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2023.06.07 01:06 Fun-Dragonfly-4308 Is it illegal to film someone nude in their car?

Someone came up to my car and filmed me sitting without pants on after car sex (stupid I know won’t be doing again). It was in an empty lot and this person parked elsewhere and walked up behind the car before approaching. Don’t know how long they were there or how much they saw, but definitely saw me without pants and filmed it. This is not the first time this man has approached my car.
Was it illegal for him to film me like this? I know it was technically in public, but I wouldnt have been visibly undressed unless someone came up to the car and put their face/flash against the window like he did.
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2023.06.07 01:06 NoStretch8 Best Mortgage for Smith Maneuver

Hi all,
Crossposting this from /MortgagesCanada. I'm hoping to buy a house and want to look into the Smith Maneuver.
Looking to buy a house in Alberta (mortgage details below):
Insured or uninsured. Uninsured
25 or 30 year amortization. Open to either
How long is the term of the mortgage. Planning on 3 year fixed (but flexible on this)
Rental or owner occupied. Owner occupied
Purchase, refinance, or is a transfer? Purchase
LTV. Meaning how much is the house worth, and how much are you borrowing. Still looking, but max would be 1.3M. Have ~500k available for a downpayment if needed
Location. Alberta
Additional information: Current household income is ~450k, but might take a step down in coming years
I am hoping to implement the Smith Maneuver for this mortgage. I've looked here: https://edrempel.com/best-smith-manoeuvre-mortgages/ and have a few questions for this sub.
Is there any advantage going to a broker for this? Does anyone have recent experience with getting this? Curious to hear what kind of rates people are getting. I was planning on setting up time with TD and BMO to get quotes. Are rates significantly higher than what might be available through a smaller lender (which could change whether or not the Smith Maneuver makes sense in our situation) Is there anything else I should be considering to set this up? Hopefully that's enough information, thanks for the help!
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2023.06.07 01:05 Beautiful_Bee_5938 Setting Boundaries 4m and 6M

Hello. I learn so much from this thread but I need major help, the current kids I nanny for will no listen . They don’t know how to adhere to boundaries and will fight me on every little thing, I have patience but a big one is running away on to the street, there’s no natural consequence for that once they’ve ran, I give a million reminders in the car once we get out and it still does not work.
I also wonder how you guys get kids out of the car, I will legit beg 4M for 20+ minutes to go to fun activities the park or story time he ends up enjoying it but it’s burning me out and the constant fights are exhausting.
The kids also yell your stupid, you’re dumb, all the time it does not hurt my feelings but it’s very disrespectful and need tips. The kids are old enough to understand consequences but it does not stick
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2023.06.07 01:05 TrainerPrestigious29 Need advice: am I cut out to be a nanny?

Hi all, I'm new here and could really use some advice. This is my first nanny role, though I've worked in a daycare in the past.
Context: I am working 20-30 hrs/week for 8mo NK, just for the summer. In mid-August, I go back to school. NK is adorable, sweet, and I absolutely love her.
I've been here for a few weeks, almost a month. Lately while working, I start to feel very overwhelmed and bored. I know those seem like opposite emotions, but I start to think about how I'll be staring at a baby all summer and I'm not sure I'm cut out for it.
MB is WFH, which I think is adding a bit of tension because I feel nervous that she's watching/judging and like I can't take my eyes off NK for a second. I don't know how much of it is in my head versus how much is real, MB surely has some habits that some would deem overbearing, and I do think she expects the very best for her baby (which is understandable).
Basically, when I am playing with baby I start to feel overwhelmed and like I can't do this for a whole summer. My brain knows it's a good gig and it's not forever, and I would feel absolutely terrible to leave them suddenly, but I just don't know how to keep going.
I have told MB that I've been emotional lately and she has expressed concern for my wellbeing, which is very kind. I've not told her any specifics or that I'm not sure I can hack it in the role.
I've also started trying to read while NK plays independently to occupy myself, but of course I can't do it all the time and I still worry MB would not be happy with me doing that.
Any advice on how to proceed or similar experiences would be so helpful. Thank you so much.
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2023.06.07 01:05 Fruitypies Tamagotchi UNI in NZ/Australia

