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2023.06.05 11:41 Spiritual_Staar 35 [M4F] Foreigner LF New people, new places, new experiences

I've been ticking off some things I've wanted to do for quite some time on my "Things I Want to Do List." I've always been comfortable doing things on my own, but I don't mind letting other people tag along. I'm a sucker for stories and stories are what make the world interesting. One way of getting them is by meeting new people, visiting new places, and gaining new experiences.
For context, I'm quite tired of superficial conversations, they're draining for me. So please feel free to talk to me about you if you're comfy. I'm also an activity/adrenaline junkie, feel free to suggest some activities as well! Doesn't have to be purely these, I'm fine with chill hangouts too. See you in the DMs!
I live in Makati but keen to drive around for meetups >>
Thanks for stopping by 🫶🏼 See 🫵 around!
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2023.06.05 11:39 MHRegis Modifying feed problem

Hi !
I encounter a problem when trying to modify an axisting trigger on IFTTT. The latter trigger was a feed coming from Google Agenda making a post on Facebook. I try to replace the Google Agenda feed by a RSS and when trying to create the trigger after entering the URL (that is correct, I checked), I have a red "Please select from the drop-down", such as I can't create the trigger.
What I found weird is I tried to create the same trigger as if I was going to subscribe for Pro (I am using a free version btw), and I the error didn't appear when creating the trigger. Obviously, I stopped when asked to pay for the Pro version.
Could someone help me resolving this issue please ?
Much thanks !
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2023.06.05 11:39 Bank_Strong My two cents on nihilism

I am lucky to have a good paying commission based job. I used to not understand how can people be so silly to be a workaholic. And here I am. When I’m working time flies so quickly, and I feel that I am useful for a bit. Other than that, the money that I save will guarantee me that in near future when I cannot withstand to suffer the job anymore (I’m sales and I hate socialising lol), I can live peacefully and frugally at some small town alone. Other than working I have no life, no friends, no consumerism, indifferent to my family.
Even travelling is much different now compared to 8 years ago when I just graduated and solo travel Europe for 3 months and China for 2 months. By then dreams are still alive and you feel hopeful and excited to everything new. This year I just visited Japan and that thrill is completely gone.
Nihilists grow out from illusions but rely on distraction to get by. Distractions can be high or low. Low level distractions are Netflix, video games, masturbation, social media etc. high level distractions are working, volunteering, reading, hobbies, sports, creating arts etc. Since nihilist is disillusioned and now awake, they cannot go back into dream anymore. They have one way to go: suicide, which I am still young and I cannot guarantee I will not resolve to that in coming years, but I am quite sure right now I don’t want to die at all. The other way is to build some high level distractions and try to enjoy life as much as possible.
The absurdism and voidness will probably always be there. For us illusions will never work again, we can only rely on distractions. Without distractions we cannot survive.
Roman Rolland famously said: there is only one true heroism in the world: to see the world as it is, and to love it. I’ll add that only 1% of population is able to see the world as it is. Most of them become nihilists. Among them, only 1% will love the world as it is, they are called positive nihilists.
I’m a new born nihilist and on my way to grow and become a positive nihilist.
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2023.06.05 11:39 CyperFlicker ADHD bros tell me the truth, I am falling in love with this app, but I wonder, is it good for me or am I signing off the rest of my remaining free time?

Installed it a while ago because I was planning to start taking notes of stuff I learn rather than leaving them for all of my 3 bytes of memory, and because I find paper boring (and I can't click links on a paper, the technology is just not ready yet).
I tried adding a note from a YouTube video I was watching right now, and for some reason adding an

tag and seeing it work made me giggle like a little girl SO:
Did it really help you organize your thoughts and help you remember more info? Or did it become your new hobby where you ended up learning about taking notes more than actually taking notes?
Arigato in advance, mon amis.

