have yet to hear anything back from them since this email. My other roommate told me they are refusing to pay another penny towards that place and that their ‘credit can take the hit’. I called the landlord and explained the situation and offered to provide the photo evidence that I had taken, then asked if I paid them 1/3 of the amount owed if they would take me off of the debt and they declined that offer. (Side note: lease agreement just states that debt can/will be sent to a collection agency if not paid or agreed upon a payment plan, no other specifics)
So now I need advice on how to move forward with this. As well as, if I end up paying for these damages, do I have a case to sue my old roommate for reimbursement?

I broke the NC rule… obviously will just get worst, every time I try to talk to him I just get even more worst and come back to 0 progress.
I had to text him the address for him to deliver my stuff that are in his house. After I sent we just end up talking, finish conversation. Then he said, “I hope your stuff arrives until next week so we can break all the contact we have and forget about each other”. This hurted me so much. I asked him if he doesn’t like me or hate me, and he said yes. I also asked if I went to his city would he sees me, he said that honestly no, he doesn’t even wanna talk to me.
He broke up with me because 1 month before we met and start dating, I went on a date with another man, he found out.
I told him how much I loves him and begged again for him to come back. He said “you should have thought about this before going to fuck with a random person and lie to me about it”. I didn’t cheat him, this was before we even met.
Just hurts so much to think that in the day of the breakup he was telling me how much he loves me and misses me, and after 1 hour started to say horrible things and now left me.
He broke up with me 5 days ago. I begged for him to come back in the first 3 days and today. I’m lost again. This sub and a few YouTube videos is what keeps me sane.