Hi all, kiwi here - any news on possible places to order the new tama a bit closer to home? Amazon US price is NZD$100 + shipping, which I expected, but I'm still bummed out at how much it is. Global release doesn't feel very global when they always seem to forget we exist :(
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2023.06.07 01:05 Codpuppet About to finish my second year teaching and I need to vent

My first experience teaching Pre-K was during the first year of the COVID-19 pandemic. I was 20 years old, had 15 students, and class was fully in-person. The environment was incredibly toxic and being a first-time teacher during the pandemic was incredibly stressful, but somehow, it was still fulfilling and I decided to teach again this year after finishing my degree.
My class graduates in a few days, and while I am very proud, my mental and physical health are at a very low point. I feel like crying or vomiting most days by the time I clock out. I don’t have time to eat, drink, or use the restroom during the day. We have no benefits, no sick days, PTO, etc.
I don’t know how to feel and it’s been so long since I had the energy to properly feel anything. For the past nine months I have been tired and perpetually sick with whatever bug the kids currently have at school - none of the parents can afford a sick day (God Bless America), so I’ve had to play school nurse many times. I have watched kids hallucinate from untreated UTIs while their parents won’t answer their phones, and have been helpless when they are so sick all they can do is lay on the carpet and cry for mommy and daddy.
Each day I see these kids suffer so much for what we are failing to give them, and to be honest, it is ruining me.
I don’t know what my next move is after this. I’m just depressed. America needs to do better. It is no wonder why every other developed country surpasses the US in education.
And people ask me if I feel like I’m making a difference, but I don’t. Most of the time, I feel I’m just another cog of this broken system and that this harms the kids, too.
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2023.06.07 01:04 throwra29293945aaqqq I told a girl she has no self respect and she keeps fighting with me

My friend has been dating her boyfriend for a year. During this time he was cheating on his gf of ten years. The GF found out and told my friend and her family what he did and left. My friend stayed with him.
The ex girl friend sent this message to my friends entire family and all her friends this week:
I am not proud of my actions but I have to inform that I slept with Steven (no condom and came inside me). He resumed contact and began flirting several weeks ago, with increasing urging of meeting up ‘as friends’ and the like. During the meeting he heavily pushed sexual talk and it escalated. I was naive, I hoped it might have represented a reconcilliation especially as I am still reeling from how much he hurt me previously. I was informed after the fact that he expected it to be kept a secret and made it clear he hoped to keep that arrangement going. This upset me, prompting a much deeper conversation that honestly reminded me of all the terrible ways he has treated me. I tell you all this because I was forced to realise he hasn’t changed, what he is doing is wrong, and that on top of all that if I say nothing he got to use me and get away with it.
My friend was so hurt reading this and crying. She completely embarrassed everyone and took away the chance for them to talk about their relationship issues just between the two of them. The whole world didn’t have to know.
I messaged the ex girlfriend and told her she has no self respect. The ex girlfriend told me tell your friend to look in the mirror and this isn’t me Vs her, this is all him. I said you’re sick and I never met someone with lower self respect.
She started a fight and called my friend a lot of names.
Was I wrong for telling a girl she has no self respect? How do I get her to stop? My friend wont stop crying.
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2023.06.07 01:04 Scott_TargetTestPrep 💡 TTP Pro Tip: Do Not Focus Too Much Verbal Study Time on Memorizing Vocab


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Do Not Focus Too Much Verbal Study Time on Memorizing Vocab
A very common mistake among students studying for the GRE is focusing most or all of one’s Verbal study time on memorizing vocabulary words.
Now, it’s true that learning GRE vocab words is an important aspect of GRE preparation. Plus, learning vocab is a fairly straightforward process — certainly more so than closely analyzing the logic and meaning of TC and SE sentences, learning to distinguish between trap answers and correct ones, and so on. So, when it comes to studying GRE Verbal, it can be very tempting to simply run through vocab flashcards for a while and call it a day.
However, there are many concepts that have nothing to do with vocab that test-takers need to master in order to perform well on the Verbal section — even on “vocab-focused” questions. Additionally, you must learn how to apply your vocab knowledge in Verbal questions, how to understand the logic of Verbal questions, and how to efficiently deploy specific strategies for answering the various types of Verbal questions. None of these skills and this knowledge will be acquired through memorizing word definitions.
Also, students who focus too heavily on studying vocab may find that they’ve seriously neglected their RC study. Remember, roughly half of the questions you see in the Verbal sections are Reading Comprehension questions. Adequately preparing for all the different passages and question types that RC can throw at you can take significant time and effort. An overemphasis on vocab study tends to get in the way of that work.
Reach out to me with any questions. Happy studying!
Warmest regards,
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2023.06.07 01:04 txma- I'm at a crossroads