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2023.06.05 11:38 Goo_6 FYE VIP mall shop scam

Sorry if this is the wrong reddit to post this. I went to a mall a few days ago to shop for some stuff. I walked in to FYE and bought some stuff there for the first time. When checking out, the cashier offered me a VIP card for discounts and stuff. Said it was free. I thought nothing of it since I have some stuff that rewards points for shopping elsewhere, which can be applied for discounts. However the cashier never told me it was free for a month, then $12 every month after. I got scammed as I was told there was no charge. He also asked me to pick three magazines (I told him no) to choose from for getting VIP, which also scammed me. I gave him my email, name, address and phone number to sign me up. My bank card is on file too because that's what I paid for my stuff with.
Now I've been seeing online that a lot of people got scammed the same way I do and it's a pain in the butt to cancel FYE and the magazine subscriptions. I logged onto FYE to cancel my membership - says they're "working on processing my request and I will get an email confirmation." I also sent them an email to their support. I do not want to call yet. I also don't know how to get the magazines cancelled, so I need help with that too. Has anyone had this same problem and able to cancel these memberships online without calling? I'm really upset by this this. I probably won't shop at FYE after this and want my subscription cancelled. I heard that getting a new debit card number will stop them from getting anymore money from you, but I haven't tries it yet. I'm still in the 30 day free trial. I need some help.
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2023.06.05 11:38 throwawayofdust How to give in and finally just go for it?

I'm a MtF person on hormones for 2 years, I've known for the past few months that I want to be a man again. I came to a realization after some introspection and after that moment it felt like all my dysphoria was from feminine aspects. I've attempted multiple times, and feel super happy, but always end up back on HRT, I feel trapped. I've tried waning off but that just made me desire more, ive tried cold turkey but that just made me panic after a bit and get back on. I've even went so far as flushing the rest of my pills, but not soon after i was frantically calling my doctor.
I think a big issue is no support system. No one who knows of my desire to detransition and the fact some may hate me for doing so, it feels taboo almost, and i think thats mostly what keeps me back. Please. Any advice on how to kick it us really needed, Thank you.
Also feel free to message encouragement please, and btw feel free to ask for my "deadname" if it helps.
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2023.06.05 11:37 ThrowRA_Trivarkway How can I (20M) manage to approach and initiate a conversation with a girl (20F) whom I know from middle school?

Hi, I'm not sure if this post belongs here, but I'm seeking advice.

Two days ago, I added this girl on Instagram (her account was private), and she accepted my request, which both pleased and surprised me since we never really talked before. She's someone I knew from middle school, except back then, I was far from being the sociable person I am now. I was mainly the guy without friends who was harassed as soon as I arrived at school. Because of that, I have lost all my self-confidence and have other psychological issues that I won't go into detail about here. Anyway, I want to try talking to her, but I don't even know how to approach it. (I don't know if she has a boyfriend or not, but it doesn't seem like it.) We have almost the same interests and music tastes, and I believe she also noticed that when she visited my Instagram profile before accepting me (where my face is visible, and it's evident that I play drums/guitapiano and have been to quite a few concerts).

However, the problem is that she knows quite a few people who have hurt me in middle school, and I'm afraid that if I send her a private message, she might share it with all those people.

TLDR: I want to approach a girl from middle school for a conversation, but my lack of self-confidence is holding me back, even though we share similar interests.

If you have any questions, feel free to ask me.
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2023.06.05 11:37 Goo_6 FYE VIP mall shop scam

I went to a mall a few days ago to shop for some stuff. I walked in to FYE and bought some stuff there for the first time. When checking out, the cashier offered me a VIP card for discounts and stuff. Said it was free. I thought nothing of it since I have some stuff that rewards points for shopping elsewhere, which can be applied for discounts. However the cashier never told me it was free for a month, then $12 every month after. I got scammed as I was told there was no charge. He also asked me to pick three magazines (I told him no) to choose from for getting VIP, which also scammed me. I gave him my email, name, address and phone number to sign me up. My bank card is on file too because that's what I paid for my stuff with.
Now I've been seeing online that a lot of people got scammed the same way I do and it's a pain in the butt to cancel FYE and the magazine subscriptions. I logged onto FYE to cancel my membership - says they're "working on processing my request and I will get an email confirmation." I also sent them an email to their support. I do not want to call yet. I also don't know how to get the magazines cancelled, so I need help with that too. Has anyone had this same problem and able to cancel these memberships online without calling? I'm really upset by this this. I probably won't shop at FYE after this and want my subscription cancelled. I heard that getting a new debit card number will stop them from getting anymore money from you, but I haven't tries it yet. I'm still in the 30 day free trial. I need some help.
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2023.06.05 11:36 _xghostsx_ Threesome with my friend and her boyfriend.