There are so many great looking fighting games that are coming out and I'm not sure which to get and sink my teeth into. Theres also one that's been out for about 2 years now I've been looking at but I want to wait until I see the next two games. I'm fairly new to traditional fighting games, my only experience being Mortal Kombat 9 and X split screen with family and friends. Some Mortal Kombat 11 experience, but I've always been extremely casual and button spammy in them and never took the time to get good. However, I'm now looking for a traditional fighting game that is active on Xbox. I have 3 choices and an honorable mention. My 3 choices are: Guilty Gear Strive Mortal Kombat 1 Street Fighter 6
and the honorable mention is Tekken 8. The reason Tekken is an honorable mention is because I'm open to the idea of it becoming a choice, but I'm not too keen on the 3 dimensional movement. My brother plays Soul Caliber and it was always a bit weird how there was a third direction he could move in, but if anyone has any opinions and are capable of changing my mind I'm willing to consider Tekken 8 as a choice. Please let me know out of the 3 choices which I should get into. I want to put several hundreds of hours into learning it and becoming genuinely skilled at the game rather than mashing buttons. I'd also prefer it if any responses that push me towards Mortal Kombat 1 don't include my previous Mortal Kombat experience as a reason for choosing it, as I don't think my prior experience was much of anything but button mashing. Much appreciated to those who give their input!
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2023.06.07 01:04 Ill_Scientist1006 Wife is cheating with local shop keeper whilst my son is dying from cancer

As I walked into my house after a long and tiring day of work, I couldn't help but feel a sense of unease in the air. Something just didn't feel right. I called out to my wife, but no response came. I figured she was probably at the local shop getting some groceries. So, I decided to sit down and watch some TV while I waited for her to return.
After a few minutes, I heard the door open, and I assumed it was my wife returning with the groceries. However, what I saw next shocked me to my very core. It was my wife, Sara, and the local shopkeeper, Tom, walking in together. They were laughing and joking like they were old friends. I felt a mixture of anger and betrayal. My wife and I had been married for 10 years. I had always trusted her, and this was the last thing that I had expected to see.
As they walked into the house, Sara introduced Tom to me. He seemed like a nice enough guy, but I couldn't shake off the feeling that something was off about their relationship. They sat down on the couch, and I went to the kitchen to get us all some drinks. As I was pouring the drinks, I couldn't help but overhear their conversation.
"Did I tell you about the new shipment of wine that we got in?" Tom asked.
"No, you didn't," Sara replied.
"I'll have to show it to you sometime," Tom said, as he winked at her.
I couldn't believe it. My wife was cheating on me with the local shopkeeper! I didn't know what to do. I felt like my whole world had just crashed down on me. But, it wasn't just my wife's infidelity that was tearing me apart; my son was also gravely ill.
My son, Jack, was diagnosed with cancer last year. It was a rare form of cancer that had spread throughout his body, and the doctors had given him six months to live. This news hit me like a ton of bricks. I thought I was going to lose my mind. How could this be happening to us?
I remember the day we found out, and how we both broke down in tears. Jack was only seven years old, and he didn't deserve this. I made a promise to myself that I would spend every moment I had with him and do everything in my power to make him happy.
Over the past few months, Jack's health had been deteriorating. He had grown weaker by the day, and it was becoming harder and harder for him to do even the simplest of tasks. He spent most of his time in bed, and it was heartbreaking to see him suffer like this.
I sat down next to him and held his hand. "How was school today, buddy?" I asked, trying to distract him from his pain.
"It was okay, Dad," he responded weakly. "I'm just really tired."
I could see the pain in his eyes, and it broke my heart. I wished there was something I could do to make him feel better.
Later that same night, as Sara and I were getting ready for bed, I brought up what I had seen earlier with Tom.
"Sara, can we talk for a minute?" I asked.
"Sure," she replied, as she climbed into bed next to me.
"I saw you and Tom today," I said, trying to keep my composure.
"Oh, that," she responded. "Tom and I are just friends. I go to the shop all the time and we just got to talking."
"I saw the way he looked at you," I said, feeling a twinge of jealousy in my chest. "I don't want you spending time alone with him anymore. And besides, you're still married to me."
"I understand where you're coming from," she said, "but Tom is just a friend. There's nothing more to it than that."
I knew that she was lying to me, but I didn't press the issue. I didn't want to make a scene and lose my temper with her.
As I lay in bed that night, I couldn't stop thinking about my son and how we were going to lose him soon. I felt so helpless and alone. I wished that there was something I could do to make his pain go away. The thought of losing my child was almost unbearable.
Over the next few weeks, Jack's condition worsened. He had stopped eating altogether and had to be fed through a tube. It was becoming harder and harder for him to breathe, and he was constantly in pain. I spent every moment I could with him, holding his hand and telling him how much I loved him.
Then, one night, it happened. Jack took his last breath and slipped away from this world. I felt like my heart had been ripped out of my chest. I didn't know how to go on without him.
As I sat there, holding my son's lifeless body, I couldn't help but think about my wife's betrayal. She had cheated on me with Tom while our son was slowly dying. How could she be so heartless?
In that moment, I made the decision that I needed to separate myself from her. I couldn't live with someone who was capable of such betrayal. I wanted to focus on healing from the loss of my son and moving on with my life.
In the end, it was a painful journey, but I made it through. I still think about my son every day, but I know that he's in a better place now. As for my ex-wife and Tom, they're still together, and I've moved on. Life has a way of testing us, but it's up to us to decide how we react to those tests.
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2023.06.07 01:04 Sea-Middle-5310 Do you think MD will get another season? Do you think we will get 3+?

With how much lore and such is already crammed into the episodes and how there will probably only be 8 in the season it just doesn’t feel like enough time to finish the grand story, and with how cool and unexplored the md universe is, and and with how successful and presumably profitable the merch has been, and and and with how glithc has been running less popular (as in not as many people watched it not saying they aren’t good) series for much longer I’d say it’s almost guaranteed we get a season two and likely but not guaranteed we get more. Tell me what you guys think! (Please oh mighty smg4 gods make this show run for 5+ seasons I’ll give you all my non essential organs)
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2023.06.07 01:04 No-Distribution6191 NEW BETA!!! Metro State RP DOJ vMenu (NEW) TONS of cars/eup/mlo's all optimized! Semi-Serious RP vMenu Server. Join a New and GROWING community that values you as a member and player! EXPERIENCED DEVS, OWNER, MANAGEMENT (ACTIVE)

NEW BETA!!! Metro State RP DOJ vMenu (NEW) TONS of cars/eup/mlo's all optimized! Semi-Serious RP vMenu Server. Join a New and GROWING community that values you as a member and player! EXPERIENCED DEVS, OWNER, MANAGEMENT (ACTIVE)
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Metro State RP is a brand new DOJ based vMenu server. This server is currently wrapping up with the final touches on development.
We are ready to launch right now. We just need more people. Most notably crims, civs, gangs, cops. Currently pulling 8-13 each night.
We just need more people: -We currently have BCSO, LSPD, and SAST that are starting up and looking for officers. -BCSO has waived their applications and are allowing candidates to skip straight to training. -LSPD seemingly is having a slower start to things. Could use help with command related things I think and help setting up the department. -FD is starting up, but will be officially launched after launch the server. -If you are interested in starting a department or business. I am all for it. I currently do have a short pause on development of these departments just until PD and FD is 100% squared away and confirmed to be good to go/ bug-free and its operating relatively smoothly. I am still assigning “ownership” of these roles and helping everywhere else I can. -Not currently looking for anymore police department or Fire Department heads. -Everything else is open.
-Regular civs, you are the life-blood of the server. I listen to regular players just as much as admins. -Accepting whitelist gang apps very quickly. -Could use more staff as well, but they should also be involved elsewhere in the servecommunity. -EUP Devs would be a god-send. Ideally if you know how to optimize or if you create. We should talk:) -I am looking for help with vehicles. I don’t mind teaching people the ropes, but extra brownie points if you know how to make good handling files or optimize, as it takes me a very long time to do… In the rare occurrence you are a vehicle modeler. We should talk 📷
The server is in a good state already. Optimized, mostly done with development just doing final touches. We have tons of MLO’s, including hidden ones, over 750 custom cars, EUP… and the best part, all optimized. ( I still have like 38 cars to go through and optimize.) However, I still need to balance all of them.
TONS of awesome cars!
-We have also added a lot of scripts and features that add to rp, simple things like /carry, /th, /piggyback, etc. -A ton of emotes, including props. -Other things like hiding in trunks, being able to push vehicles, attach them to tow trucks, GSR tests, etc. -Lots of small little rp focused scripts that I'm sure I'm forgetting. -We have activities that you can actually go do with friends, like mini-golf. Or hit up Dave and Busters and play some arcade games like Pac-Man, Tetris, or more modern game options. -All of these things are going to continue to grow as I add more in. -Sonoran CAD -VStancer -Working Doorlocks for businesses, PD, etc.
This isn't going to be an overnight thing. It will take some time and effort. I have yet to find a community centered vMenu server that values and listens to their community beyond the paying members and admin friend groups.
Again, I want to emphasize that the server, development wise is pretty much complete. … but, aside from that its just polishing.
This will NOT be another fly-by-night vmenu server. Come see for yourself!