Just had a threesome with my good friend and her boyfriend. She would always share pics and videos of them having sex. I was sexually attracted to him but I never said anything. Well tonight we were hanging out and she talked him into letting me join. It took him a while but he eventually got comfortable with me. I really hope we can do it again. He was amazing.
Feel free to message me if anyone would like to know more details.
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2023.06.05 11:36 mawariyu r/YOASOBI Growth and Post Quality

Hello YOASOBI, I am u/mawariyu, part of the mod team and I am coming to you with simple guidelines to create posts of higher quality!

Wowow ok wait a minute there..this is coming out of nowhere.. kinda?
Short flashback: 2 Years ago the subreddit reached it's first 1k members, an amazing milestone for a niche subreddit like this! Back then I used to do weekly posts with YOASOBI related news (I managed 36 weeks and then I got tired of it tbh). While the subreddit grew, YOASOBI as a group was a bit on a hiatus at that time, releasing new songs rather sporadically.
In the last couple months the pace picked up: The YOASOBI JP Arena tour started and the new Oshi no Ko Opening song IDOL was released. Just to give you guys some numbers: IDOL (jp ver.) was released roughly a month ago, and within the last month this subreddit got 240 new members. With a total of now 3.7k members, roughly 6.6% have been part of this subreddit for less than 30 days.
And first of all I want to say: THANK YOU for loving YOASOBI! The growth of the subreddit in the last 2 years is amazing, and I hope to see the subreddit grow even more.
**BUT*\* With increasing traffic on subreddits comes one problem: Post quality decreases.
How do you measure post quality? I did a quick google search and couldn't find something to copy and paste, so here are my 5 cents on what increases/ decreases the quality of a post: (Following is all an opinion)
  1. Post Title: a) The title should summarize the post (e.g. like AITA posts) - Low quality titles could be: "QUESTION??" or "OMG LOOK AT THIS" or "SO CUTE HAHA ;) <3<3" b) When sharing an official YOASOBI MV, just copy & paste the Youtube title \- Low quality titles could be: "THEY RELEASED A NEW SONG" or "NEW SONG IDOL OUT NOW LETS GO" c) When sharing Links (youtube, twitter etc.), just post link and try to summarize the Announcement. Write additional information as a comment. - Low quality titles could be: "UMM HAVE YOU GUYS SEEN THIS?" or "I SAW THIS SONG ON TIKTOK AND I SEARCHED FOR IT ON YOUTUBE BUT COUDLNT FIND IT AT FIRST LOL BUT HEY I THOUGHT YOU GUYS MIGHT LIKE IT!"
  2. Post Flair: Please use an appropriate flair for your post if that exists. If in doubt, choose none and we as mods might assign your post one. It is not helpful for the filtering system if a random question post gets the flair "official", which is reserved for posts from, well, official YOASOBI accounts.
  3. Post Content: a) We DO encourage discussions about the songs. - Please try guide the readers of your post into a certain direction, e.g. low quality post content: "Do you like the new song?" is nothing you can discuss about, as it is a YES/NO question. If you instead say something like: e.g. high quality post content: "I am interested in possible interpretations of the new song. Do you guys have any Ideas? It reminds me of the new John Wick movie" people might be encouraged to start an actual discussion. b) We DO encourage "discussions" about the YOASOBI members. - Of course keep it civil. "They owe us xyz!" or "Why don't they do abc?" is, again, nothing to discuss about and will only end in toxic commentary. Just be respectful to all YOASOBI members. c) If you have a question, please research 1. Official Twitter Accounts or 2. YOASOBI or 3. YOASOBI Discord for answers before posting a question. - Depending on the question itself, try to give enough context so anyone could actually help you out (don't doxx yourself though, please)
  4. Other Options to increase Post Quality: a) Formatting (mostly for desktop users) b) Reread title and content to correct grammaspelling mistakes c) Add English translations to comments if you post e.g. a tweet in Japanese d) Add context to comments if you post a video/ picture e) A "Live Chat"-Post is awful and only makes sense for large scale subreddits.