Come check us out! See why we have 10+ people playing on the server creating RP before we have even launched. These guys are so anxious to play, we just have to wait one more day! Please don't hesitate to DM me if you have ANY questions or need ANY help at all. Uncle Larry#5696
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2023.06.07 01:04 bumblebb94 I hate my husband

I left my abusive husband last week and I keep switching between pure agony and barely controlled rage. Right now I’m fucking angry. I forgot to unsubscribe from his stupid twitch account so I just got an email that he’s streaming himself playing one of his dumb fucking games. A week ago this man was sobbing, begging me to stay, saying he’ll kill himself if he loses me. I went through years of manipulation, mind games, control, intimidation, and mental and emotional abuse that has left me absolutely wrecked. I can’t sleep, getting out of bed is a challenge, I’m stuffing my face until I feel physically ill. I feel like a shell of a person. I don’t trust anyone, I don’t trust myself, I HATE myself but I also fucking hate him. He vowed to take care of me and all he’s done is destroy me. I’m in the deepest pits of agony and he’s unemployed, living with his useless fucking friends and streaming dumb fucking video games, not a fucking care in the world. How is it fair that HE ruined this marriage and I’m the one doing all the hard work and taking the biggest hits?
I hate him. I hate him so much. No one will EVER do this to me again.
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2023.06.07 01:04 fayemoonlight I’ve decided I’m going to end my life in July

These past 4 or 5 days have been horrendous. I have borderline personality disorder. I know the stigma and I know I’m probably an awful person but I’ve tried and tried to be the best person I can possibly be and apparently that’s not enough. Apparently, I’m difficult to talk to. I’ve always been open to communication so I can learn and grow but whenever I try and defend myself, it’s not acceptable. I’ve not insulted anyone or said anything inappropriate; all I’ve said is how I feel. I have other friends who have said I’ve done nothing wrong but the damage is done to be honest.
I’ve been organising something for my relative’s milestone birthday and that has been a nightmare. From me apparently messing up with booking a restaurant (again, I truly did not know I was supposed to follow up on a comment which was made. I thought they [the owner] would be in contact with me if they were still okay with making a deal with me) to me not arranging home care for an elderly relative (again, they have known my plans for months so I thought they would use their common sense). It was just fuck up upon fuck up and I just wanted to do something special but now I don’t even think she [my relative] wants it anymore. I even ended up shouting at my elderly relative as she kept talking about how she could die at any moment and I couldn’t take her constantly saying things like that. It hurts so much. So I told her.
So I have all of that, three people I thought as friends effectively telling me I’m a shitty person (they’ve excluded me from gatherings and been cold with me but none of them will tell me the issues to my face; just to each other), and now, finally, I’ve been ghosted by the first guy I’ve liked in years.
My main trigger for BPD is men. I’ve been let down/abused by every man in my life and never had a meaningful romantic relationship. This guy was the first one I’ve liked in so long. We got drunk and I started saying how much I liked him and he told me we didn’t need to rush and, when I got home, he told me had a lovely evening and he was glad I was okay. He is now ghosting me after 4 days and 2 messages. It’s my own fault, I get it, but just tell me you’re not interested instead of ignoring me.
Anyway, that’s the final nail in the coffin. I have no career, no idea what I’m going to do with my life, broke, hopelessly unloved romantically, and apparently, despite my best efforts, still a shitty person. I’m just not cut out for this world. June is a very busy month for my family birthday wise so I don’t want to ruin it for them. After that though, I’m leaving. I still don’t know how but there’s just no point in my existence. People may be sad but, the world moves on. I can’t take this pain anymore. It has been said that BPD is the most painful psychological disorder and I feel it. There really is no use for me so it’s time to go. For my sake and everyone else’s.
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2023.06.07 01:03 blkt300 DPF cleaning question

I have a ‘14 Passat TDI SEL that had a turbo failure. I’m cleaning the DPF myself while it’s out of the car awaiting a new turbo, since the bad one spit some oil into it. The car also had the DPF regeneration frequency code prior to the turbo failure, but it ran fine.
Based on a video I found (link below), I started with lye drain cleaner for the oil residue and then used muriatic acid, filling it and letting it soak about 15mins before rinsing it out, and doing this for 3-4 rounds. Then I stuck a pressure washer in the intake side and sprayed it out.
My question is, how much water should be able to pass all the way through the DPF? When I fill it up with the acid solution, it takes a few seconds to start draining out the other end, and then it’s only a trickle. The pressure washer didn’t force water all the way through, either…it just filled it up. During each round of cleaning, the liquid that came out was full of large chips of soot (like paint chip size) rather than full dissolution.
Does this mean my DPF is still clogged? Would the fluid flow freely through it if it was good? Should I keep going with the acid?
Video: https://youtu.be/LE1boZ3fhLg
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2023.06.07 01:03 iXsPtzitzirzidptrA just rewatched after a couple years

this may turn into an essay lmao
this anime is fucking incredible. i dont remember when it was that i first watched it but im guessing i was around 12, as itd match up to when i started watching anime. im 15 now, which might not seem like that big of a jump, but maturity and understanding change alot more than i ever thought they would during puberty. angel beats was one of the first animes i watched and i enjoyed it so much. the characters are so lovable and the ending oh my god. i rewatched it over the past two days and theres still tears in my eyes 20 minutes after the end, and its pretty difficult to make me cry tbh.
anyway just wanted to make my first and probably only post on this subreddit to say how much i love this show, and also charlotte thats really good. i rewatched that about a week ago and it reminded me of angel beats so i had to. sorry for rambling on but if anyone reads this i hope you have a great rest of your day/night. thank you for reading
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2023.06.07 01:03 Galdina Spravato worsening attention

Hey there. I've been doing Spravato for 3 months (one month with 2 sessions a week, a month with 1 session and then back to 2 sessions), but I stopped taking it last Friday because my new psychiatrists think that, now that I'm not having suicidal ideation nor being extremely negative about my life anymore, I should focus on an ADHD treatment, as most of the frustrations that heightened my depression are directly related to ADHD symptoms. The ADHD hypothesis was also confirmed by a neuropsychologist a few months ago, I just postponed the treatment because my former psychiatrist thought that my depression and anxiety were really bad. She was right, but her approach was not the best, although I think that Spravato helped me build a different perspective on life - which I don't know how much is due to its chemistry or to the thoughts and conclusions I had while dissociating. I started Vyvanse last Saturday (which can't be taken with Spravato, because you know, high blood pressure) and I noticed that it has a calming quality better than any antidepressant I took, with the exception of Spravato the same day it's taken - so I think that's further confirmation that I have an ADHD brain 😂
I noticed that the days after the Spravato session, my attention, memory and capability of holding a coherent conversation worsen considerably. It's not a permanent condition, though, but since I was having two sessions a week, this was pretty much an enduring state, so as you can imagine I became very impatient as I want to return to a productive life the quicker I can (it doesn't help that Spravato also makes me feel agitated for a few days). It's still going on this week and not even the stimulant is able to give me sufficient focus or able to prevent my distractability. For instance, even when watching regular YouTube videos, I have to watch some excerpts again because my mind wanders easily. I went out with my best friend a week ago, who also has ADHD, and she was constantly telling me that I was extremely distracted in a rather funny way, and I didn't react very well because I'm the kind of person who likes to have "smart" conversations. It's not that these things didn't happen before, but I was able to manage them somehow, so I facetiously say that Spravato has "worsened my ADHD symptoms".
I'm just wondering if this is a common side effect, if other ADHD individuals feel it as well, and how long it normally lasts. While I know that it's not a permanent effect, since usually it reduces considerably after the fourth or fifth day, my squirrel brain can't help but worry that it's long-lasting - especially considering that it's been my regular state during a month or even more (memory is fuzzy right now).
I'd also like to remember that, since Spravato is a new medication with rigid limitations regarding its usage, there aren't enough studies, especially about its effects on different populations. So what I'm looking here is not medical articles, but personal experiences.
Thanks 😊
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2023.06.07 01:03 beautifulbuz Should I have a baby with my ex?