Please don't think of those points as set rules but rather as a guideline to strengthen the YOASOBI subreddit.
High quality posts (should) lead to discussions and fun in participating in such.
So in the next time, if I see a really low quality post I will remove it and link this post.
Feel free to repost with higher quality title/content.
I would love to hear your guys's opinions (Via comments or modmail u/mawariyu u/RehydratedJatoba) on this, maybe more takes on what makes a post high/low quality or content you would like to see more of in the subreddit!
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2023.06.05 11:36 Diligent_Archer_315 First SAB Work Sesh inoculating agar plates

First SAB Work Sesh inoculating agar plates
After months of research/planning/asking questions on here I finally inoculated my first set of agar plates with a spore syringe!
I used pre-poured plates this time, but plan to make my own next time. Luckily I know someone who works for a giant lab and they said they could get me tons of Petri dishes and parafilm for free so I was like sweet
I've got them chilling in plastic containers in my closet with a thermometer.
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2023.06.05 11:36 dumbass_femboy hi, im not gluten free but my family is convinced i am. leading to me getting sick a LOT

my situation is that my parents are convinced i am highly sensitive to gluten, and think its what causes my skin to get bad. when in fact its an allergic reaction to other foods that I've known for years. and every time i eat gluten free food for a period im constantly getting sick and having stomach problems. is there anything in these foods that can cause this? because every time i eat them, about a day or even an hour later im stuck throwing up for around half an hour at a time. what is causing this? i already eat very little dairy and stuff, and have been to the doctors non stop for tests that have all come back negative, despite that my dad is absolutely convinced i have either celiacs or a high sensitivity to gluten
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2023.06.05 11:36 Jenny_reaper666 if you want free oc then give me drink gender personality and style one oc to one person will change the flair if i have to

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2023.06.05 11:36 spring-express-train Idoly Pride feels like a game that’s both extremely polished yet very rushed at the same time

So I guess I can share a bit of my experience with this game with some background. I’ve been playing a new shiny Idol game on mobile and after a few days I can’t help but feel scared to commit to this game even if I really enjoy it so far.
I wanted a more casual feel-good experience and I’ve been itching for a good Idol game ever since Love Live SIFAS broke my heart with how it went down. Idoly Pride has potential so far, the art quality for the cards is fantastic and making characters wear costumes of your choice while performing a huge draw for me. I also like that the game is more centered on the professional side of Idol culture instead of being school based. Not to mention the photoshoot idea is genius and I hope that feature gets expanded on
Yet, there’s some things that bother me about this game. For one thing I think some of the girls look way too damn similar to each other. Looking at just the card art, I can’t tell who half of them are supposed to be and that lack of visual clarity is a huge downside for me as I never felt confused when it came to distinguishing Love Live girls from one another.
Another thing is the gacha itself. It feels way too obtuse for my taste with all the pieces and multiple banners going on at once. I can’t tell which banner is useful for a new player and some of them feel straight up random (why do we have a wedding banner featuring a single character at launch? And what the hell is this double angel banner thing)
Anyways, those are my thoughts on the game so far. Feel free to chime in if I missed anything
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2023.06.05 11:35 Pancakes_on_Saturday My Personal Hacks for 90% Less Hay Fever

Hi all,
I'm a long-time hay fever sufferer. I've had hay fever since I was 3 years old and I am now 37. I'm allergic to grass and tree pollen and my hay fever is usually very strong and lasts for 2 months (May and June).
Throughout the years I have managed to find many hacks that make my life with hay fever much more bearable. To the point that I actually enjoy this beautiful period of the year!
Here is what helps me in order of importance:
  1. I take 600 mg NAC on an empty stomach once a day. This supplement reduces my hay fever by 70-80%. It works very quickly. I highly recommend you try it. If your symptoms are very bad, you can increase the dose. NAC reduces mucus production and lowers inflammation. For me, it was a game-changer.
  2. Recently I bought an Air-Purifier which I use at home throughout the day and in my bedroom at night. I think it has made a difference and my symptoms are next to zero when I am at home. It's not hugely expensive. The model I bought is around 120 EUR. It's also very quiet and can be used when you sleep.
  3. Nasal Filters - I use the WoodyKnows brand and I am happy with them. I use them when I go out and they clearly help to keep the pollen out of my nose. You have to find the right size for your nose so that they don't leave a gap but are at the same time comfortable. You can get used to wearing them and most people don't notice if you are wearing them.
  4. If you can, wear contact lenses. I am short-sighted, so I wear contact lenses anyway, but when I switch to my glasses, my symptoms are much worse.
  5. Wash your hair and body when you come home. This is very important and helps a lot.
  6. Change your pillow case every day and the rest of your bed sheets twice a week.
  7. Clean your nose and eyes with a saline solution a couple of times every day.
  8. Vacuum and wet-clean the floors and surfaces of your home every couple of days. Clean with water your balconies, too.
  9. If your eyes are constantly red and puffy, use anti-histamine eye drops. I use eye drops with the active ingredient Levocabastine.
  10. Start taking antihistamines BEFORE the hay fever season starts. I use the medication Bilaxten.
If you are in Europe and can afford it, spend some time in hay fever-free places. For context, I live in Switzerland where the grass and tree pollen count is very high. But if I can do it, I love going for a week or so to Nice, France. I have practically zero hay fever there. The same is also true for Tenerife. Naturally, this is only a luxury solution :-)
Hay fever made me miserable in the past and I know how awful it can be.
I sincerely hope some of these tips help you.
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2023.06.05 11:35 tordenskrald88 I think I was SA'ed when I was young and reacted by fawning? Is that possible?