I (36F) am thinking of having a child with my high school/ college sweetheart (38M). we broke up over 10 years ago and for the most part neither of us had a successful relationship since then. We’re both still in touch and in touch with each other’s families. when we dated we were literally children but were otherwise best friends. he is my emergency contact in a lot of places still and the only person I like talking on the phone with. he’s become family over the years but I hope people will understand that eventually there wasn’t any sexual or romantic interest.
I’m getting to an age where dating gets more and more daunting and my life is pretty complete otherwise. It seems like a natural choice to have a child with someone I’ve known half my life, who knows my family, and that I can rely on. the kinds of things holding me back are mostly fairytale ideas that I’ll find my one true love… I don’t know how much I am interested in that, really. I have amazing friends, my family gets along, I have a career, and love my hobbies… having a baby with someone I trust and have fun with seems like a great addition.
It comes down to whether should I wait to have a child with someone I’d meet and get to know in the next few years or pull the trigger with someone I know and trust but haven’t been romantically involved with because it just seemed like something in the past. And it kind of is, but I think we’d make a good team as co-parents.
I would love to hear other people’s opinions especially about dating in your late 30s, having a kid, or “ending up alone” (TM).
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2023.06.07 01:03 Bomb_Warrio19 Does Orcish Bowmasters ruin Yuriko?

Orcish Bowmasters is an insane card coming from the new LOTR set, and is set to shake up the cEDH meta.
However, I play a Yuriko deck I love and am worried that now Yuriko will have an extremely tough time because the low evasive creatures will just be pinged off easily now?
Also, how strong will Orcish Bowmasters be in non cEDH? I play a lot of just regular edh around the 7-8 power level and love playing my Yuriko there too. Should I be adding Orcish Bowmasters to my deck?
Will it still be effective and efficient in non-cEDH meta where there isn’t s much mystic remora, rhystic study, wheels, esper sentinels etc?
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2023.06.07 01:03 Aquivorous (1/12) Deepwoken Racial Headcanons: Khan

So I'm starting a little bit of a mini-series here. I'm a bit of a lore fanatic myself (the price of being neurodivergent and a nerd - forgot to pick my boons with my flaws 😔) and I had a few ideas about the different known (playable) races of Lumen. Thinking from more a "fantasy novel" perspective than the medium of heehoo funny block game, I've came up with a few ideas for each race I wanted to share. Here we go in no particular order, starting with my most recent slot: the Khan.

Let me know what you think, and I'll catch y'all in the next post!
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2023.06.07 01:03 Ok-Anywhere6998 Air France A330-200 vs Virgin Atlantic 787-9 Premium Economy?

We have an option to upgrade to either:
We haven't flown either of these before and was wondering if one is significantly better than the other? We have flown Economy on both and the service has been hit or miss! I prefer the CDG airport over LHR airport, but we wouldn't have any lounge access in CDG with just Priority Pass. We get an extra cabin bag with Air France which is nice. The Virgin 787-9 has more seat width, while Air France A332 has more pitch.
Is Delta 767-400 much different from Delta A330-300? The seat width and pitch are almost equal.
Interested in hearing your experience flying Premium in these aircrafts. Would love to hear your recommendations on how and why to choose one over the other route.
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