Please be kind. I feel vulnerable and English isn't my first language.
For years I have know about rape not needing to be a stranger jumping out of a brush to assault you. I have been one of the commenters saying consent means actively checking in on your sexual partner and for some people it's natural to freeze during an assault instead of fighting or fleeing. That consenting to sex, doesn't mean consenting to all kinds of sex, ect. But apparently for a numbers of reasons I have never applied these to my own past.
I kinda need to know what this looks like from the outside, because I honestly don't know anymore.
When I was like 18-19 I was drinking a lot, partying a lot and had a lot of casual sex (I know now, and knew even back then, that it was an unhealthy coping mechanism but I didn't really know how to deal with things other than that). I live in a generally sex positive country and the environment I frequented included a lot of hook up culture.
One night a guy took interest in me and I was down. We left the bar we were at, but had no place to go to have sex. It obviously annoyed him, and I suggested we just did it in park nearby, that would be empty at night. A really secluded place. He agreed since there where no better option. Things got rough really fast and to boil it down he almost bit off one of my nipples (as in, it was almost not connected to my body anymore - it ended up healing though), he tore my butt cheeks apart so roughly that my skin split all the way from my anus to where the cheeks meet. It was a bloody mess. I was bleeding vaginally too. In the moment I reacted with doing whatever I felt like I could to make him cum fast thinking then it would be over. It included thrusting back and moaning at points. Then he choked me so hard I almost passed out. I thought I would die and wanted to call out for help, but obviously couldn't get a word out. In the moment I thought "this I why he really really wanted a room. He's going to kill me". Then it was over. I used the next week to get over my injuries and hide the marks around my neck and shoulders and breasts and try to make things heal. And telling myself I was a bad bitch for engaging in what I at that point accepted as just bdsm (I know better now).
It never really occurred to me how wrong it all felt. I even met him later as we were regulars in the same place, and he ignored me. It was at that point I realized that he probably didn't actually think I liked it. Yeah, I know, I was naive.
I just stored it as bad sex in my memory, but now, being in my 30s and looking back at it, I feel like it really wasn't okay. I don't care for him so much at this point in my life, but I think what I really need to know is, is it possible to react like I did during an assault? To just do whatever to make it be over as soon as possible, including sexually interacting? And isn't it wrong to act that violently during sex with a new person without discussing it beforehand? In the situation I never really felt like it was possible to say no or stop it, but maybe it was?
I don't know if I have just told myself this was bad sex, because I couldn't accept myself as a victim of assault, or if what I did was actually willfully participating. I just feel so confused and have so many feelings about something that didn't matter to me nearly as much back then - maybe exactly because I acted like it was okay and that I had a choice.
I feel like I'm rambling, but has anybody heard of or experienced something like this or have any thoughts that can help me deal with suddenly looking at myself and my experiences in a different way.
(therapy is not an option in my life right now)
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2023.06.05 11:34 PurpleAlex42 33M British chap looking for chats with new people!

Hello all British guy looking for chats and making new friends from all over the world, near, far, wherever you are, age, whatever!
Tell me some facts on about you, some thoughts and feelings, or deep dark secrets, I'm happy to chat!
Happy to chat here or on another social! Drop me a message and let's take it from there! :)
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